dragonofcompassion

These pages are dedicated to the enlightenment of all beings Everywhere and everywhen. These pages are dedicated to ensuring the beneficent survival of the human race on earth and as we move out to terraform and colonize other planets and dimensions. May all our efforts ensure the beneficent survival of all our children's children's children's children.

What is Enlightenment?
It is Being just being with joy!
It is understanding ones place in the universe-
It is understanding that one is kindred with everyone and everything Everywhere and Everywhen-
It is understanding that Kindness, Wisdom and Compassion and Joy Is and Are the true nature of all awareness everywhere and everywhen-
It is understanding that all fighting and competition is superficial only and never the true and ultimate basis of life in the universe!

Will Life on Earth Survive?

LIFE WILL FIND A WAY!

These pages are a part of an electronic campfire in which we can share the stories necessary for our survival.

Whenever life touches your heart
That is God
personally loving you
Amazed by you
intrigued by you
interested in you
loving you

The following is a true ancient Asian saying:
The path or way that can be thought of or spoken of
Is Not the True Path or the True Way
given this:
the true path and true way can only be directly experienced

Enlightenment

Enlightenment comes unexpectedly
Like lightning from the sky
Everything Changes
Nothing is ever the same again

(the following was directly translated to English from ancient Sanskrit by a friend of mine)

Thoughts that turn the mind

Certainty of death

Precious human birth

The nature of the mind is emptiness and luminosity

The three effects of these thoughts are: Bliss, Clarity and No Thought

note: the following is my reaction after meditating on the above Ancient Sanskrit Buddhist translation directly to English

Acceptance of the Void

The void is unknowable
Therefore many fear it
The mind cannot grasp the Void
Fear dissapates when the mind realizes
that the Void is Primal and Unknowable
Acceptance of the Unknowable nature of the Void
allows the pilgrim to have Peace in the Unknowable

Peace in the Unknowable can be like standing in the heart of the Primordial Creator - - -

The Unknowable

September 25th 2006

I have known the Unknowable
I have been the Unbeable
I have heard the Unhearable
I have seen the Unseeable
But no man can see God and Live!
So I staggered having seen God
No longer exactly just a man
Burnt but still living like a Redwood tree
In shock to be alive
Amazed to still be walking
Understanding I was dead
Compassion was what he said to me
Teach compassion to all life
Be compassionate to yourself, he said
All around you is you
Be compassionate to life everywhere
For you all are me
So I staggered from the shock of it
Rendered senseless from the power of it
Moving forward from the meaning of it
Wondering what was next for me

Note: I use stream of consciousness when I write. It might not seem as organized as you might like. However, as a psychic I have found I can get more useful information out to help lives and save lives in this way. Thanks.Note:As an enlightened being I believe that I have an obligation to give the best truths I know that moment. If I don't have access to very many truths or answers on a given subject then I try to formulate useful questions so you can find the answers yourselves as the truth is an ongoing and everchanging process. Basic truths don't change but many detail truths are constantly changing.

Note to the reader: Most of the time what I write about is 100% factual in that I am speaking about things that I know something about. However, as a writer I have also decided to give myself creative license to postulate ideas as they appear in my consciousness, feelings and mind. In this way I enhance the creative process. I'm sorry if anyone feels disturbed by how I am enhancing my creative process. However, for the creative among you I'm sure you will understand how and possibly why I am enhancing my creative process by doing this. Then when I reread what I have written I am re-inspired and it again stimulates my creative process further and further and further. The creative process is always inspired by asking questions. The only really important thing about this is: Are you ready for the answers that come from asking serious questions?

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Two Books I recommend

May 17th 2007

The first book is written by and old friend of 27 years. It is called "Synthesis Remembered:Awakening Original Innocense" by Charles L. Moore,JD,STB. He was once District Attorney of Santa Cruz and then a Catholic Priest. He is one of the most intelligent people I've ever met with an IQ above 200 and who speaks fluently over 20 languages. He has travelled all over the world and led tours of people to England, Scotland, Ireland, Israel, and Egypt. He is a known authority on the Standing stones of England, Scotland, Ireland and Brittany in France and a variety of other things on earth. His book is called "Synthesis Remembered:Awakening Original Innoccence". My interpretation would be that this book is a synthesis of many different forms of religion and philosophy known around the world presented in a way that unifies them all.

My wife and I went to see him present his book to the public during one of his book signing events. The next book is one of Charles Moore's research devices that my wife greatly likes. It deals with the 26,000 year cycle of the earth circling the Galaxy. Since the date 12-21-12 is a significant date in regard to this, this book might be useful to you. This book is called "Lost Star of Myth and Time". It is written by Walter Cruttenden

Snow Melt in Antarctica

May 16th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070516/sc_afp/environmentclimatewarmingantarctica_070516023203;_ylt=AufdXzNSdD5qj0X2RMnjx0oTO7gF

The above address talks about snow and ice melt in 2005 in Antarctica. Please paste if interested

Dust from Asian Deserts affects California

http://www.csmonitor.com/2007/0517/p14s01-sten.html

If you paste the above address you can see how asian dust is affecting and polluting california climates as well as read about it.

While I was in Los Angeles county for my wife's college reunion I noticed the air was so bad I was coughing and and I couldn't see very far. It was about the same time as the above pasted photo that goes with article was taken around april 15,2007 showing Asian dust coming on shore between Mexico and Central California.

note:The date on the yahoo photo off the dust was april 15, 2007. However, at the Christian Science monitor it was given as 2001. I don't know which is correct or even if there is another more correct date.

Migrations

May 15th 2007

As a precognitive psychic I'm writing this. When I look now into the future with all the changes on earth beginning both by nature and by people I see as of today the tilable land moving northward to Portland, Oregon and will be tilable up into Alaska by 2100.By that time large ships will travel north of Alaska and Canada during most parts of the year moving large amount of both people and goods. Except for water from desalination along the coasts there will not be enough rainfall south of Portland, Oregon to grow crops in the open. There will still be greenhouses south of this point where water is used hydroponically and recycled, however, to conserve it.

There will be great migrations of people away from where there is no water. You will begin to see this sort of thing over the next 10 years in Australia where people will have no economic choice but to move near the coasts where there will be potable water from desalination, otherwise there will be No water at all. This sort of thing will happen mainly near the equator at first but then spread in pockets northward as it is doing now for us living in the States.

By the year 2200 most of the United States will either have no water or too much water or wind to grow crops. Too much water is just as big a problem as no water. Too much wind is just as big a problem as no water or too much water. This is because too much water simply washes away completely all the topsoil so nothing can grow at all. Too much wind dries out the land and and makes droughts turn into dustbowls.

There will be many migrations within the U.S. during the next 200 years. Most of the migrations will be during the next 50 to 100 years, however. Though the very wealthy will still be able to live anywhere they want, the average person will find it necessary for survival to move away from all the droughted areas and to buy food mainly from local farmers markets to avoid the high costs of transportation of food when gas is 10 dollars a gallon or more. People will recycle clothes more and make their own clothes more then too just as a matter of basic economics. During these times smaller growers of food and small cottage industries will better adapt to all the changes. The stock market will reflect this too as co-ops and consortiums of small businesses join the stock market in order for group survival to progress. The larger monopolies and corporate giants will begin to falter between 2050 and 2075 because they will have difficulty adapting fast enough to world changes. When changes begin they tend to move forward in exponential ways.

One of the biggest changes will be around 2020 that will begin exponential changes will be when the last glacier on earth melts. This will be much like when you or I have a drink in a glass with ice on a summer day. When the last piece of ice melts we all notice just how fast that drink heats up. Around 2020 this sort of effect will occur all over earth at that time.

There is another date that might create earth changes or major water movement. For some reason I can't picture or see what happens around this date. It is the end of the Mayan calendar on 12-21-12. Astronomers can tell you it is a very serious alignment of all the planets with the central core of the galaxy which happens only once every 26,000 years. So even though this is predicted I can't really see what happens then. Maybe that is a blessing because if it is as serious as some people think then I'm grateful I'm not having to deal with that. I have an agreement with God to only see what I really need to see. I made this agreement when I was overwhelmed seeing to much all the time about age 25. I am very grateful that God Granted my wish in such an efficient way.

Creating a Better Future

May 13th 2007

Since I am a lifelong precognitive psychic I have now had 59 years in learning how to prevent serious accidents before they occur. As long as I am feeling good about being alive it is relatively simple to prevent serious accidents. The easiest way to prevent an accident that is foreseen is to not be there when it occurs. Sometimes not being there when it would have occured prevents it entirely. Sometimes it is just me or those with me who were saved.

Many times I will see a serious car accident for example or even a very serious near miss before it occurs. When I was younger I would work very hard to change time which causes a large expenditure of energy. Now what I simply do is wait 5 minutes before I start driving. Many times I will see the accident that I avoided along the way. Other times I will see the cars along the way that would have hit mine and thank God for these gifts.

However, there is another class of accident. For example in 2002 there was a nuclear war that was prevented on our present timeline. On the other timeline, North and South America all pacific lands and all of China and most of Russia for 20,000 years didn't have healthy DNA. The people of that timeline around 7000 AD got permission to create a 2nd timeline which we now live on.

Then there is a third class of accident. This class of accident is a single nuclear warhead under 10 megatons. Though my seeing such an accident is often prevented by the seeing of it, sometimes it is better to write of it in order to change the future more significantly.

Though this usually changes the future, there is a law of cause and effect. So when the future changes though I can see general tendencies I can't always predict the consequences of saving lives.

For example, I was able to save the lives of my exwife and my stepdaughter in 1985. However, there were many long term consequences from that that I have always been totally unprepared for. The laws of cause and effect aren't always pretty.

I am saying this for others who are precognitive psychics. One does not always understand the karmic consequences for saving lives. Therefore, it is very useful to feel a strong connection with the Creator and to ask the Creator before changing time. After all, the Creator gave us all these gifts.

The Relics of Saints

May 13th 2007

I know a little about Relics in both Catholicism and in Tibetan Buddhism. For example bones of Saints are often placed in or near a mantle or altar in new Catholic churches worldwide. This is especially true in Europe where the bones of many saints were available over the last 1500 years or more. This is supposed to Sanctify those churches with the bones of the holy being present there.

In Tibetan Buddhism there is an emphasis in "becoming of one taste" with the Saints. This is done by actually taking in blessings sanctified salt from the bodies of Tibetan Saints. In this way one literally becomes of one taste with these Saints. I have been honored to do this on multiple occasions, especially while travelling through Dharmsala and in Bodhgaya during the Kalachakra with the Dalai Lama and 500,000 others there in December 1985.

Even in Catholicism the Sanctified body and blood of Christ is taken into the bodies of the faithful in the form of sanctified wine or grape juice as the blood and the wafers or crackers as the body of Christ. So in this sense both Catholicism and Tibetan Buddhism recognize the importance of becoming one with the sanctified saints of their religions.

Note: I write at my journal site about whatever is on my mind. Whether it is spiritual or whether it has to do with our mutual survival on earth it is all about the ongoing search for truth and enlightenment wherever we are.

It's All About Funding

May 13th 2007

When the cold war ended so did major funding for the U.S. Intelligence agencies and the American and World Military Industrial Complex. President Eisenhower warned us about what would happen if the military industrial complex built up during World War II wasn't disbanded when he left office.

Now we live every day with the nightmarish life of a World Military Industrial Complex that totally runs amok all the time.

If you have ever seen the movie "Wag the Dog" you see now in action every day the basic idea of the movie in action in the news. Even keeping too few American soldiers in Iraq and making them stay so long that many of them get Post Traumatic STress Disorder is a part of the "Wag the Dog" plan. How does it work? Answer: Keeping soldiers in Iraq who already have PTSD or who are otherwise unfit for duty let alone battle creates new terrorists in Iraq who see their families killed, maimed, beat up or insulted by confused American soldiers. "Wag the Dog" in order to create enemies for our intelligence agencies to get funding for hunting down.

Eisenhower was right! Because of the acceptance of torture and random wiretaps it could be any of us soon that will be tortured or killed by this system in action that has totally run amok!

Hug Yourself!

May 12th 2007

I'm a lucky guy! I have a wife who loves me and kids who think I'm a good person. My wife tells me how wonderful I am and how greatful she is to be with me almost every day. I tell her how greatful I am to be with her and to have such a good life. But not everyone is as lucky as I am.

I have learned to walk around encouraging myself to be a good person. The best way I personally have found is that I wake up every morning and say either out loud or in my mind: "May all beings attain bliss and the cause of bliss. May all beings be free from suffering and the cause of suffering. May all beings never be without the supreme bliss that is free from all near and far all grasping and aversion." When I say this prayer it is intentionally for all beings that have been, are now or will be in all universes.

For me, this is not only hugging myself but also hugging all the selves of God throughout infinite time. I find it to be the most freeing and liberating moments of my life when I do this. I find this to be the single most empowering thing that I can do.

It does not end wisdom. It does not end discernment. It is simply a realistic experience of the permanent end of suffering of all beings in any time or space in the infinite universe. If all beings in the universe gave this prayer would it manifest? My answer would be: YES!

It has already manifested for some. It will manifest for all the others in the future! All beings in their own times will be FREE! All beings in their own times will end their own suffering! MAY ALL BEINGS ATTAIN BLISS AND THE CAUSE OF BLISS!

Is the Neocon philosophy antinationalistic?

May 12th 2007

Wolfowitz thought up the Iraq invasion. That is widely known. He is now ahead of the World Bank. That is also universally known. If you or I look at how this war was run it is obvious to a child that it was never waged to win this war. This leads me to ask what was the real goal in this war? It looks pretty obvious to me now that the answer mostly has to do with war profiteering and oil. Terrorism is given lip service but if anyone was really serious in dealing with terrorism and not other things then the war would have been won and the money would not have been wasted , nor would all the lives!Thereforee, if one folloows the money one can easily see who profitted from this war. It is big corporations like Halliburton and security companies like Blackwater. The other people that benefitted is those that wish the United States to be indebted to them. If you look at what it has cost the United States to wage this war and you look at the price of gas. And you look at the forclosing houses, and you look at all the fires caused by global warming and firefighters who need the money just to live then one begins to see the United States beginning to unravel. In whose interests is it to see the United States unravel as a nation? Just follow the money trail to the multinational corporations of your choice. Follow it to all the people the United States government is now in debt to.

Defenders of the Race

May 11th 2007

In the times we now live in there are many problems all over the earth. Whether the problems are terrorism, global warming, poverty, AIDS or whatever they are people who work for the beneficial survival of the human race through all of this I would call "Defenders of the Race". What I mean be this is that they are defenders of the LONG TERM survival of the human race of Earth. Without Defenders of the Human Race we will not survive here on earth. So Each defender of the Human Race becomes priceless to the long term survival of human beings whether they be on earth or are colonizing other worlds or dimensions. So if you want your cultures whatever they may be to survive then it is also in your enlightened self interest to wish all human cultures to survive. Otherwise, none of us will survive in this drastic time of Global Warming. If we don't do whatever it takes to survive as a human race now Nothing else will matter.

Epiphany

May 10th 2007

I just realized a way to end Islamic terrorism. It might take 20 to 50 years but I have no doubt it could be successful. If you look at the problem it is caused by 12th century tribal patriarchal thought. In other words men want to be able to abuse women in all the traditional ways i.e. keep them pregnant without their permission, take all their money and spend it without their permission. If they complain beat them up or kill them and then tell people they went somewhere else. In other words life as usual in tribal life for thousands of years in patriarchy.

So the long term solution is equally interesting. Educate these women. when they grow up and have families give them micro-banking loans to start businesses. In other words empower women in terrorist countries with education and then business loans. When women are empowered in this way it will begin the end of terrorism because they will begin to teach their children both boys and girls to become empowered with an education and then to start their own businesses. Within 100 years 90% of all terrorism would end.

Chaos is the friend to Islamic terrorism. The education and empowerment of women ends terrorism permanently.

Culture Clash!

May 10th 2007

Down through the centuries cultures have clashed for thousands of years. Each clash is a test of what each culture is made of. Usually during that clash both cultures are forced to change to survive. We have watched even during the 20th Century many aboriginal cultures clashing and being assimilated into the new world we all live in fairly unhappily. Now we see the unhappy assimilation of the Islamic world into the rest of secular humanity. Since we have less than 1 billion people Islamic and the rest something else it is not rational to believe that Islam will be dominant at any time on the world stage. In fact, I would say that all organized religions are on the decline for a variety of reasons. There will be many desperate people trying to stop progress and feeling threatened in a variety of ways worldwide. However, in the end I believe we are now witnessing the end of organized religions. There is a trend more and more toward individualized beliefs and secularism. There used to be a general feeling that religions were almost like science and unquestionable. However, both religion and science on all fronts are being questioned and I think rightly so. If neither religion or science prevents the extinction of the human race and all life on earth then what good are they?

Travelling in a Clear Sphere

May 9th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/photo/070504/ids_photos_wl/r1379140865.jpg;_ylt=AhnMS9P7mY35D__CCdVYbScDW7oF

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I was very interested in seeing this picture of a child "walking" across a body of water in a clear sphere(probably made of plexiglass or some other form of clear plastic. It reminded me of Arcane in the Green Sentient Sphere in future Earth after all humans are gone(turned into light or left the planet to colonize other worlds). Though it doesn't seem very safe to me the idea intrigues me of being able to walk on water inside a plexiglass sphere. One would have to have both a well designed plastic sphere and a good escape device to avoid drowning, suffocation, or overheating and exhaustion if problems arose. Other that those problems it looks to be a rather fun idea of running around on a lake in a sphere of plastic. It is sort of like Jesus walking on water. I think we will see more of this kind of thing, if only in China were legal litigation and suits are rarer than in the United States.

Just Because Millions of People Believe in Something Doesn't Make it True

May 9th 2007

I remember being in my late teens or early 20's. I was weighing in my mind if I wanted to be alive if there was no God. I decided that a life without meaning was worse than no life at all. I decided that without a God to bring meaning to life that I didn't want to be alive. So at that point I believed in a Creator God with about 90% of my beliefs. I decided to negate the other 10% on the grounds that if I believed that there was not a God I would not choose to live.

At this point I have changed a lot from the person that I was then. I have no problems with people who believe all sorts of things. Where I draw the line is when someone wants to force me to believe like them. That is a point where someone may die. Because even though I will tolerate other peoples beliefs who are peaceful and tolerant of others beliefs I have no tolerance at all for people who demand on pain of death that I believe like them. In a situation like that most people on earth would go down fighting to the death to defend what they choose to believe.

Freedom of Religion or freedom to not have a religion needs to be a basic right for all people on earth. Without this basic right there will always be wars and terorists. Yes, it is true that those who want to force others to believe like them will be killed or kill themselves eventually. Those who will be left will believe in freedom of religion.

It is important that all reasonable and logical people on earth see that there are in the end very few people who want to kill everyone who doesn't believe like they do. I would have to say that at most there are about 500,000 people on earth of all religions that believe like this to the point of enforcing their beliefs with a gun. In the end all these people will either be killed or kill themselves. I suppose there is another scenario that one of these might get nuclear weapons and it could be bad. But even this eventuality leads only to the extinction of all humans on earth and nothing else.

So in the end there is no permanent solution possible with people on top who want to kill everyone who doesn't believe like them. This is only logical and reasonable. To think otherwise one has to be insane!

Coming Home?

May 9th 2007

As the soldiers begin to come home to stay this year and the next it is important to have a watchful eye. There is a story my father told about a man I knew as a child. After fighting all the way from Anzio to Germany during World War II, he was one of 3 men left alive from his company of soldiers. On one occassion after returning home to the U.S. someone said the wrong thing to him. His response was: "I could kill everyone here and not bat an eye. Leave me alone!" They did. Because he meant it.

The soldiers who have seen their comrades blown up and had to kill to survive are internally wounded whether they were physically wounded or not. Many people will die at 1% to 5% of their hands here in the United States in the next 50 years or so. Wives,children, relatives and friends will die. It is important for all to be aware of what they have been through and to be watchful when they have serious breaks with reality. Many will seem perfectly normal because it all hasn't sunk in yet. One to five or more years from now it may and then watch out! Many of these men and women are ticking time bombs and all should be prepared the way people had to be after World War II, Korea, Viet Nam, Desert Storm and Now Iraq and Afghanistan.

What is Real?:Carry Water, Chop Wood

May 8th 2007

I would much prefer to tell everyone that everything is wonderful and everything will be okay. But that would be a lie and not compassionate to any of you. Things can be okay if enough of us are wise, right mindful, reasonable and intelligent in enough of our thoughts and actions. That is the reality. So I write the way I do to scare enough of you into actually becoming enlightened. It is almost like I am showing you the dead corpse of the human race in the future and I am saying look at what will happen to all of us and our children if we do nothing. Get Busy. Have Fun saving us. Because in any survival course a good instructor will tell you that those who survive take an interest in their survival. Those that don't die and or go crazy. In real survival situations any good instructor will tell you this.

So don't panic! Just take an interest in your survival and if you can have fun inventing ways for you and as many others to survive while preserving the planet for future generations to live on too. Those that don't do this simply won't be around anymore within 300 years. That is the sad truth. So take an interest in your long term survival and train your kids to do the same. What you think, where you live, what you do and even what you believe in and teach your kids will create the future for all. Have fun teaching them the important things. Spend time teaching them how to think their way out of bad situations.

I was always taught, "Prepare for the worst and expect the best." This way you will always survive anything!

Saint Germain=Padmasambhava+Merlin?

May 8th 2007

When I was in India in 1985 and 86 for 2 months in India, 2 months in Nepal and 2 weeks in Thailand I was wondering if Merlin, Padmasambhava and Saint Germain were all the same soul. I found many similarities in their attitudes and teachings. In fact, I came to the conclusion that Merlin and Padmasambhava both lived in about the same time. So it is possible that they were the same body, Padmasambhava while he was young and Merlin when he was old.

There was another factor here. When Padmasambhava is described he is described with a pink or rosy complexion which perfectly describes a northern european complexion. Also, when I saw the melted rock footprints of Padmasambhava at Rewalsar, Himchal Pradesh, India, about 5 hours by bus from Dharmsala, they were exactly the same size as my size 14 Vasques Cascade boots that I wore then for hiking the Himalayas then. I remember that the monks gave me quite a look when my boot exactly fit the melted print into the rock of Padmasambhava. At that point the sky turned purple violet and violet lightning started to crash from the skies. Since I had asked Saint Germain whether Padmasambhava was also him I accepted these events as Saint Germain saying "Yes!". I realized then that Padmasambhava must have either had very big feet or been very tall like me so the size 14 feet would be in sync with his size. Since I'm 6 feet 4 1/2 inches tall it is quite likely that Padmasambhava was over 6 feet tall as well.

Sundancechannel.com/thegreen

May 6th 2007

http://www.sundancechannel.com/thegreen#/homePage

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If you get the cable channel Sundance on TV that is put on by Robert Redford then you can also get all the Green programs he is showing at various times during the week. I find them very encouraging and informative because they tend to be helpful documentaries of movers and changers in the Green world from all over Earth. The more knowledge one has about not only what is wrong but on how things are usefully and practically being changed for the better the more useful world citizens each of us becomes.

The Impermanence of Physical Life

May 5th 2007

One of the meditations that is said to take one to enlightenment is the meditation on the impermanence of physical life. Many yogis for thousands of years were advised to sit and meditate on a human body decomposing. Since this happened a lot in India yogis could do this easily as many human bodies were left and simply decomposed on the streets and byways of India. Even when I was there in 1985-6 I saw dead bodies in some of the streets not cared for. I also saw many many lepers with noses and fingers gone. It was just one of the ways of old India. I haven't been there in 20 years so I don't know if this is still true.

Today I was praying and crying because of my mother. My mother was diagnosed with advancing senile dementia in fall 2001 about the same time as 9-11. So we had two horrors to deal with as a family then. When she put a plastic bowl on the electric stove and then turned the stove on and then prayed for 24 hours as droplets of plastic bowl on fire ran down the stove we were grateful when we discovered her that neither she or her neighbors had died in a fire. This was October 2001. by early December 2001 we had placed her in a senile dementia-alzheimers facility even though she didn't want to go. There simply was no choice because of serious liability at this point. Since then she had gone through hundreds of personality changes until last November she didn't know who I was or who her grandson was who took care of her the last 5 years before she was forced to go to a care facility for totally incompetent people with senile dementia or alzheimers.

I find I just can't cope with going to see her because she doesn't know me so there is no connection at all. It is bad enough that she is insane. I don't need to go there too.

I realized today that dealing with my mother is my forced meditation on the impermanence of life. At first in 2001 when I put my mother there I used to visit her once or twice a week. Then I realized it was making me a little nuts too. So I reduced my visits to what I could do and still stay balanced enough in my everyday life. I finally realized that this whole situation was so very insane that I had to think of my family that was still okay, my wife, my son, my 2 daughters because basically my Mom was gone. She was just a body that used to be my mother. But wasn't my mother anymore. If you haven't been through something like this it is impossible to understand unless you have.

In our culture we hire people to take care of the alzheimers and senile dementia patients. One reason we do this is so more members of the family aren't driven insane or to suicide because of witnessing a family member going through this. It is too awful to describe more. It is either the most awful thing you will ever experience in your life or close to it!

Changes in Lifestyle can Slow global Warming

May 5th 2007

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/c/a/2007/05/05/MNGCRPLTJT1.DTL

The likelihood of enough people to change their lifestyles to do much to affect global warming is negligible. This is because most people on earth are struggling for survival day to day. Are they going to die to affect global warming? No! The only people who can do anything are the richest 20% to 30% of the world. Will they? Maybe a little. Will legislation help? Not really! Because people will always find loopholes. People have worked very very hard to get where they are. Are they going to give up all they have struggled and worked so hard to get? The answer is "No!" They will find ways to get around whatever problems arise.

The only answer that might be viable might be a 2 to 3 dollar rise in gas per gallon worldwide. Though it might destroy many economies it might be the only answer long term to global warming. The alternative to this idea likely will be 600 to 900 degrees on earth within the next few thousand years.

This much of a rise in Gas prices worldwide would force introduction of Wind and solar and alternative fuels in a way that actually might reduce global warming long term. This idea might actually create a world in which some humans could survive for thousands of years or more.

1/2 of Earth's Population within 300 years

Saturday May 5th 2007

As a responsible precognitive psychic I must say here that there IS No solution possible at present that will prevent the loss of 1/2 of the present level of humans on earth. There is only one caveat or exception but I don't believe that anyone will do it. The one exception is If and ONLY IF all above ground civilization is dismantled including all buildings roads etc and if all humans live underground and above ground is Only for recreation, Farming and Air travel and water travel. This is the only exception to a minimum loss of 1/2 of the population of earth within 300 years. To do nothing or little in regard to Global warming will create temperatures for a time on the surface of earth between 600 to 900 degrees within several thousand years. This could be temporary, or permanent as it is now on Venus. As a responisible precognitive psychic this is my assessment.

My Experience with Cults

May 4th 2007

I must first say that I was raised in a cult. When I was a child in the 50's I wasn't allowed by my parents to even tell people what my cult was. I had to say, "My religion is similar to Christian Science" since everyone or most everyone knew what that was. However, what I didn't tell people was that Christian Science and several other competing religions and cults had attacked my religion and taken away the use of the mail for about 10 years. Their reasoning was that since Mr. Ballard did not ascend into heaven like Jesus did that the cult was a fake and should lose the use of the U.S. Mail. However, I think the whole thing was basicly ridiculous and smells of religious persecution which is actually quite common in the United States if you aren't Catholic or a basic protestant variety. Anyone who is a member of something other than Catholic or protestant religions knows EXACTlY what I'm talking about. Religious freedom in the United States is basicly a joke! People disapear all the time who aren't mainline Christians and no one is found responsible. This is just normal life in the United States.

When my cult and I parted ways when I was 21 it was because I found my cult to be too close minded and hypocritical. However, when I looked around in my 20's I found ALL religious organizations in the United States to be too close minded and hypocritical for my taste. So I turned my attention to Comparative Religion in College. In fact my best friend has a degree from UCLA in Comparitive Religions and History and a Masters as well.

By comparing all religions to try and find one that actually made some sense my friend and I started gravitating toward mysticism and then toward Tibetan Buddhism. This was because these things actually made logical sense. We both also thought that many aspects of Native american Shamanism also made sense. This did not mean that we stopped believing in Jesus. It was just that we discovered that what Jesus actually taught 2000 years ago had very little if anything to do with modern day Christianity. I don't know if Jesus was alive today that he would accept ANY of todays Christians as being his followers. That is a fact! So my research led me to believe that Christianity as it is practiced today is a factionalized bureaucratized abomination of what Christ actually taught. So if I am a real follower of Christ I cannot support what I consider after study to basically be blasphemy in todays adulterated forms of Chritianity. If you are a serious Christian then you need to go back and study who Jesus really was and how far all of todays churches are from that now!

I can remember what is now a fairly strange experience looking back on it. I had been working building a house in Northern California and decided to ride the BART that went under the San Francisco Bay on my way back to San Diego where I lived at the time. It was 1979. As I waited to change BART trains to go under the Bay. As I was waiting there two nice looking ladies walked up to me and started talking to me. Since I was 31 years old and still a fairly nice looking 6 foot 4 inch guy this didn't surprise me. One of the girls asked me to come listen to her play in her band. Since I was divorced and presently single and travelling alone in my cabover Truck camper I decided to go here her play in her band before I returned to San Diego.

I found the address. It was a mansion across the street from UC Berkeley. It was very large and there was a stage and about 20 to 30 tables at which many diverse people sat waiting for the band to play. These people called themselves the Creative Community Project. They were a group that ran through farms and did a second cull of the vegetables that they gathered for the poor after the initial farm workers had harvested the best out of the fields. Then the band played and sure enough there was the girl that I had talked to singing and playing bass guitar. I had a start because sitting at one of the next tables was Eldridge Cleaver, the founder of the Black Panthers. I wondered what he was doing here.

After the band played the girl I had come to see came over to the table and invited me to a weekend in Boonesville north of the Bay area where they had what they called a ranch that was supposed to have a lake or something. I didn't want to go because I had to get back to my 4 year old son who was staying with my parents but finally she talked me into it. I wanted to take my truck camper but she said there wasn't enough parking so I had to go on their school bux. I said I didn't want to pay 50 bucks to do this and so they waved the fee. I guess now they wanted me to become a programmer of people because I was very savvy of this sort of thing. However, I really liked this girl even though I started to feel like this was sort of a strange situation.

Though they called themselves the Creative Community Project, they actually were the Moonies recruiting conscripts for their religion. The only reason I got away after that weekend was that I was too big for them to physically fight and I had their number that they were not what they said after the first day in Boonesville.

Because of my personal experience with cults I was not as naive as most people there and saw through all the Mazlow types of psychological conditioning they were doing. I had seen all this before many times in the almost 10 years since I left the cult I was raised in. They were trying to make me become a programmer since I tend to be very psychologically savvy. However, I wasn't interested in anything that took away people's basic free will. I had lived through enough of that myself growing up. So even though they got very mad at me I wouldn't back down and they had to let me go.

Later that year a lady who was one of my roomates said she was abducted by the same group for 3 months and finally had to jump out of a moving car and run from them in downtown San Francisco. So I guess I was lucky to be as big and strong and as resolute as I was to just say "no!" and get a away with it.

By 1979 I had had it with all cults because I had joined another cult similar to the one I grew up with in 1977. By 1978 I was asked to leave because "You believe you have a direct connection with God." My response is that if a person doesn't have a direct connection with God they have no business being in ANY religion. So needless to say my friends and relatives have laughed a lot about that!

Potential Realities

May 3rd 2007

What is Real? You and I could have a philosophic conversation about this that could span days, weeks, months, years. But, even then it would only be theory. However, I can say also that it is my personal experience in life after studying various forms of science and enlightenment and how they interelate that:Anything is Possible!

Most people do not have the time or the inclination to do with their lives what I have done. At 17 since I had almost died of whooping cough at age 2 and then childhood epilepsy between ages 10 and 15 decided by age 17 that the most useful thing I could do for myself and all life on earth was to become enlightened. Did I become enlightened? The short answer is "Yes!". However, enlightenment is totally different than I had imagined. The other thing I have realized is that enlightenment is like growing up, one never stops growing up!. Likewise, once one starts down a path of free thinking and enlightenment one never stops becoming enlightened!

So from a state consciousness that is not theoretical at all for me but a direct experience I would like to speak. First: Earth is not a planet but a intersection of many dimensions. I asked a physicist who taught college if this was a better explanation of what earth was than being a planet according to physics and he said, "Yes".

Once one realizes that earth is an intersection of many dimensions and that one example of these intersecting dimensions would be like all the tv stations on earth and much more intersecting in a device and that device is you and me. So from this example we each have thousands of channels of perception to tune into including our own channel which we each can broadcast.

So it is a matter of preference or accident, however you want to look at it what we do by accident or intentionally each moment 24 hours a day.

Next, if we take both the actions, intentions and thoughts and feelings of all sentient life on earth and realize that each feeling, thought, intention and action of each sentient being on earth affects us then we have a beginning point from which to understand the TRUE dynamic of what is happening on the multidimentional intersection called earth that we all are a part of at the present.

My particular specialty as an enlightened being is called resonance. By this I mean that I have experienced moments when I can surf the waves of consciousness of all life on earth in a way which benefits all life on earth. In some ways it could be said that I wait like a cosmic surfer for the "perfect Waves" of consciousness to form resonance to benefit all life on earth.

Experiencing life as I do allows me to connect with all life on earth at times in a very very special way.

At present at this website I try to wake up enough people so that they can join together both outwardly and inwardly to create a multidimentional earth that life can stand to live on and experience joy, peace and happiness upon. I hope to work in concert with all of you to attempt to create a heaven on earth.

There is no doubt in my mind that this is possible. With enough motivated beings it can then become probable. With even more beings (say 33% plus of all beings) it will begin to physically manifest much like the 100th monkey story.

For those who haven't heard this story I believe it took place either in the 1970's or 1980's in Japan. There are islands off Japan in which many monkeys live. It is my understanding that there or ten or more of these small islands on which a specific breed of monkey lives. Since the monkeys are protected they are fed sweet potatoes by the rangers who protect them. The sweet potatoes were thrown from boats onto the beach so the rangers might not be bit by the monkeys as they struggled for sweet potatoes. One day a female monkey got tired of the sand in her sweet potatoes that ground in her teeth as she chewed her sweet potatoes. So she dropped the sweet potato in the ocean and the sand fell off and then she ate it. At first she was persecuted by the other monkeys for being different. But then she taught her children to drop their sweet potatoes into the ocean too. Finally, their little friends emulated her children until around 30% of the monkeys on that island started washing their sweet potatoes in the ocean too. Now here comes the amazing part. When 30 percent of the monkeys washing their sweet potatoes suddenly went to around 100 percent on the first island, all the monkeys on all the islands suddenly started washing their sweet potatoes even though they hadn't seen the monkeys on the first island do this!

It is possible if enough beings on earth become enlightened and consciously change their thoughts and behavior toward creating a heaven on earth it will happen! It can happen if enough of us simply DO IT!

No Ground War outside the U.S. is sustainable

May 2nd 2007

The war never really was about terrorism or terrorists. It has ALWAYS been about oil. However, any economy that is based solely upon oil in 20 years will not survive. As a psychic I can make that statement and have it resonate. Since no groundwar whether it is in Afghanistan or Iraq is cost effective in maintaining energy for the United States or the free world then other means must be found to create a viable future.

If a serious war against terrorism must be fought outside the U.S. then it must be very targeted with cruise missiles selectively used against terrorist bases and hellfire missiles targeted against terrorist havens but without U.S. formal military bases on those soils that are perfect targets for terrorists. The terrorist war needs to be fought more CIA style and less tanks and heavy armor. Tanks and armor are not only expensive they are perfect targets for terrorists. They drain our countries resources and kill our formal soldiers.

Though I'm saddened by the thought I realize now that a mercenary army worldwide funded through the CIA might be the only way to keep terrorists for the main out of the United States.

If any of you have seen the movie "Swordfish" I think you will see in real life a lot more of that kind of U.S. Mercenary in action worldwide. It is the sad but true fact of life now.

Still, the most useful movie in understanding what is really going on worldwide in regard to oil and terrorism is "Syriana". The future wars will look a lot more like Syriana and Swordfish than anything else I think.

Collapsing Colony Disorder

May 2nd 2007

http://www.celsias.com/blog/2007/03/15/bee-colony-collapse-disorder-where-is-it-heading/

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/bee_disorder;_ylt=Ai4ux8yqoHRTH.4BoJy4MjMDW7oF

Please paste either or both above articles if interested

It is my thought that the problem with bees is overmanagement. There is something called natural selection which allows species to survive. Mankind has now overmanaged bees to the point where they cannot adapt much like most dogs have been overmanaged so much they couldn't survive in the wild. The same is true with bees.

I believe the solution would be for beekeepers to go out into the wild and find bees that have not been tampered with for thousands of years. Then begin with a healthy wild colony and manage those wild colonies and multiply queens from a wild colony base. Cloning of animals also causes problems in the long run like this as well. People are the same way. The wildest closest to the earth will always do the best in surviving without large civilizations for example without electricity or motor vehicles or planes. This will be one of the groups on mankind that will survive this century and the next.

The other extreme that will survive will be the very knowledgable who are survivalists who can function within a society with electricity and also are educated to survive without electricity, motor vehicles or planes or motorized ships.

If you aren't in one of these two categories don't expect to survive the next 2 or 3 centuries because what is coming is a very drastic change to the world we live in now.

When all the Glaciers on earth melt by 2020 the heat will increase unbelievably. Strategies for survival for all on earth will have no margin for error at all. One slight mistake will result in deaths of thousands to millions at a time. This is a sad but true statement.

If all glaciers on earth are gone by 2020 as is now predicted my estimate of a loss of 1 billion from our present amount of humans is greatly unerestimated. The loss I realize now could be as great as 2 to 3 billion by 2100. I'm sorry to report this but in order to make sure that some survive I must.

Icecaps melting 30 years ahead of schedule

May 2nd 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070501/sc_nm/globalwarming_ice_dc;_ylt=Atd.P2egQIHlTi4t4vxugREDW7oF

Please paste above article if interested

The real problem with ice caps melting completely by 2020 as is now seen will happen is that as long as there are ice caps to melt we will be fairly okay (at least in the temperate zones on earth. However, when all or most glaciers and ice caps are gone then the heat buildup on earth will exponentially increase. It is much like when you have a glass with ice with your water or soda. As long as there is ice it stays fairly cool but then watch how quickly your water or soda heats up if the ice is gone. The same is true of earth!

Remember, the north pole once had an average temperature of 74 degrees farenheit. It took over 1 million years of ferns from the north pole to the equator to absorb enough CO2 to bring the north pole back to like it was in the 20th century when I grew up. Though there has been ice now at the north pole for thousands and thousands of years within 20 years from now that will not be the case!

Next:Potential Futures

May 1st 2007

I saw 'Next', the movie with Nicolas Cage and Jennifer Beil today. I was amazed at how accurate in some ways his abilities were in regard to how potential futures were depicted. Like the Charactor, Chris, in the movie, I too, as a precognitive psychic practiced as a young man potential moves as he did on Liz so that I would get one that worked especially if I knew it to be a pivotal relationship for me and the lady in question. Like Chris in the movie I also whenever I sense danger or unclarity use the methods he used to find what would lead to a safe future or at least the safest least difficult future for me and my family and friends and all mankind for that matter.

Though it might be possible to walk through battle situations with a S.W.A.T strike team like was showed in the movie, this kind of thing would be unlikely. This is because when precognitive senses kick in they are random like a heart breathing or lungs breathing or blood pumping. It is so very deeply instinctual it is not really linear in any way so it can take some time to translate what one is experiencing to make it useful. That time can be moments, days, or weeks since these kinds of abilities are instinctual like coming up for air if one is drowning in the ocean.

For my abilities, at least they don't protect my heart from breaking, and in most cases they don't necessarily predict things like the stock market or stuff like that. However, if a precognitive psychic feels real danger either short term or long term, abilities sometimes kick in that are 100 to 1000 or more times normal. It is very much like a 5 foot tall woman lifting a car off her son when the jack fails when he is under the car. In emergencies there is no limit. Sometimes it is also said, "One with God is a majority!"

December twenty-first twenty-twelve

written April 25th 2007

I was watching a program on the History Channel on the Mayan Calendar. I had been having a conversation with my wife wondering what was the date of the end of the calendar. The answer came on this program and it is 12-21-12.

Some believe this is the day of the second coming. However, Mayan hieroglyphs predict something more like what happened to Atlantis. If the story of Atlantis was also the story of Noah's Ark in the Bible then the right time to build your Arks is about 2010 to be ready for 2012. It turns out that every 26,000 years the solar system does one rotation around the Great Central sun in the Center of our Galaxy (or giant Black hole if you wish to be scientific). This particular day, 12-21-12 signifies that day which causes a realignment of earths axis.This also causes a specific alignment of the sun and the planets of the solar system. This might also cause floods, eruptions, earthquakes and other events not seen for the last 26,000 years or it just might be another date on the calendar. I guess in the end it is whatever you believe.

The Comedian

April 25th 2007

The family had gone to bed. I stayed up to watch The Daily Show because John McCain was the guest. I felt sort of bad for John McCain. Because I'm 59 I understand how awful Viet Nam was.More men my age died over there than any other. I can't imagine what he is going through because of another Viet Nam, Iraq. One can see his torture at losing his popularity. The public feels he has lost his integrity. What has really happened is that all those years of torture have finally caught up with him through the potential of us losing the war in Iraq. I hope McCain can get his mojo back but I think the thought of any thing that reminds him of the awful end to Viet Nam is impossible for him to live with.

Anyway, back to The Comedian. After The Daily Show I was feeling pretty bad for McCain and starting to look at him as a very late showing Viet Nam War casualty PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and wanting to be cheered up. So I channel surfed through the HBO Channels and found a comedian doing an hour that I recognized. His routine followed what would happen if all the smart people that design and make stuff (everything from computers to cell phones and electricity and lights and all that suddenly died. He mentioned that when there is a power outage he usually just sits there and waits for someone to fix it. Since my Dad was an Electrical Contractor, my Dad and sometimes I was the one people called to get their lights back on, so I totally understand people like this.

He mentioned that if all the smart people who make all the complicated things suddenly died like in a storm or drought or earth changes or whatever that it wouldn't be long before people would be moving back into the caves and (after they exhausted all the bullets into themselves and bears and any other animals that scared them, that they would move back into the caves and defend themselves with sticks.

As I listened to this comedian it reminded me of college dorm discussions of the 60's and 70's of young students trying to find solutions to what they perceived were the real problems they might face. HOwever, this time I was struck by the chord he hit with his audience. A part of them realized just how close we all are to various kinds of oblivion as a world culture, because of religion, because things just change way too fast for people to cope in any sane way, because of whatever. Things just are way to nuts to continue like they are for very long. I hope to God the checks and balances of our Democracy kick in soon. We have had a pretty good thing here in America since 1776. I hope people just don't get so incredibly greedy that it all blows up in everyone's face within a few days some time in the next 5 years.

I look at what is happening in the housing market that is caused by flexible interest loans. The people that made these loans wanted commisions but there really was no real accountability by anyone, either by the loan givers or the loan getters. Both may have thrown our nation into the beginnings of another Great Depression. I hope not. I hope the world keeps us afloat. But if not, get ready!

Consequences

April 24th 2007

I don't write to upset you. I write because I am a responsible precognitive psychic. It is as if you are sitting on railroad tracks and don't know it. All I'm doing is saying to you, "I hear a train coming and if you don't get off the tracks you will be headless and legless." and you are saying, "You vile man. All you are doing is scaring me! I want to stay here where I'm happy." And then I say, "Then you will die and you will watch your children die. I'm sorry you won't listen. Goodbye!"

That is pretty much how I see the problem. All I can do is to say to you. "God has given me the gift of FUTURE SIGHT. I'm just trying to be responsible in how I use it to save enough humans so we all don't have to go extinct.

20 years from now the weather will not be like anything earth has seen in thousands of years. Those that prepare will at least have some of the basics they need to survive. It doesn't mean that everyone who prepares will even survive. But at least they will have a chance at survival. There will always be unknowns. Some who make changes to survive will die in the process. The best way for us that believe in God is to pray. When one prays one often activates ones highest and best instincts and so has a better chance of making good decisions long term. So pray, meditate, think, go out in the forest and meditate. Take long walks and contemplate what to do. Walk along the beach. Spend time talking to those you love about it. Take your time deciding what it is you must do for yourself and your children and their children.

GIGO

April 23rd 2007

GIGO meant when I was programming computers in the late 60's "Garbage In Garbage Out". What this meant is that if you wrote a garbage program or had garbage data all you would get is garbage out the other end. It was a cautionary message for both programmers and data handlers.

In the context of today worldwide newspapers, TV, Internet give out about 10% of real news in comparison to what was given during the 1970's. Oh Yes. We have tons of jibberish that is basically meaningless to our ongoing survival. But it is much like singing songs or playing songs to calm oneself while going down on the Titanic. To make matters even worse we are given worldwide today about 5% of what we were given even in the 1950's. Data content on long term survival gets shabbier by the year. Not enough is being made of peak cheap oil in 2007 to 2010. Not enough is being made of thousands of peoples lives in the Arctic Circle and the Australian outback being destroyed. The canaries in the mine are dying! What are you and I going to do about it? Do we stay in the mine only to be poisoned like the canaries or do we quickly make a change and get out and save ourselves. The biggest problem is that there are almost 7 billion of us and we all better start figuring out a way to survive real soon because goldfish bowl earth is getting too messed up for even the human goldfish to survive anymore without major changes.

I'm also concerned that the uneducated are going to preyed upon worldwide by the unscrupulous wanting to just make a buck on global warming. On one hand I suppose this is inevitable but I find it very unfortunate because it will just make the preyed upon react in anger to REAL changes that are necessary in the future for everyone's survival.

A New Breed of Polar Vehicle is Needed Now

April 23rd 2007

I was thinking as I was waking up this morning about what kind of new vehicle was needed so snowmobiles didn't sink into the melting ice and permafrost. Though all this might become a moot point of the price of gasoline keeps going up, I was thinking that if one combined the characteristics of a snowmobile with a jet ski that also had an electric winch that three or more of these vehicles could tie together for safety and travel either ice or melting permafrost and survive the ordeal. Though the vehicle I envsion is more for thin ice, another type of vehicle could be designed for travelling over melting permafrost. (An ideal permafrost vehicle would be a light weight tank tread vehicle like a snowmobile with small tank treads on the front for stearing.)

However, back to my primary idea for Inuit hunters and arctic travellers in general. This Idea was to build a vehicle that would combine the qualities of both a snowmobile and a jet ski with an electric winch. By having three of this type of vehicle roped together the other two could then pull out the vehicle that had broken through the ice.

Another idea is to plastic trash bag ones feet and legs up to the hips underneath ones travelling garments. In this way even if the snowmobile broke through the ice one wouldn't necessarily get frostbite because ones legs wouldn't get wet, just cold. Then with a waterproof container with extra leggings or pants socks and boots one could then move on without frostbite just by drying off the plastic bags and leaving them on feet and legs in case ones feet got wet again. In the meantime one could dry ones wet pants and shoes if possible.

Another modification that could work temporarily for a snowmobile in danger of sinking into the ice. By securing foam floatation devices that would be enough to float ones snowmobile in an emergency to prevent ones snowmobile from sinking one could assure oneself that at least the snowmobile wasn't going to sink even if one had to go for help on foot or on a friend's snowmobile. Then if one took along an electric winch and also a backup hand winch one could winch the halfway sunken snowmobile out of the broke through ice. By driving one or more ice pitons into the ice one could get enough purchase to winch carefully ones snowmobile out of the ice. However, if ones snowmobile was running in order to give power to an electric winch it would be better. Also if one had a long power switch cord it could be a safety device in case one or more of the ice pitons gave way so one wouldn't necessarily be impaled by the force of an ice pitons giving way under the high tension of an electric or manual winch.

So until combination jet skis with good flotation characteristics combined with the snow and ice maneuverability of a snowmobile go into mass production, people who live in the arctic are going to have to modify their snowmobiles for flotation and equip them with ice pitons and winches to get them out of jams from sinking through the ice.

Also, the following might have already been done but this is another idea. If mylar was sewn into a backpacking tent it would be much warmer and not much bulkier to carry than a standard backpacking tent. I have heard that there is not enough snow to build igloos. However, by sewing a mylar liner into a backpacking tent it might greatly help staying warm at night as long as one still got enough fresh air to breathe in the process. Another idea is a mylar covering or liner for your below zero sleeping bag so one could stay warm enough in the arctic without a snow cave or igloo while travelling or hunting.

Though right now it is the northern arctic dwellers and secondly the Australian outback that is most drastically affected by Global warming soon it will be our turn in more temperate climates of the northern hemisphere.

However, even now where I live in Coastal California the droughts are beginning and rainfall appears to be dropping in Central California and in Southern California they are in Full Drought. Even in February while visiting a cousin there was a brush fire within 10 miles of his home. Friends had to evacuate their horses and themselves to his corral and themselves to his home. Though fires are common in Southern California, a fire in February at least a brush fire is relatively unheard of. The fire season usually begins in May or June and lasts until October or November. However, now in southern California one can see a fire almost any month.

Quality of Life

Sunday April 22nd 2007

If Global warming and Ice ages weren't a reality in the Cycles of Earth how many people could exist with quality of life for say, millions of years with a viable culture? I would say the answer to that question would be about 1 billion people. In other words they could have good food to eat, good medical care and a normal happy life and would live on the surface of earth.

How many people could earth support that may not have quality of life but would still be alive for millions of years with a viable culture? I would say that about 3 billion people is the maximum sustainable amount of humans indefinitely that live on the surface of the earth.

How many humans could have quality of life if they All lived underground and only recreated and farmed on the surface? I would say the answer to this is about 10 billion people if there were no surface structures above ground level at all.

Finally, what is the maximum amount of humans that could theoretically be maintained on earth for millions of years if they all lived underground with no surface structures at all? The answer to this is that 12 to 14 billion very unhappy people could be physically maintained for millions of years on earth in a constant emergency situation. However, the life span would be under 25 years of age on average.

At present on earth I would say 80% to 90% of humans on earth presently DO NOT Have quality of life. My personal definition of quality of life would be: good and safe food and water, always available good medical care and basic freedom from being attacked, raped, killed or stolen from at any moment. Another component would be a place to get out of the weather and to be able to start a family and capability of good family relations and good friends.

So even though many people try to help the homeless and victims worldwide it is always unfortunately tokenism in that it is not possible to help everyone because earth cannot maintain this many people under ANY circumstances for more that a century or two. Scientifically that is a given. Any intelligent person knows this. For ANY humans to survive global warming and the severe weather coming the population of earth will inevitably be thinned out. If you want to be one of the fathers or mothers of the future of the earth or better said the parents of the future humans of earth then You must begin to move to areas that will allow both you and they to survive. It is true that if you have precognition like I do then you could live anywhere and just leave a day or two before those places get wiped out. However, most people don't have these kinds of gifts or most likely if they do have them they have had no reason to develope them for survival yet! So most people will just have to be very logical and rational about the whole thing to actually BE parents of future humans who survive into the future whose children basically colonize many other planets also in the future.

My Next:

The Conscious Refinement of Both Present and Future Timelines

Saturday April 21st 2007

I'm looking forward to the movie "Next" in which Nicolas Cage can experience 2 minutes into the future.

Though sometimes that is my experience too, for me at least it is any time including this moment. My belief is that God gave me this gift and made sure I stayed alive, balanced and taken care of so I could help mankind survive the next 1000 to 5000 years. At this point in my life that is my belief. At other points in my life I was told that this was what was coming but I did not always believe my teachers. It wasn't really that I didn't believe them I simply took the attitude that I'll have to wait and see. Sometimes, one gets a hunch but one has to wait to be more sure of things. That was true of me.

However, now, I'm fully convinced that this is one of the reasons I'm still alive, "To speak truth and Wisdom through this website."
Those that are gifted enough will experience the truth of what I am saying.
Those that are already gifted will be encouraged to do what God has brought them to Earth for.
Those that are young at heart will be inspired by what I have written and have amazing visions and dreams
that will teach them what they need to know.

As an evolving spiritual being it is important to develope compassion for all beings. AFTER developing right mindful compassion for all beings then it is time
To Know
To Dare to Do
And to Be Silent

Most of what God has guided me to do throughout my life, no words were spoken. God simply showed me what to do with the supernatural gifts he has given to me and to Thousands to millions of others here on earth.

The one thing I really want to share is that
If one is Really With God
And God Wills something to be done
Through that person or situation
Then Nothing can or will Stop it

That is what I have learned in this lifetime. It is a very powerful and Awe inspiring lesson!

1 Billion people may be affected by rising oceans this century

http://www.cnn.com/2007/TECH/science/04/20/sea.levels.reut/index.html

If you are interested in reading about this please paste this article. This article connects with my assessment as a psychic that the world might lose up to 1 billion off the present levels of populations on earth. Most of the people will be poor, unable to read and generally uneducated.

Anti-Psychotic mood Altering drugs are Dangerous and Sometimes Fatal!

April 20th 2007

I was listening to a newsperson on CNN today who said that drugs like Paxil, Zoloft, Prosac and several others were so dangerous that up to 4% of people should never take these drugs because they will tend to kill themselves or others.

Think about this for a moment. Why would drugs that make 4% of the millions of people just in the United States they are prescribed for Suicidal enough to act and or homicidal enough to act. Even a 1% chance of a drug causing someone to suicide or homicide is enough for me to never take that drug or make sure no one in my family ever took that drug who was under about 80. My mother has to take something like this for older people with senile dementia or alzheimers. However, my mother is going to die from Senile dementia and recently she put someone in the hospital so what are they or we supposed to do in her facility? However, I still believe that functional human beings should NEVER be given drugs that might take away their conscience like they did to the mass murderer this week!

The Energy Sources of the Planet are the Basis of the World Economy

April 20th 2007

Whether one looks at food transportation to your local grocery store or processing of food or even the growing of food, with out a cheap energy source like oil and all its products and byproducts the world economy stands still. The value of your car and even your home is reduced considerably if there is no energy source cheap enough an useful enough the world economy grinds not to a stop but back to the 19th century with wood, coal and steam and streams and oceans being the main form of mass transportation of all goods. This would drastically alter our present day lifetyles. Please contemplate this because we have reached the end of cheap oil worldwide. It is generally agreed by most researchers into the subject that all oil after 2010 will be harder to pump and of inferior quality to what oil is being pumped now. So not only will the price start to increase with or without China and India but the quality of what is being pumped will tend to decrease.

Is the world ready to totally convert to wind and solar? Well, if not, get ready to function like the Amish. Start buying their horses and buggys and wagons because that is what's coming if we aren't ready when gas reaches 10 dollars a gallon in the United States within 10 years from now!

Desalination:The Future?

Friday April 20th 2007

http://www.countyofsb.org/pwd/water/desalination.htm

Paste the above article if you are interested in Santa Barbara, California desalination operations now in place and operational.

I have lately been reading about the problems of drought in the Australian Outback. Also, in February I visited my Cousin in Orange county California. He said that they had only 2 inches of rain since June. They might have had 1/2 inch since then. However, normal for Southern California is about 10to 12 inches so it is a problem especially in creating wildfires in such a 100 year drought.

The Australian outback is another place where the drought is reaching 100 year or more epic proportions. I woke up this morning thinking about Wind generation and ways to get desalinated water from the ocean to the outback. I could see two possible ways to accomplish this while minimizing power output to accomplish this task. First, near most oceans there is fairly constant wind so wind generators could accomplish the task of power generation for the desalination. Second, transporting water whether desalinated or still saltwater might be accomplished through long distance gravity feed. Since, the main problem with desalination is the incredible power output necessary to boil the water to separate distilled water from the salt I began to think of new ways that might work.

One idea was to build a barge the size of a football field and tether it to a long pier going out into the ocean. Then pilings could be driven into the ocean along the sides of the barge. The barge could then be filled a few inches deep directly from the ocean. However, the barge would have enough fiberglass enclosed foam flotation so that this would not sink the barge. At high tide the barge would automatically be attached at that high tide point to the pier pilings. As the tide dropped the barge would stay suspended. This way it would only be exposed to the waves at high tide. Over the top of the barge would be like a plastic or glass greenhouse on a slope. This would create solar distilation which could be collected on one end of the barge and then pumped using the wind generated power up to whatever elevation would cause a gravity feed of the long distance pipeline to whatever location it was intended for. There could also be small solar powered pumps that could lift small pipes of water each when the sun was out. There could also be boilers powered by propane or natural gas if it was available. In this way distilled water could be piped wherever it was needed using this method. By taking advantage of both wind and solar power as well as passive solar distillation it could drastically increase the overall generation of distilled water over the course of a year.

Instead of a barge one could also build a large tank to do the same thing at waters edge on land and using the power from wind generators and solar arrays pump the salt water into the onshore tank to passive solar distill and boil through propane boilers or natural gas boilers into potable water. Then the water could be pumped up using small solar powered pumps and pipes as well as wind generated pumps to the desired altitude to supply water inland through gravity feed

The advantage of the barge on a pier would be that the barge could be opened up on both ends to let the waves themselves clean and wash the salt buildup inside the barge away from the solar desalination process.

more advancements on original idea.

I was thinking that instead of a barge one could just use floats or buoys. Resting on these floats or buoys would be plastic or plexiglas or even flexible plastic sheets set on an angle. In this way one could cause in a small football field or less sized space a greenhouse effect to cause controlled evaporation causing the sun to increase heat upon the surface of the ocean under these plastics covered areas. In this way in direct sunlight water would tend to condense up on the plastic and run or drip in whatever way the top plastic slope went which could end up into a floating tub the size of a swimming pool. From the protected swimming pool size collector for the distilled water it could then be pumped up to the desired altitude and into what might look a little like an enclosed top smokestack of the kind used on power plants. This would gravity feed into a long distance pipeline to the desired water users. By creating basically automatic distilled water generation that mimics cloud and rain production over oceans and bodies of waters one reduces the power generation necessary to distill ocean water into potable water.

In order to make the above idea work really well the plastic above water would have to have a relatively good seal against the water so that outside air didn't reduce the "inside greenhouse temperatures too drastically and thereby reduce too greatly the natural evaporation effect caused by the sun.

The disadvantage of this last idea would be during storms. Storms with winds over 35 to 50 miles per hour could reduce this collection system if it was on the ocean to rubble. So practicality in the end has to be the primary building material of any long term project.

Another idea

A catholic priest and lawyer, who is a friend of mine since 1980 has long experimented in his home with water collection from his roof. He made all his downspouts end in recycled wine barrels. Then he cleaned out an old septic tank that had been unused for 20 or more years and funneled the excess water into it. Then he put goldfish into the water in the tank that could live on any algae or other plant life that could grow there. In this way no matter what your water system company or well does you would have water to drink or use or boil no matter what your water system or well does that might last several months to keep you alive even if all other sources are gone. And any fish that get big enough you would have food to eat even if all other food was gone for several month as goldfish keep growing if in large enough water tanks or pools. One thought, however. You must keep cats and raccoons especially away from the fish or they will be gone. One way to do this is to put chicken wire above the pools so the cats and raccoons and even dogs can't get to the fish.

Since the priest-lawyer likes the taste of soft water that one gets only from rainwater. He collects rainwater in wine barrels, the excess of which goes to the fish tank. So from the wine barrels he takes a kettle of water from the barrel and boils it on his stove to make sure it is potable. Then he puts it into bottles in his fridge and always has soft water to drink.

More on Desalination

I continued to think about this problem of cheaply converting saltwater to distilled water. The best Idea I came up with is to use 8ml. Black plastic to cover pool size holes dug into the sand above high tide level on the beaches. In this way wind and solar could pump the saltwater into these pools dug by backhoes or bulldozers. Then portable greenhouses put over these saltwater pools to solar distill. Hundreds of these solar distilleries could be dug and lined with black plastic with portable greenhouses on top to solar distill water. Instead of cleaning the salt off the black plastic one could either recycle the black 8 ml plastic or walk it out into the ocean to let the waves clean off and dissolve the salt deposits. The other alternative would be to harvest the salt and sell it as a byproduct of desalination by bending the 8ml black plastic to break the salt deposits off into containers for resale.

As long as propane and natural gas or fuel oil of any kind was available at an affordable price boilers could be built and water distilled quickly even though it would tend to be expensive to convert. Like my other ideas the water would be pumped up to a height to acheive gravity feed. In other words the height of the top of the pipeline would have to be at an altitude higher than where the water would end up in altitude in order to use gravity to push the water there. This idea is to eliminate the need for powerful pumps like those used on the american Canal in California when water has to be pumped over mountains to reach Los Angeles County. On that canal basically a whole river is pumped at all times over the top of a several thousand foot high mountain through large airtight pipes.

Instead of several big electric pumps to acheive altitude of a river size volumne of water, instead one could use hundreds of little pumps either solar powered or wind powered to the desired altitude for gravity feed water to the location the pipeline of water was built to serve.

http://www.globalwaterawards.com/desal-plant/kwinana

After writing all this I realized I probably should research what Australia is already doing in regard to desalination please paste above article if interested.

My Family Meets Ling Rinpoche:January 1986

written April 18th 2007

I would like you to experience with me some of the darshan of the story. Imagine you are working as a fire lookout 6 months a year. You own a business too. However, because the fire lookout job is only May through October or thereabouts depending on the weather and rainy season. One day in September or early October 1985 while I was alone at the lookout 10 miles from the nearest human being on top of a mountain, a powerful Tibetan Diety said to me, "You will be leaving for India on December 10th". I went home and told my wife. Since she was used o me knowing things before they happened she said, "Where is the money coming from for this ?" I said, "I don't know. But if I or we are supposed to go it will come." It did from a completely unexpected source. However, it wasn't enough to pay to hire someone to run our business, make car payments etc too. So initially we gave the idea up. Then in the first week of December I had sort of given the idea of going up (even though we had a one month visa for India already). We were walking down Haight Street in San Francisco with my mother and friends and family.

My mother saw a special deal on 2 weeks in Hawaii and wanted to go into the travel agency to check it out. I went in to protect her from any unscrupulous salespersons. However, to my surprise I saw that this place might have what I was looking for too. I asked the travel agent whether he had discount air fares to Asia. He said, "We are the main travel booking agent for all the universities in the Bay area". I asked immediately how much 5 open ended 6 month tickets by way of Bangkok, to Kathmandu and to return would be. He said,"6000 dollars but you would have to leave before the 11th of December." I said, "We'll take them". I knew the disadvantage was that I couldn't cancel these tickets but in my heart I knew we would use them.

Within one week we were on our way on board a JAL 747 to Tokyo. It was 11 hours to Tokyo. Then I think it was either 5 or 7 hours to Bangkok and another 5 or 7 hours 2 weeks later to Kathmandu. Tokyo was enough like Canada or Europe to feel like I was still in the Western World. However, Bangkok was very different because almost no one spoke English, there were almost no cars made in America and I couldn't read the street signs or anything else.

I remember asking God if my family and I should stay longer in Bangkok or go immediately to Bodhgaya to meet a friend of ours we met in Santa Cruz, California. He was going to be at something called the Kalachakra there, we found out. I got it strongly that we should go to Kathmandu and rent a car or take a bus to the Indian border and then a bus to Bodhgaya. We did all these things and met our friend Geshe Lobsang Gyatso (who has now passed on in the U.S.). We called him Geshela which means (Dear Spiritual Friend). It takes about 20 years or more to become a Geshe. Geshela had started in Kham province as a six year old and was discovered by Lamas and taken to Lhasa. I think Geshela was born in 1932 so if he was still alive he would be about the age of the Dalai Lama.

After I and my family and 500,000 others had received the 4 day initiation from the Dalai lama we travelled with Geshela and friends by train to Varanasi to visit the Buring Ghat and the Ganges. Then we travelled to Agra by train to visit the Taj Mahal. In New Delhi my stepdaughter got Deli Belly (a little like Montezuma's revenge) so we decided to get her up into the mountains and out of the tropics so she might get well quicker. So we travelled by train and then bus to Dharmsala, where the Dalai Lama lives (at that time along with about 10,000 Tibetan Refugees who have made their home there and had started along with the Swiss and Europeans and Americans a Tibetan boarding school for Tibetan Refugees so they wouldn't lose their culture. Also, many Tibetans had started various businesses there like Hotels etc. We soon met a Tibetan mountain Guide that was a very good friend of Geshela at the Kailash Hotel. We needed more room because of our large groupd so we moved then to the Green Hotel. It was February and then there was no heat in the rooms and we were at about 6000 feet and so it got down to 20 or lower at night. So we bought a Kerosene cook stove so we could boil and sterilize water and also heat our large room in the Green Hotel so we wouldn't freeze to death during the night. Also, we cooked noodles, rice, tea and many other things while also heating our room enough to survive. Outside were 5 feet tall (if they stood up) Silver and black monkeys. We were told never to go into the forests at night as these big monkeys were stronger than a man and sometimes carried off small children and pets and ate them. So we made it a point of not wandering the forests at night. We never had trouble with this type of monkey as there weren't very many of them more then 2 or 3 that we saw at a time. They seemed to have a demeanor a little more like gorillas than monkeys. Whereas there were sometimes smaller monkeys other places. The smaller monkeys were actually more problematic because even though one might scare off a little one, one might then be attacked by about 100 and be bitten many times or die. So one had to be very careful around large groups of monkeys. You didn't want to have monkeys get food out of your hand. It was better to just throw food 10 feet or so, then hide the rest of the food from sight and watch them fight over the food.

I'm trying to set the scene a little so you know you aren't in Kansas anymore, Dorothy. Along with this many people wore native Tibetan dress both men and women, especially those older than 40 years old. Remember this was January 1986. When people arrived from Tibet everyone male and female had very long hair. Except the men usually had it braided sometimes with red ribbons. Because they grew up in Austere conditions they were very powerful and unafraid in demeanor even though they usually were uneducated formally in any western sense. I found them amazingly strong, compassionate, and adaptable. They had to be adaptable to survive in over 8000' climates without electricity for the most part.

One of the friends of Geshela, who had been a monk until he had Geshela carry his robes while he cared for his parents until they passed on, spoke excellent english because he was a mountain climbing guide for westerners. Eventually, he spoke such good english he was a translator for the Gyuto Tantric Singers from Tibet while they toured the United States and I believe Europe. He eventually came to live in the United States and married an American lady. One day he came to our room at the Green Hotel and told us to follow him. I had come to see him as a very well connected Tibetan fellow and asked my family to follow along with me and him. He wouldn't tell us where we were going as he said it was a secret. After 2 or three miles we were getting tired at that altitude so we stopped to rest. I said, "How far is it from here?" He pointed to a house made out of rocks with a slate roof that had been quarried nearby. I said, "Come on, kids, it's only that far. You can see it from here. They agreed and we walked the next mile all curious what our friend was bringing us too.

As our friend knocked on the door a monk came out and smiled. He welcomed us inside and on a table in the middle of a room sat a Lama that we were told was Ling Rinpoche. We were told he had been sitting there in the lotus position right hand raised in teaching position, Maitreya style, with his left hand sitting in his lap relaxed. We were told he had been sitting like this for 2 years. I asked if he were still alive. They gave me a look smiling and said his body isn't deteriorating but his isn't coming back. I experienced something in that room that I will never forget, because Ling Rinpoche was neither alive or dead in a medical sense. In other words his body was NOT putrifying even though it had been sitting on this table in lotus position for 2 years. I could experience his blessings (darshan) being projected into me and my family from whatever heaven he was in. I would have to say that this was one of the most amazing and unforgettable experiences of my life.

Later that year I was reading a book on Tibet while I was camping on Castle lake near Mt. Shasta California and I read that this is common with the most highly evolved lamas. Next, what happens is that their bodies at some point, possible within 3 years after reaching a heaven state of consciousness, is covered with wax to look exactly like the lama did while still alive. Then the body is placed in a Temple or Gonpa for a long time. I remember seeing these wax images life size in Gonpas but had no idea that they contained the real body of the high lama inside. I was given salt relics to be empowered by the physical and spiritual aspects of Ling Rinpoche. I also shared these empowerment relics with family and friends. Within the next day or two we also met Trijang Rinpoche who had reincarnated and was then about 4 years old. He banged a metal Dorje (Thunderbolt symbol) on top of each of our heads. He hit me so hard I worried I might pass out. However, I just laughed because of the general amazingness of what we were experiencing. I also could have visited the main Tibetan Oracle. However, I decided that I was so psychic already that it might unbalance me. I still feel I made a good choice. I was told most Oracles aren't psychics by nature. This seemed very odd to me but then I don't know any culture that has this Oracle tradition that exists anywhere today except in Tibetan Culture. Geshela did something he called MO that used a single normal dice for divining things. Each number had a specific meaning so sometimes he would roll the single dice several times in succession while writing down what each roll meant.

It is my understanding that the Body of Ling Rinpoche was the Regent in charge of Tibet until the Dalai Lama came of age. I felt very honored to have this experience. It greatly changed my life in ways I don't fully understand even to this day.The only word that describes the change is: Amazing!

sundancechannel.com green programs

April 17th 2007

Though I have studied Global Warming reports and looked forward into time regarding strange weather for some reason I hadn't combined the fact that we are now peaking in oil production between 2007 and 2010. The majority of researcher agree on this one fact. So all of a sudden it occured to me in a sense of horror that oil prices will skyrocket during some of the same years that weather will begin to seriously degrade the quality of life of most people on earth. This horrific thought showed me that Wall Street isn't really the market of earth. Petrodollars are the market until we shift to other energy sources fully enough. I began to see the need to own several acres of land and good water rights so one could go back to the land and farm for ones own food. Global warming and Oil peaking is appearing to form a perfect storm that will reall affect us all by 2015 to 2020. Though the changes will be gradual there is sort of an inexorable quality to these initial changes. In other words the first changes in depletion of oil supplies and therefore the extreme rise in oil price and global warming simaltaneously rearing its head could easily create a worldwide Great Depression much much worse than the one in the 1930's.

10 years from now:Havoc?

April 18th 2007

If you read the article above this one then you have some background of what I wish to say. I thought more about the perfect storm of Global Warming intersecting with skyrocketing prices for oil which is inevitable by 2015 to 2020. I believe that when gas goes above what would be now 6 to 7 dollars per gallon that the average person would have to begin to drastically alter their lives and that food might raise by 25% to 50% in price because of shipping. Local produce might be a way to avoid these extra costs. Kerosene for Jets would skyrocket too and make airline tickets basically unaffordable to all but the most wealthy. Farmland with water rights and real water to be able to pump would also be priceless. However, preparing for all this as a culture right now is the only way to survive these problems en masse. At between 8 to 10 dollars a gallon I believe the stock market would collapse because most consumers would be forced to make their own clothes and grow their own food to survive that experience. However, when this is combined with Global warming it makes it even worse.

I believe that police and fire stations nationwide and worldwide need to think about their own power generation not only for emergencies like with gas or diesel generators but also through wind generators where possible, solar for lighting, river generation and even ocean wave generation where possible. All emergency vehicles need to be multi fuel with electric motors that can also be plugged in. This way when gas and diesel climbs above 7 to 10 dollars a gallon, as it eventually will, there are backup transportation and rescue options. Horses and corrals and even hay and oats for horses or even horse drawn wagons might be useful when gas gets above 10 dollars a gallon.

I sense NOW is the time to set up the infrastructure because when the stock market collapses from oil above 10 dollars a gallon there will be no financial infrastructure to create these resources then. So they need to be in place within 5 to 10 years.

I had been looking 20 to 50 years so the collision of present peaking cheap oil production and Global warming hadn't really occured to me earlier. I also see that since jets would be too expensive to fly much that maglev trains powered by wind generators could whisk the population back and forth across the nation at speeds of 300 mph or more. So by utilizing wind and wave and river power and using solar for lighting I think life wouldn't have to change into complete chaos if everyone starts to get busy now.

Creating a Better Future

April 19th 2007

It is my belief that I and many other visionaries are creating a better future by speaking about what we see now and what we see coming in the near and even distant future. It is my experience that the future can be changed for the better. For example, all our ancestors did the best they could to make a better future for all of us now. We, have the obligation with whatever abilities we have to now make a better future for all who come after us. This is why I take the time as a precognitive psychic to try to gather all I believe will help to make a better future for all life on earth.

It is my belief now that there really wasn't much more anyone could have done in the last 30 or more years than was done. A threshold had to be reached where enough scientists agreed that there was a real problem in order to get to the next step for the average person on earth. We now have the beginning of a consensus forming of creating technologies to help stablize the weather and bring back some kind of normalcy. However, that is unlikely to occur no matter what we do now for at least 300 to 500 years. So the net result is that there likely will be only about 300 million people or so left out the other end of this. The good news is that all our work likely will save the human race from extinction. The bad news is that the population party of humans on earth is over at least for this next thousand years or so. When I look into the future 500 years from now most scenarios leave less than 500 million humans on the planet. Some scenarios have technology and some don't. I personally believe technology could allow us to keep some quality of life.

There is only one scenario where we could actually maintain 5 billion to 7 billion and have quality of life but I don't see that actually happening because it would mean that all buildings and roads would have to be torn up on the planet and absolutely everyone would have to live underground. IN this way all the surface would be dedicated to parks and farmland. Even though using this last way could also allow up to 13 billion people on the planet, with that many people there would no longer be quality of life. Remember, it is possible, once again to have quality of life for 5 billion to 7 billion ongoing on earth for even millions of years but ONLY if they live underground with all above earth surfaces of earth becoming either parks, open spaces or farmland. All cities and towns of all sizes would have to be underground as well.

Also, it should be known that to go forward and to do nothing eventually creates a planet that resembles Venus at about 600 to 900 degrees farenheit average temperature. So only an extreme effort of all mankind leaves about 300 million alive after 300 to 500 years.

Water: Too Much or Not Enough for U.S.

April 17th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/warming_water;_ylt=AgV_xiYm8VxSlqCvKpdJF5MDW7oF

Paste above article if interested
The above article speaks of how water will be the major problem in the US because of Global Warming.

Wherever you choose to live, please think about either whether you will have enough water for drinking and bathing and washing clothes and dishes or whether water will simply wash you and your homes away during the next 50 years. Those that want to survive the next 50 years must consider these things.

Imagination is more Important than Knowledge

Monday April 16th 2007

Of all of Einstein's quotes this is my favorite. I have a 3 foot tall photo of him in my office with this quote on the base. Knowledge is what we learned in the past. From that knowledge we can extrapolate the future. From that extrapolation we can imagine into being what we all need to survive for the future.

For example: Global Warming
We are beginning to see the problem of too much carbon dioxide in the atmosphere. If I look forward into time as a precognitive psychic I see many many people have died. As many as 1 billion in 50 years off our present world population. Though I am sad for the people who will die I also know that all life is in the end about balance. Without a balance of people and resources there will only be suffering for most. If we as a world people really care like we say we do about all people then we must act as a world people much differently than we are doing.

The inuit people in northern Canada and Alaska are losing 5000 years of knowledge. For those of you living in more temperate climates I don't know if you could imagine this. Imagine that you and your ancestors have an unbroken line of knowledge through both actions and storytelling that goes back to when your ancestors walked across a land and ice bridge from Asia. Imagine that both you and every male ancestor you have known healthy enough have built igloos to hunt every year. Now imagine there is not enough snow to build an igloo so you can survive the cold frigid winds. In these temperatures and winds a tent isn't really enough so you would freeze to death. Now imagine that the ice you depended on isn't thick enough so you and your relatives are falling through on your way to the hunts for food for your families and friends. Many are getting frostbite or dying because of this thin ice. Imagine that your homes on the coast are sinking into the quickly melting permafrost.

If you were one of these people and all you had known was this for thousands of years you would feel crazy and prone to suicide or just trying to go on with your way of life and dying by freezing to death by falling through the ice or not being able to build and igloo while hunting.

You and I probably live in more temperate climates. Guess what? We're next!

Everything is just barely beginning to change for us. Right now it is more entertaining than anything else. We watch the weather Channel and CNN about more tornadoes, more Hurricane Katrinas, more flooding and more droughts. But soon it will be whole cities of wooden houses blown away!. Soon it will be whole cities abandoned because of no water in droughts. Soon it will be no crops because of late snow storms, or too much rain or too much drought. It is coming. What will we do? Get busy figuring out how to create ways first for you and your families to survive. Then get busy figuring and and beginning to build what the world needs to survive long term!

Thoughts Become Things

Sunday April 15th 2007

I can remember being told as a 3 to 5 year old, �What you put your attention upon you become.� At the time, being that young, this concept was equally as wonderful as frightening. I remember thinking, �What happens if I think bad? Will bad things happen?�

So even as a child I realized the importance of being disciplined in my thoughts if I didn�t want literal chaos in my life. Looking back from this vantage point I might think, �Gee, that was a WHOLE LOT to lay on a child.� But from a more long term perspective I can also see it saved me a whole lot of time waiting to learn this POWERFUL truth. Some people never learn this. It is quite obvious from the complete chaos of their lives. Many people who don�t understand this are gone by age 30. However, you will find many many people who are over 70 or 80 who fully understand the truth of, �thoughts become things�. If you don�t know anything but this one truth you can save your own life and the lives of others.

Obviously, tonight, my wife wanted to watch "The Secret". People who aren't metaphysical or New Age that I talked to about it didn't like it or said, "It's just a way to make money. However, I think the way I would talk about it is that the Secret is an entry level into enlightenment. As a child it wasn't "Thoughts become things" that I was taught. It was, "What you think, you become", or "As a man thinketh, so is he." So for me, "Thoughts become things" is an entry shorthand way of saying it. After thinking about all this for another 50 years I would just say that, "We all are everything" Time and space is an illusion because "We all ARE everything everywhen". Yes, "Thoughts become things" but "we are those thoughts and we are those things". That, I would say is the enlightened way of saying it after thinking about it for 50 years. And, because we are those thoughts and those things we need to be compassionate towards those thoughts and those things because the universe is us. Why not be kind to yourself?

The Problem of Being Faithful

April 15th 2007

I can only speak about this problem as a man who has been faithful to his present wife Since 1995 when we married. It hasn't always been easy. But from my point of view it has been necessary. For me, being faithful has been difficult since I was about 30 when I began my second marriage. I had been faithful to my first wife, but we were only together 4 years. She was only 21 when we married and too young to really have done that and made a marriage work.On the other hand I was 26 and marginally ready to be married and totally ready to become a father. However, now we are very good friends and she tells me the stupidest thing she ever did was to break up with me and divorce me. Though it was a very difficult 2 or 3 years when we broke up because I was suddenly a single parent of a 3 year old son with sole custody, in the long run it was a very maturing and sobering experience and it forced me to grow up in any ways I hadn't yet before that experience. My son now is grown up and married and will be 33 this year. He has always been one of my best friends and during my second divorce, he, more than any other saved my life.

When he was a teenager he got into Celtic Runes. Then later he found that the Tarot was more detailed and useful in divining the future and choices. He tells me this is based on the basic synchronicity of life. When I broke up with my second wife he threw the tarot for me and found that if he didn't stand by me through it that I might not make it. Whether this was true or not he made sure I stayed alive through my divorce in any way he could even though he was only 20 or 21 when that happened.

He stayed fairly neutral in regard to not taking sides between his stepmother and I but he remained totally firm in advocating me to take the steps to remain alive and well.

So, if you have been paying attention, I was faithful to my first and third wives but not to my second. I suppose I could make all kinds of excuses but in the end I must say it was not excusable. At the time, my second wife said to me when we got together, "I know you are not ready to get married again. You are still pretty confused from your first marriage, but I think you will be within 2 years. I would say I was ready within 5 years of that day but by then I think the damage had been done because by then we had been married 5 years. Back then, we were California Cosmics and lived a sort of groovy life on the coast and in the Mountainous area of Mt. Shasta. My second wife,(at first), thought it was "cool" to share her wonderful husband with a few select women so they could experience how "wonderful" I was. However, looking back now I see all that as a pretty bad idea for all of us. So, when 5 years into our marriage my father died I had given up extracurricular activities "so to speak" but little did we both know the damage had already been done. So when my father passed on and my wife wouldn't stop saying bad things about him I became secretly very passive aggressive about her putting down my father after he had passed on. The combination of her talking bad about my Dad and my previous extramarital affairs that she was aware of at the time "or within a month or two of them beginning" doomed our marriage. Even though our marriage lasted from 1980 until 1994 I would say then end of our marriage was a sure thing when my father passed on in 1985. I don't think my 2nd wife realized what a serious mistake it was to put down my Dad in my presence. Because she had two children from her first marriage and I had my son from my first marriage neither of us wanted our children to experience a second divorce. Unfortunately, it happened in 1994.

Now I would like to digress for a moment back to my yound adulthood. Well, I basically went steady with three different girls from 1964 when I was 16 until I was 21. I had other girlfriends too, just not while I was going steady with each of these three girls. The first steady was 21 when I was 16. She taught me a whole bunch of stuff and put me way ahead of the curve for my age then. My second girlfriend went to Los Angeles State University and was 18 when I was 17 and still in high school. My third steady girlfriend went to college in Michigan so I only saw her during the summers. Unfortunately, I guess I fell in love with her. HOwever, since she was very religious, she decided she wanted to be married to me but remain celibate. I didn't find out about this until we had gone steady for 2 years so this was awful as I was ready to wait until marriage but a celibate marriage wasn't going to work for me as I wanted children. So we broke up. However, I was so in love with her that I couldn't live without her so I became suicidal.

Rather than commit suicide I heard a song that said, "If you can't be with the one you love, Love the one you're with". So I took that to heart and loved about 25 women or more during the next few years. (I made sure beforehand that none of these women were the slightest bit interested in either celibacy or being virginal.

I felt totally betrayed by the old "only go out with the girl you are going to marry" kind of rules. They had only almost gotten me killed by suicide. You cannot imagine how betrayed by life I felt at the time. I didn't get over thoughts of suicide completely until my son was born. I knew then that no matter what, I could never kill myself as long as he needed me to be his father.

However, what I did not understand (at that time)is that I had learned as a young man to survive by becoming addicted to love as a way of staying alive and not committing suicide. Along with this I revered women. In fact one could even say I worshipped women. Before I was married the first time, this put me in great demand among women because I would always treat a woman right. However, this combination was not very good for a married man with kids.

So in my 30's whenever I didn't feel good about myself I would look for a woman to worship me while I worshipped her. This is a very bad dynamic to be experiencing if one is married with children. So I began to isolate myself from desireable women because I knew that if I started to flirt with a woman it would not end there. So in my 40's I learned that the only way not to "begin the hunt" or to begin the "chess game" I had to break the cycle before it started by not flirting. It is sad because this takes a lot of joy out of life but it is the sort of monastic stance that one who decides to be there for ones children no matter what must take.

Transitional Times

Saturday April 14th 2007

There have been many transitional times in the last Century or so. There were the Roaring 20's in which partly because women got the vote they started to smoke and feel freer in bed (at least in the western world). Then there was the Great Depression when many starved and a few rich jumped out of high windows. The answer to this was the Security Exchange Commision and the WPA putting the jobless back to work building dams and roads. Then there was World War II which drastically changed everything. Then there was the free speech movement starting in Berkeley and then the anti-War movement which was mostly against the draft and there was a movement of my generation of baby boomers to find a way not to nuke the world out of existence. Part of the answer was flower power. In other words trying to actually treat ones brother and sister anywhere on earth as ones friend or relative. This had mixed results but it did prevent nuclear war (at least so far).

Now we live in totally new transitional times. Though terrorist acts started in airliners and such in the 60's and 70's by Muslim radicals this sort of thing peaked in 9-11. It is my belief that within 100 years or so most muslim radicals will be gone for much the same reason that the Black Panthers are gone. Movements come and go based upon the needs of the moment. I think there will always be terrorists and anarchists of one persuasion or another. But most of this anger can be traced to culturally induced and generally accepted child abuse practices within many cultures worldwide. As money and education replaces child abuse I think in the main we will see most terrorism go on the wane. Because mostly terrorism's root cause is poverty, ignorance and hopelessness.

Future Winds

Friday April 13th 2007

First of all, 13 is a power number and powerful good luck not bad luck unless you consider Jesus and his 12 disciples which equals 13 bad luck. I have noticed that many people consider things that are only powerful as evil if they are ignorant. Power is like a car. In the hands of competent people power can be good, like the power of a car or truck or plane. In the hands of the incompetent it brings only death and mayhem.

I woke up this morning dreaming about the future of winds. I saw people who had what looked a lot like motorcycle helmets on but shaped differently and tied to tethers alongside major hiways during these over 100 mph winds so they didn't get blown away and die.The tethers were located alongside major roads about every 100 yards sort of like the way emergency phones are located now on major freeways. These tethers were either very heavy cement blocks with 1" to 2" metal loops sticking out to tether into in high winds or they were 2" metal rods driven into the ground with pile drivers 10 to 20 feet with a 2"metal loop or loops at ground level to clip into with rock climbing like carabiners the kind the rock climbers use only even more heavy duty.

In this time, (probably 50 to 75 years from now) in the midwest or deserts, alongside roads there are these kinds of emergency tiedowns for cars, trucks and people as well as motorcycles and bicycles. This is for emergency protection from extreme high winds that could sweep a car, human body or any animal away to death or maiming.

Animals will slowly adapt to these changes. burrowers like all rodents(including rabbits) will create burroughs in the ground available for these high winds. Coyote's, wolves and bears will dig caves and burroughs into the ground as well.Birds of prey will migrate away from high winds and sense when they are coming or if they are in them will find protected nooks and crannies to hide into until they pass. Creatures tend to be fairly adaptable. Those that don't adapt don't survive. The same with people.

The helmet is specifically designed for high winds. There is a primary tether to the hips and shoulders of the person and a secondary tether to the top of the helmet so the winds don't rip the person's head off. Some of these tethers have hand and feet loops so people don't get beat to death flapping against the ground in above 150 to 200 mph winds. I also saw other innovations such as cement bunkers inset into the ground every 1000 yards so people could stay out of the wind almost completely and if necessary clip into the walls of the cement bunkers. These bunkers were evey mile or so alongside of roads. They are meant only for severe emergencies as vehicles at that time are designed for winds to mostly hold them against the ground by using aerodynamics. However, we all know once winds gust above 75mph to 100 mph and say any vehicle is either travelling against the wind or having the wind gust across the vehicle from one side or the other many problems can arise.

The other problem that can arise is when rain, snow, sleet or the worse, hail hits a car or person while travelling over 100 mph. Under these conditions a person or persons would likely tether the vehicle to remain inside and hope flying glass didn't injure the person or persons if there was hail.

Experiments in wind tunnels in the United States and Europe have or will be conducted to see how much wind a person or vehicle tethered to the ground can withstand without serious injury.

Another problem is that when precipitation arrives in such winds water, wind or snow or hail can do very strange things. It might be important to be wearing a full face helmet when any kind of precipitation arrives at above 100mph so one can still breathe if they are without a vehicle or shelter to weather the storm. effectively when out in the open. Surviving in a hail storm of anything bigger than 1 inch diameter hail is unlikely if one is in the open and unprotected by some kind of shelter.

China is a Corporation

April 12th 2007

China is not a democracy. China is not a communist state. It is for all intents and purposes now, a corporation whose job it is to maintain all other corporations within it. The problem with this is no corporation is accountable the way a person is. If a person makes a mistake they can go to jail. There is accountability. However, within China there is no such accountability for the decisions being made other than from the Chinese people directly. So as a result the ecology and water quality and natural resources of China are being plundered in a way that will eventually cost millions of Chinese lives.

I call it the Corporate Colonialism where the Western world and anyone who wants something made cheaply without regard to the people who will make the goods quality of life, go in and do it without regard to the ecology. whatsoever.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070412/ap_on_re_as/china_food_fears;_ylt=AqD619NwFAer2tpqrcV66W8DW7oF

Please paste above article on china's food problem if interested

A good example is the pet food that has been contaminated and is killing pets in hundreds of brand names throughout the US and Canada. Though the contaminated grain has been traced back to China no one is being held accountable for the problem in China and probably won't be. In fact, such problems kill thousands of people in China every year because no one is being held accountable for these deaths and these are human deaths not just pets as in the United States but thousands of humans of all ages. Problems like mislabeled foods that are really poison as a way of making profits for unsavory people are a commonplace. This kind of thing is normal in China. It is not normal here because we have checks and balances. China doesn't have checks and balances. So don't be surprised when another Mao Tse Tung rises up when people start dying from all these problems past a certain point and tears all China a new one. At this point, it is not IF but WHEN?
note:As a lifelong precognitive psychic I do not mean that a literal Mao Te Tung will come and recreate a communist state. I mean it in another way. What I mean is that if the Chinese burearocracy does not move fast enough for the real needs of the people of China and the world then someone very strong will rise up spontaneously and change everything. Will this be good? It's hard to say. If things move too slowly for the people and the ecology of China and the world things will drastically change

What is really difficult is that if this change starts occuring, the world outside of China needs to stay out of it! Otherwise this change could unstablize the whole world within 100 years. The reason for this is that the combination of small and large wars and retaliations and Global warming could create a situation where the human race would go extinct within 300 years. Radical weather changes will get ever more radical for the next 300 years and if people don't prepare for the changes they all will be wiped out! What I'm saying here is that for the first time in human history not getting it right WILL create extinction of all humankind!

How to Create a Civilization

April 9th 2007

A Civilization exists because the majority of beings within a civilization either actively support the civilization or passively put up with it. Without this dynamic a civilization does not long exist.

Take earth, for example. Today's humans were genetically engineered for strength and endurance and not for intelligence or longevity. However, humans are beginning to self select for longevity and intelligence just like their off world humanoid ancestors. The humans of today started as a slave race that was used for mining earths resources and taking them off to other worlds. Once the easiest of the resources were gathered and sent to other star systems the ancestors of the humans here today were left to fend for themselves. It was thought one of two things would happen: either they would go extinct or that they would evolve into a new species. The second of evolving into a new Galactic subspecies has occured.

The Galaxy looking at the suffering of many of our ancestors decided to "civilize" the species to lessen the group suffering of the species.

Since the basis of civilizations are ideas that groups agree to live by at least as an ideal, ideas were taught to some humans of earth by the Galactics so humans would take on these ideas as their own and move toward civilization of the species. This has now occured for thousands and thousands of years. The Galaxy is continuing to spread new and useful ideas throughout existing civilizations on earth to further enhance present day civilizations. This will continue to happen as long as any humans or any other species are alive on earth.

Next?

Easter 2007

I have seen the previews of a movie called "Next" that may be about people like myself who sense danger before it happens and get out of the way of the danger before it occurs. Since I have always been a physical risk taker since I was a child the ability to know just how far I could take things has been priceless and I consider it to be a gift from God. I presuppose that beings like Daniel Boone, Davy Crocket, and even Biblical charactors like Moses had this trait too in order to survive all that they went through as far as they took it. Anyway, if the movie is what it purports to me it demonstrate how people like myself protect both themselves, family and friends with this trait. Or in the case of this website I am trying to protect anyone who reads from this site from harm both group and individual. I believe that God gave me this gift to help mankind and all life on earth if they hear and believe to a much better life. However, the most valuable would be for everyone to find out what their gifts are and to develope them to benefit not only themselves but all mankind and all life on earth and beyond!

Future Airliners

April 8th Easter Sunday 2007

Many ideas have been pouring into my mind lately. I think clarity has increased because the energies of Easter being celebrated by so many in their own ways.

I was looking more into the future 50 years forward and beyond and thinking about how aircraft would take off and land when winds above 100 mph were so prevalent on earth. I realized that the easiest way would be for planes to take off a little like a rocket ship rather than on a runway if the winds were high. Take off couldn't be on time because one would have to wait for winds to die down but could usually be counted on within one 24 hour period. So if one were serious about flying one might have to wait on board or nearby until there was a lull in the winds. If the winds were above 75 miles per hour where one wished to land then likely it might be easier to design planes for splash downs into deep water lakes or oceans to absorb the impact of hard landings. Oceans would be problematic for landing because of the corrosive salt water effects on aluminum airplanes.

King Interlaken

April 8th 2007

King Interlaken is a hard charactor for me to talk about. There is a feeling that he may be a future incarnation of mine and that tends to make me uncomfortable in writing about him in this way. It is my understanding that I have already lived the lifetimes of Arcane and His Oneness. However, I'm not always sure how all this works either. There is a part of me that believes very strongly that God likes to live all the lives of all beings in the universe at once and that time and space are just illusions necessary for this exercise of God's pleasure or reducing emptiness or voidness or however one would put it. There is a sense I have that God's experience is that he/she/it experiences everything in all time and space in one amazing moment while at the same time consciously living out the life of all beings and inanimate objects.

If you are a psychic like me I have found that it isn't just beings, in other words, beings that have hearts and breathe either water or air or both that have consciousness. As a psychic I have experienced Rocks, Trees, plants, air, buildings, cars, planes, trains, and even bodies of water etc. etc. etc. have consciousness. Even though it might be a different type of consciousness than most humans ordinarily use it is still there.

Even in the Bible there are references to something in regard to Jesus like, "Even the rocks cry out his name." In my experience as a gifted person that statement is totally logical and from my point of view scientific.

Kind King Interlaken along with Elohar and Ragna live on the first timeline which ended I believe around 2002. King Interlaken along with His Oneness, the Galactic Sentience Overseeing everything and completing the final endorsement of the two time lines, along with Arcane, Elohar, Ragna and even Jonathan helping by providing data conversion like what one does in a newspaper when starting a business by notifying the area where the business will be functioning. Likewise, Jonathan notified Earth beings of this change through this website. So now, there are two timelines. The first timeline exists but on that timeline here in 2007, Asia, Russia, China, all Pacific peoples, North and South America, all those areas are uninhabitable by the sane and healthy because of nuclear fallout. Even Britain is uninhabitable somewhat because of this. However, Switzerland, and all parts of the Alps remain inhabitable. This was because of Switzerland's neutrality that kept it safe through a nuclear war.

Most of you, reading this now are on the second timeline. The thoughts of the planners of the second timeline were that if the nuclear war was eliminated from the new timeline then recovery from the extreme weather changes might be less horrifying for life on earth. I think so far this is the case.

The other thoughts of the planners were that without the rich cultures of civilizations like the United States, India, Russia and China it greatly weakened the strength of Earth to survive onslaughts from beyond earth that come thousands of years into the future. So with the two timelines it increases the possibility that earth's humans might never go extinct for millions of years as long as they colonize other worlds while maintaining earth's governments and ecosystems.

Eridian

April 8th 2007

I was placing a postcard of Mt. Shasta on the bottom part of a picture of The Great Divine Director that I have had since High School Graduation at the "IAM" School when it was still in Santa Fe, New Mexico. I realized that it was important to tell all of you that Eridian,even though in Christian terms could be considered St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he is also seen by me as The Great Divine Director, who is considered by "IAM" students the Spiritual Lord of Earth. In the "I Am" way of looking at things both Saint Germain and Jesus are two of the Chohans under the Direction of the Great Divine Director who is also known as The Lord Maha Chohan. If you purchase a picture of The Great Divine Director from the Saint Germain foundation then you will get the general idea of what both His Oneness and Eridian actually look like. The most similar in look and demeanor are His Oneness, Eridian and King Interlaken. Arcane, Ragna, and Jonathan look very different in all ways than Eridian, His Oneness, and King Interlaken.

note: if this is your first visit to my website and are visiting my journal page first then you should know that Arcane, Eridian, His Oneness, King Interlaken and Jonathan are all charactors from different time periods that are different incarnations of the same soul that meet each other in various ways in my book and sequels through both technological and spiritually based time travel depending on who is doing the travelling. These meetings range from about 1,000,000 years into the future to about 50,000 years into the past of Earth.

To the best of my ability they are past lives of mine lived in the past, present and future. I have been a precognitive psychic and have been trained both religiously and spiritually at many points during my life. I see myself presently as a householder yogi one of whose missions is to enlighten beings who are ready for it and to entertain the rest who read my works. One of my other interests is in having people develope themselves by using writing as a tool for self empowerment and self unfoldment as well as self therapy, much like artists in many different disciplines including music do. end note

However, since Arcane, Jonathan, His Oneness, and Eridian are different incarnations of the same soul by looking at them you can see the similarities between them if you look close both in the fact that they are all between 5 foot 10 and 6 foot 5 in height with Jonathan being exactly the same height as me. At age 21 I was 6 foot 4 and 1/2. However, mostly now I just tell people I am 6 foot 4. My wife says I'm 6 foot 5. That's barefoot. However, if I put boots on I am many times 6 foot 7 inches because of some hiking boots. And I still like to hike a lot mostly by myself miles away from the nearest human being. (This gives plenty of opportunity for beings like Eridian, Saint Germain, Arcane( even though Arcane and Saint Germain are the same incarnation).

The easiest way I can explain all this is the following: In 1986 I was given a Phowa initiation by Lama Ayang in I believe Capitola, California (near Santa Cruz) on the Coast of California. He said that if the initiation really took we would start remembering the lives of all the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas as if they were our own and had been formally accepted into the Mahayana. My understanding of this is that rather than becoming enlightened by rowing my own rowboat the bodhisattvas all join together and fly to their enlightenment in a 747 Boeing jet like experience. I found myself first terrified, then frightened and then with time finally accepted the fact that I had become at one with (Tibetans say "Of one taste with") beings like Buddha, Jesus, Tara, Padmasambhava, Saint Germain, as well as all the saints of all religions throughout the Universe both known and unknown. For many weeks after this initiation I spent my nights dreaming of their complete lifetimes and accomplishments. I found this overwhelming in many many ways. What I realized was that what Lama Ayang had told us had actually come to pass for me and that I have been accepted into the infinite Dharma of the MahaYana and Vajrayana of the entire universe.

Spritual growth is like a flower growing. When the flower comes up out of the ground, the bud is small but continues to grow. Then one day the flower opens and it takes your breath away completely in its awesome beauty.

But after the Phowa initiation I found that I had become like a redwood tree in a giant grove of redwoods so that even if I saw God and it burned me to the core I would survive like redwoods do in fires. If you have ever been in redwood groves you can literally walk into the center of burned out redwoods that still live hundreds and sometimes thousands of years after fires burned out their cores. The fire of seeing God is like this. So if God hasn't made you a redwood tree before you see him then your physical body will die. So be careful asking to see God before you are ready if you want your body to still be alive afterwards.

Future Mass Transit 50 years from now

April 8th 2007

I was thinking more and looking into the future of mass transit after rereading the next article. I can see maglev bullet trains like the one that broke the speed record for land based maglev trains in France recently. However, when winds regularly reach 100 miles per hour across plains and within 50 miles of any ocean or large body of water either tunnels will have to be dug or drilled or large metal reinforced cement cylinders about 15 to 20 feet in diameter will have to be installed so high speed maglev trains are not blown over in the fairly regular over 100 mph gusts of wind in many areas of the world.note:an idea I had later was that holes could be drilled in tunnel at the top or sides or both to keep the air fresh in the tunnel if there was a breakdown so people could breathe fresh air.Also, it would be nice for the maglev trains to be able to refresh their air sources so the the air inside the long tunnels might contain a lot of "electrified" air from the maglevs. Tunnels will also be used by motor vehicles that will be either fueled by alternative fuels or by wind and solar and other types of power generation not used yet and stored in very high electrical yield deep cycle batteries especially designed for electric cars and trucks. On some wind shielded paved highways there will be a type of light rail for cars and trucks so they have electricity available all the time.

So as people get closer to their homes they will have to separate from the electric light rail for cars and trucks and go on either battery power or some other combination of battery power or alternative fuels.

Very much like standing out in the open with golf ball size hail or bigger hail coming down, at above 100 mph per hour winds people simply blow away and die if they are not tethered to something solid like a tree or building or car. This would have to be considered if travelling on foot through areas that sometimes get these above 100 mph winds. Safety areas like those built for people waiting for buses will be built so people have refuge from the high winds when walking or riding a bike or motorcycle so they don't die from the winds.

In addition to high winds both extreme flooding and extreme droughts will flourish worldwide. Depending on the prevailing tendency of what is happening where you might then be on earth a variety of emergency procedures should be considered for those who want to survive.

50 years from now

April 7th 2007

I was looking forward through time while I was taking a shower and realized that 50 years from now most poor and or infirm people who are not aboriginal or survivalist in their thinking will have perished on earth. What will be left is survivalists that are middle class and rich and aboriginal survivalists who cannot be classified as poor because they are no longer a part of larger civilizations. The so called city poor who have not developed serious survival skills will likely mostly be gone.

The whole world will become much more like it was in the 1700's and 1800's. What I mean by that is the 1700's and 1800's in Europe and America. That's more what the world will look like except there will be things like vast solar arrays and vast areas of wind generators and many people will use the sun's light and heat to trap the heat in passive arrays like plastic water bottles that are exposed to the sun during the day and then insulated from the night in order to keep homes warm during the night by using the suns rays.

At that time most people will have moved away from low lying land near oceans and have moved away from plains areas where winds over 100 miles per hour have become common except for those who have moved underground to avoid the intense winds. Farmers on the plains will have all moved underground and learned to recess their crops down below ground level to avoid the worst of the winds. Green houses with unbreakable sheets of clear plastic will also be used to go crops hydroponically and other ways.

More on places to avoid settling for Future survival

April 7th 2007

http://www.hindu.com/thehindu/holnus/003200704080310.htm

begin quote"Do not be poor in a hot country, don't live in hurricane alley, watch out about being on the coasts or in the Arctic, and it's a bad idea to be on high mountains with glaciers melting," Stanford University scientist Stephen Schneider, an author of the study, told The Associated Press."end quote from above article

This is a lot like what I have described as a precognitive psychic in previous articles I have written on my journal page. I prefer personally, for the next 20 years or so to be living near a large body of water like an ocean. I have chosen the Pacific Ocean because I am at heart a Californian even though I was born in Seattle and have many relatives still there. It is very encouraging for me to hear my ideas being repeated by scientists now. It has been a long time coming.

Even though I suggest living within 10 miles of an ocean so that one always has access to water even in a prolonged drought elsewhere inland, I also recommend only living above 50 to 100 feet in altitude near that ocean. Otherwise I think it is very iffy. For example, Florida is mostly not above 50 feet in altitude. I would not recommend for poor people to live there unless they don't care whether they or their children survive the next 20 years. This isn't true for the middle and upper class who can easily pack up their SUV or motor home or get in their Lear business jet to leave before 200 mph storms arrive and inundate most of the state. Very poor people who want to survive must choose extremely carefully otherwise they won't survive the next 20 years.

The problem with fluorescents and hybrids

Simply stated, fluorescent lighting is not healthy for humans and hybrids are not healthy for the human body either. Let me explain:
First fluorescents pulse which is really annoying for most people. Second, fluorescents don't emit a full spectrum which is unhealthy for plants, animals and humans.

Next, hybrids, theoretically are a good idea. However, after closer inspection one realizes there are a lot of hidden costs to the buyer. First, the relatively short life of batteries(1 to 2 years) as well as maintenance costs well above the norm. That is not to say that (some) hybrids actually save money on gas. However, if you project the costs to the consumer in batteries and maintenance along with the fact that riding in a hybrid is just like (or worse than) having your cell phone or more like 1000 cell phones in call mode all over the passengers bodies all the time you are riding in the hybrid. It is sort of like if you want to have kids don't ride in hybrids and if you have hybrids don't tranport your kids in them. So that means, just like astronauts are told don't expect to have kids after you go into space, if you ride in a hybrid don't expect to have healthy kids or have your kids be able to reproduce well as adults if they ride in hybrids. So, I suppose the only people safe to ride in hybrids are those over 40 who don't want kids or don't have kids. These people would basically be like the astronauts. And I bet the astronauts wouldn't want there kids to be sterilized by going into space before they have kids either.

The problem is caused by something hybrid dealers don't tell you about. The reason I know about such things is that my Dad was an Electrical Contractor. Every electric motor while operating has a corona. The bigger the horsepower of the motor, the bigger the corona. If you have ever driven under a powerline and had your radio fuzz out then you have heard what a corona is. It is the same reason that people get cancers more frequently who live under powerlines carrying over 10,000 volts. It is the same reason that animals forced to live unders high tension high voltage powerlines tend to not live as long as other animals and many times die from strange illnesses including cancer.

So unless your bodies are shielded by a lead apron like the dentist puts on you to shield you from xray radiation so you don't develope cancer or go sterile on him you are being harmed by riding in a hybrid.I have given this some thought and if one developed lead shields to keep the corona from affecting passengers it would have to surround each electric motor on the side of the motor where the passenger compartment is. In this way one might stay healthy. Research would have to be conducted to find out long term results. However, don't expect auto makers to do this research to protect your life and reproductive capacity. Your health is being constantly degraded by even riding in a hybrid. Every hour in a hybrid increases your chances of a variety of cancers and immune deficiency illnesses.

So, if you want to buy a hybrid that gets 29 miles per gallon go get something like a Subaru Outback AWD or something like that that gets 30 miles per gallon and isn't a hybrid. Then, with this type of car you can survive all sorts of rain, snow and mud calamities and still get 30 miles per gallon and feel good about yourself. This way you won't jeapordize your family's health and reproductive capacities.

Write Something Positive

April 6th 2007

I showed my wife the following article from Yahoo and she said, "You shouldn't write about such depressing things unless you have a solution to these problems." My response is that the first thing one can do is to assess, each one for themselves whether their lives or livelihoods are threatened by these changes and whether it might be in their best interests short or long to move to a place that does (at least for the present) have enough water, jobs, food, etc. In the long run the world may or may not make the sacrifices necessary to regain our present climates, but logically, if you really understand human nature, even if, say 50% to 75% of the people of the world are capable of disciplining themselves to save the world the other 25% to 50% won't do it. This will cause most humans to die but some might live one long enough to see the climates come back to what they are now 300 to 500 years from now.

So, at least for now, please position yourselves and your families for long term survival to the best of your present knowledge. Stay informed, so you and yours will be among the survivors.

Climate Change Threatens Southwest U.S.

April 6th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/usatoday/20070406/tc_usatoday/climatechangethreatensnewdustbowlinsouthwest;_ylt=AiccWUXaTBnqf8UQFXRTxeYDW7oF

When I visited my cousin and his family in Orange County, California, he told me that they had only had 2 inches of Rain in Los Angeles and Orange County since last June. Since normal is about 13 inches I was concerned. The next morning we awoke to a lot of smoke flying overhead his house. A brushfire had started within 10 miles directly upwind of his house. He wasn't as afraid for his house but he was concerned about his daughter's and many friends. While I was there one set of friends directly in the path of the fire asked if they could keep their horses in my cousin's corral with his. He said "yes" but it was also good we were returning to the northern california coast so he could have room for his friends who were evacuating their house. A few days later I learned that his daughter's house was saved and the fire had burned right up to the fences of his friends corral and house. This was the first week of March 2007, a very strange time (in normal times at least) to have a fire like this in California(fire season is normally June through October in more normal years).

New report on Global Warming watered down report Scientists

April 7th 2007

http://www.latimes.com/news/science/la-sci-warming7apr07,0,6019103.story?coll=la-home-headlines

Please paste above article if interested

Scientists in the above article complain that the recent Global Warming predictions were watered down by government bureacracies because they felt incapable of dealing with the truth.

The article states that the poorest in every country in both rich and poor nations will be the first to be harmed and to die from the changes.

I think the most useful way to look at this whole situation is that the human race treated the planet as if it was limitless instead of a limited and fragile ecosystem. Now, all life on earth will pay the next few hundred years until most people are gone and most life is dead. Then, if anyone survives it may slowly come back one day to what it is now. However, anytime there is overpopulation again in the far future Global warming or more precisely extreme climatic changes will result. I think that is the most useful way to look at it. The human race has unrelentingly violated the earth and now earth in order to regain some kind of balance again will in the process take out most of the human race. It is not useful to hate either earth or the humans that caused this because it is us and our ancestors for especially the last 500 years or so. Nothing any one of us could have done would have changed things much.

Now, if any of us survive the next 500 years, hopefully, the knowledge of what caused all this will help future civilizations to cope and to survive in better ways than the ones we chose.

9-11:Fact or Fiction?

April 4th 2007

I'm not sure I've tried this before or not so here goes. I'm going to try as a psychic to share with you about 9-11. Whether or not this is a good idea or not remains to be seen. However, as I was listening to the editor of popular mechanics talk about World Trade Center Tower #7 on CNN on TV, I decided to tune into what was really going on there then.

First of all, one cannot believe the news reports of any given country anymore. If you listen to reports from a variety of nations and sources you might just get the vaguest idea of some things. However, the most important things that have to do with your physical and economic survival you won't find out until it is too late. That is a given. To expect anything else is to be naive.

So, moving from that reality the world is based less on money that it is power. As one moves up the pyramid one sees this more and more clearly. Up to 1 to 5 million money is important. Beyond that amount in any one person's worth or bank account it doesn't really matter. Beyond that amount it is about varying degrees of power. If you haven't been exposed to the inner workings of people worth more than one millions dollars you would have no reason to understand this one fact.

However, understanding this then you can understand the following: What does Osama Bin Laden want?
He wants all corrupt governments in the middle east to collapse. He wants all Shias and everyone who is not a muslim who thinks like him to die and he wants all the rest of the world that doesn't convert to think like him to die.

What do the FBI, the CIA, the NSA want?
They want to be continued to be funded like they were during the cold war!

What does the World Trade Organization want?
They want all governments to be rendered useless except for their purpose which is to make as much money as possible for Corporations. The only problem with this is that Corporations are not people. However, stockholders are people. So I guess it would be useful to say that the stockholders of the world en masse by their existence brought about the World Trade Organization by accident. The World Trade Organization is a bunch of world economic power brokers that operate outside of democratically elected governments. The net effect of the World Trade Organization is to disempower local governments around the world, especially democracies in order to maximize profit taking by Corporations Worldwide.

At this point I'm not trying to say any of this is good or bad only that it is going on. If you don't like any of this then it is in your best interests to try to change it to something better.

What I am saying though, is that I don't think it was any accident that the World Trade Center which is often associated with the World Trade Organization was targeted during 9-11. I think you can draw your own conclusions from what I am saying.

Did Osama Bin Laden really make 9-11 happen? Or was it allowed to happen in order to create a stronger WTO and weaker democracies? Has the war in Iraq made the United States weaker or stronger as a democracy? Outside of drawing a line in the sand, so to speak I think you would have to say the United States is much weaker as a nation now than when this started in its standing worldwide!

Old Testament times

1:12 am pdt april 2nd 2007

The family and I had watched a movie I think is called The Nativity or something like that. Then I tried to sleep but couldn' because a friend might have to fly to Thailand to get his rotator muscles in his left arm repaired. I was worried about him because he is still a musician and hasn't retired yet and so I found myself praying for him. I knew he had broken his arm but didn't know about the other damage. So I got up and watched a program on the history channel of Saul and David's historical battles and stuf. Then a program on new historical findings on how Santorini erupting had to do with Moses and the Israelites leaving Egypt and how ripple earthquakes likely brought rust to the surface of the Red Sea which drove out the frogs after all the fish died from lack of oxygen. The frogs caused one plague then that caused a chain reaction of plagues. Then finally, the Santorini eruptions cloud descended Egypt into darkness for quite a while. The ice and fire is a natural phenomenon from an extreme eruption at that lattitude with the weather conditions present there.

The Dance of Life

April 1st 2007

Life is not static. It is always moving. I used to say to people "I don't want to give up my quality of life." However, if one stays still long enough ones quality of life just evaporates in the sun and wind. So then one sees that movement like breathing, eating and drinking water is necessary to sustain life. In the same way meeting people, making money, seeing new sights are also necessary for a healthy life so one is moving forward in all ways.

So in the end moving forward while maintaining as much harmony as possible given the way life really is becomes the goal.

What is Enlightenment Like?

March 31st 2007

Everything is now
Everywhere is here now
Every Time is now
Every child being born is you. Bless the child
Every being dying is you. Help them to the nearest heaven
Every being suffering is you. Bring them to bliss. Teach them
if they will listen. Show them if they will watch
Be an example for them to follow in case they notice
Teach right mindful compassion powered by the wisdom of experience
Teach compassion. It spreads like wildfire
spreading bliss through the universe like rain brings flowers

Shakespeare In Love?

March 30th 2007

My wife got a copy of Shakespeare in Love on DVD because she liked it. So the three of us sat down to watch it. It proved a little much for our 11 year old. She thought it was both boring and disturbing. We, however, thought it might help our budding artist and writer to see how Shakespeare(at least in the Movie) used all the pathos in his turbulent life to wind up with the breathtaking, Romeo and Juliet. I can remember some of the best things I have ever written in my life were when I was deeply in love, breaking up, or suicidal(early 20's) from unrequited love. In the middle of those feelings one feels things that one just doesn't feel at other times in ones life when one is simply in one rut in ones life or another. Only when we are blasted out of our ruts do we really see how(wonderful, awful, terrifying, amazing)life really is. Any rational person knows that one cannot stay blown out of ones rut very long without permanently snapping or dying. But those moments when one feels truly alive if one can just stay alive and keep everyone else alive too, are precisely when the seeds of true enlightenment are planted. If we survive, though those seeds take a lifetime to grow, in the end they are what bring enlightenment.

There is a Chinese curse: "May you be born in interesting times." This just means that interesting times are usually times of wars and extreme change which usually means a lot of death and suffering. However, those times also are represented by a Chinese Charactor that means simaltaneously danger and opportunity. Without opportunity there can be no progress and without danger there is no opportunity. Here is the paradox of life. Either be bored out of your mind or be scared out of your wits with opportunity. This seems to be the lot of us humans.

Somewhere in the middle of all that is Enlightenment. Always be looking for it or you might miss it like a quick butterfly or a lightning strike. With the thunder comes the realization either way!

Self Empowerment

March 30th 2007

What is self empowerment?
Answer: Self empowerment is:
Freedom of Thought
Freedom of Speech
Freedom of Action
The freedom to create ones future
The freedom to feel empowered to think about what to create
The freedom to accept that one can create a better future
The freedom to begin to create a better future
The freedom to change ones mind at any point when one has a better idea
The freedom to try that new idea to see if it works
The freedom to try something else if it doesn't work
Self empowerment is about questioning authority
Self empowerment is knowing that each person is a free being
Self empowerment is find a way to be all that you want to be and more
Self empowerment is finding others who are self empowered and making friends with them
Self empowerment is joining with other groups of self empowered people to create large networks of self empowered people

Some self empowered people believe in God and some don't. If you are an open minded self empowered person you realize that even atheistic self empowered people should be honored. To be truly self empowered one realizes that the ideal is for all beings to become self empowered as long as they respect the needs of other beings.
Self empowerment can only really work well en masse when everyone's needs are respected. So in order to be both self empowered and respected one must respect the needs of all other beings that one comes into contact with.

Telepathic Conversation with my Mother's Soul

March 29th 2007

"You've forgotten me, Mother!"
"Yes. I have"

You have forgotten my father, Mother!"
"Yes I've forgotten him, too." Mom said, "I am a very little girl now. Waiting to grow up,"
She said, "Soon, I will be reborn as Elohar."
She went on, "It is very healing to relive when I was a small child.
I had a hard life as a child, son. My parents were disciplined but poor.
My father went from being a methodist minister to cabinet maker. He was a dreamer. During the depression many times we didn't have enough food. The hinges on our doors were made out of leather belts, not metal. we warmed ourselves from a 50 gallon drum made into a wood stove. We were cold and hungry often. The 1930's were awful. Even the 1920's were difficult for us. The whole responsibility fell on my father of my mother and us three girls. He was very unhappy. His father died when my father was 8 trying to save my father's life. My father's whole life was a penance trying to be worthy in the eyes of God for his father's death. Life was difficult. Then when I turned 18 my father left my mother and never looked back. I had to work making hand bags to support my mother and I until the mid 1940's when mother could get social security. My older sisters got married so I was left supporting Mom until I married your father when I was 27 years old. So I had to be poor then support my mother until I married your father. Then I was relieved to be married to a good provider like your father. But he was the opposite of my father and that made it difficult in another way."

"Now I'm a little girl again and I can just dream and be taken care of without worry. Yes. I have forgotten you and your father. I'm sorry about that. Now I can heal all the scars of my childhood and growing up and having to support my mother. I'm sorry son. I know it must be hard on you but this is what I have to do now as a soul. Good bye, Son! You will next see me as Elohar in 1970. My love will be with you always even though my present body will never remember you, again. I love you son. Take care!"

Interesting article on mammals and dinosaurs

March 28th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070328/ap_on_sc/mammal_evolution;_ylt=AtKQ1Mql7bKaMGYEdeLsJ3QDW7oF
Paste above yahoo article if interested.

If you read the above yahoo article one possible reason for the way things went would be that if humanoids were present in one form or other, they would probably have an aversion to animals that weren't mammals. Therefore they would tend to kill non mammals first. This is just an idea. I propose this as a psychic that this could be one reason things were the way they were.

Being a precognitive psychic is a strange ability. I find that I sometimes can see earthquakes before they happen, like the Loma Prieto in 1989. I sensed the Tsunami that hit Indonesia before it happened but because I didn't live there I simply felt like I was going to die for several days before it happened and was relieved it wasn't me dying and simaltaneously horrified for all those who did die when I saw it happening on tv.As soon as the Earthquake caused Tsunami happened I stopped feeling like I was going to die. The other interesting thing is that the heaven realm usually stays dimensionally a greater distance from the earth dimension. However, starting one month before it stayed very close. I mentioned to my wife during that month that I thought many people would die soon because of the nearness of the heaven realms. I was right. In addition to sensing things before they happen I can also sometimes sense what has already happened. Though I might be accurate in describing the physicality for something that happened in the past I don't usually understand necessarily the cultural context for it, especially if it is more than 500 years ago.

The reason this last point is important is that since I actually lived through 1965 to 1975 and was 17 to 27 when that actually happened. When I see documentaries or even movies made now about that era I just usually laugh because at best they are caricature like, or like a political cartoons and have actually nothing in common with what was actually happening then. Ask anyone who was a part of the 60's movements and they might say similar things as me.

The best way I could describe what people my age thought was, "If our generation doesn't do something to change things we are all going to be nuked out of existence if we don't die in Viet Nam first!" That in a nutshell was how insane those times were. If some people chose to end their lives in many insane ways, if you read what I put in quotes that is why they died, whether it was in Viet Nam or drugs or fast cars it was the same. We all knew it was up to us to save the world or die trying. That was the given. That was REAL.

That we succeeded was a surprise to all of us. However, you can't imagine the disapointment we found in throwing the baby out with the bathwater so to speak. And many who burned bras and draft cards found they needed those things later, if they wanted to get a job and live.

Why I like Buddhism (especially Tibetan Buddhism

March 28th 2007

The following prayer I start my day with:
May all beings attain Bliss and the Cause of Bliss
May all beings be free from suffering and the Cause of Suffering
My all beings never be without the supreme Bliss that is free from all near and far
All Grasping and aversion

(three times)

All beings means all beings in all universes both inside and outside of all time and space
Suffering really is mostly about the way one views the universe. It is not really about physical or even mental infirmities."Free from all near and far---all grasping and aversion." This statement means all time and space and all beings are only one being. All beings in the universe and all places in the universe as well as all times in the universe cannot in reality be separated from each other in any useful way. So all forms of mental or emotional separation are inherently unreal very much like children playing roles and not actual in any way. Understanding there is but one being that is all time and space everywhere everywhen is the essence of why compassion towards all life in the universe is necessary because in the end all being is the one being and everything is the one thing or one being that everything everywhere is in all universes! The indisputable logic of this is undeniable if one calms down enough to really contemplate what is being said. With contemplation all other logics break down into this final way of viewing the universe and all being and all time.

Staying Alive for My Children

March 28th 2007

I feel haunted by so many people I know either dying or going crazy. The crazy is either alzheimers or senile dementia. In some ways death is much easier and a much more final thing. Senile dementia and alzheirmers is much more horrific because the persons you knew and loved become wierd strangers you never wanted to know so you are left with only feeling guilty no matter what you do. There is no satisfaction whatsoever in regard to these kinds of craziness, only loss and a feeling of guilt and wondering what you could have done differently.

Except for my Goddaughter who just moved out to live with her boyfriend I find myself worrying about my two older children who have come of age. My son, choosing to be a roomate to his ex-wife, and my daughter only 18, choosing to visit her boyfriend in Colorado for a week skiing.

Once I was a mountain Climber and an adventurer. Now I worry like my parents did about all my adventures only now it is about my children. I guess that is the way of the world. Though I have a motor home I don't use it much because I'm not interested in travelling alone much. If I was single it probably would be different. But then it was always easy for me to meet women (Not a good thing if you want to stay married and still have a 10 year old daughter at home). Being an adventurer is for single people who don't mind dying. However, once you have children, one has a responsibility to live on for ones children, hopefully at least until they turn 30.

Money is no longer a real worry for me. Praise God! I find I don't go make friends like I used to. When my father died in 1985 it so destroyed my life I realized I didn't want anyone else in my life that I loved that much to pain me that way so I stopped making friends that I would have to watch die or go crazy one day. I suppose it is a choice that leads to loneliness but it also seems for me at least to lead to longevity and good physical health.

My one last good friend broke his arm while skiing so I didn't have anyone to go skiing with last week. Bummer. I guess some people would say, "Poor Baby! You are 59 years old almost, and you still Ski! You still have friends that ski with you. Be greatful! Let it go!

My friend is about 56, a little younger than I. He said he hit the ground at about 35mph. I said that is too fast for our age and said I seldom ski above 30 anymore because I just don't like what happens to me above that speed if I hit the ground. A few years ago I hit the ground at about 30mph and lost a ski while somehow one ski stayed on and my body rolled with the one ski at high speed. At first I thought I had broken my neck because I had a headache for a couple of days. Nope. I was okay.

I have been skiing now since 1963. Dad had a pair of World War II Army skis with beartrap bindings and I used to ski in the wilderness of Big Bear in southern California near Palm Springs. Later I skied Mt. Waterman and Snow Summit in Big Bear. With my present wife I skied Badger Pass in Yosemite where we married at the Chapel. Later we skied together with our two daughters at Squaw Valley. But now, since Janet got smoke inhalation in Lake Tahoe from a fire there last summer I ski at Mt. Shasta mainly. My wife doesn't ski much anymore. My ex stopped skiing too because of her knees. I'm still sort of okay but sometimes my right knee acts up a little and I don't have as much control so I have to be careful when I ski now too.

My first wife and I bought matching cross country skis in Ashland, Oregon to ski Mt. Shasta. We found wonderful ski trails across the ice at Castle Lake and from Bunny Flats down to seven mile curve and of course when I was younger the Kilamanjaro route the snowboarders use now down shasta. Now, I find it easier to use the ski lift. It is a lot less work that cross country skiing. Also, if I want to I can ski alone at a ski lift and not worry at my age. Skiing alone cross country at my age can sometimes be problematic. A few years ago I tried skiing the Bunny Flat to Seven mile curve alone and got into a white out. Since I wasn't prepared to dig in (snow cave)until it passed I barely made it to seven mile curve and my car. I didn't want to experience that again.

So even though now I still can be an adventurere it is much more important to me for my kids sake that I survive my adventures. 10 to 30 years from now I might have adventures just so I don't check out too slowly but for now I'm still trying to keep it together for my wife and kids.

15 years old

March 27th 2007

I was once, unbelievably to my children at least, 15 years old. The year was 1963. It was summertime. I was up at shasta Springs for 2 weeks. I hadn't gone to the conclave when I was 13 or 14 because I wasn't sure I believed in God. I was sure I beleived now at age 15. However, I wasn't as sure about any religion in general. I just knew I believed in God and what worked to stay alive which was believing in God. This summer I had had my two broken teeth capped and I immediately noticed that both girls and women found me attractive now that I had caps on my two front teeth. Also, I had a southern California surfer tan which I suppose helped too.

There were two girls who expressed more than the others an interest in me. One I had known since I was a little boy and she was from Florida. The other I hadn't known as long was from Canada. Both had been raised in my religion. I had just freed myself from childhood epilepsy by invoking God into my body so my seizures that occured once every 6 months while I was asleep had stopped suddenly. I was still getting used to the fact that I was FREE and that God lived inside me instead of epilepsy.

These two girls seemed to be competing for my attentions. However, by then I had not dated anyone yet. HOwever, during the course of those two weeks they both years later said I kissed each of them or they kissed me. I guess I just wasn't ready or prepared for all this and so had blanked that memory out because it was just too much after getting over epilepsy and everything else happening in my life.

However, I do remember that when I started my sophomore year which where I went to school was the first year of high school, President Kennedy was shot while I was in Gymn class and died while I was in my next class, English. There was a beautiful girl named Gayle that sat behind me and I think the President dying made me realize just how short life was. Because of the assasination I was scared into asking Gayle out on a date.

I don't think I was in my body enough the summer before to remember anything much. I wasn't old enough to make too much sense of everything that happened. I think this sort of thing happens to many people who experience all kinds of things before they are really ready for them.

The Melody Continues

March 27th 2007

I dreamed last night about a girl I grew up with in the same religion. Though she was 10 years younger than I our parents thought we would be a good match. However, when my religion and I parted ways when I was 21 her parents quickly changed their minds about this. At age 26 I married as my then girlfriend was pregnant and I wanted my son to have my name. When I was 27 I was living in San Diego County and she asked me to give her a motorcycle ride. I did so but was surprised that her parents were in Europe and she was all alone. Since I was married and had a son nothing ever came of that but a motorcycle ride.

Years later she visited me and my second wife when I was about 40 and she 30. She was recently divorced and brought her beautiful 3 year old daughter to visit in Mt. Shasta City. I believe her mother had already passed on as well as my father. I knew my marriage was not long for this world but also realized that her religion was very important to her. Leaving my religion was something that I had barely survived so I totally understood. I recently spoke with a mutual friend from the religion we both grew up in. I suppose he shared with her this exchange so it would make sense then why I had this dream.

The dream for me was very healing as leaving my home religion has always left many tears in my soul. Though I understand it was a way for God to turn me into a very powerful adept for his uses, my personal experience of a lot of it could be termed as torture. This is why I identify with Moses so much. Like Moses I had to leave my home religion and culture. Like Moses I almost did not survive my trek across the desert without food or water. Like Moses I saw God the "I AM that I AM" and like Moses I have never been the same ever since. Like Moses I have always been a little lonely for my old religions friends, but also like Moses if I hadn't almost died in the desert I wouldn't have seen God and changed to become someone God annointed for his purposes.

The Departed

March 26th 2007

I watched The Departed on DVD last night. I found it hard to like ANY character played in the movie. Liking the actors was easy. Liking the characters they played was impossible for me. The lady who played the therapist I wanted to like and in the end I found her the most likable(which isn't saying much). However, I still give the movie an A for being well executed. However, it took me until 2 am to calm down after finishing it at midnight last night. It is a very disturbing movie that deals with both the greyness of both the criminal world and law enforcement. The greyness in this movie seems to overshadow law enforcement as much as it overshadows the criminals.

Custodian of Wealth

March 25th 2007

In 1994 I was going through a really terrible divorce and custody battle. I have always had a relationship with God where if I ask God for something he gives it to me. However, it always completely changes my life and is somewhat terrifying for me like living the Old Testament so I don't request things from God very often like this because I just find it too terrifing for everyday life.

Since I doubted that I would survive my divorce and custody battle I called out to God with every fiber of my being. I said, "God Help Me. I am ready to become a Custodian of Wealth. Please help me. Save me!

Though I didn't completely understand it at the time he completely changed me life and put me in a position of Custodian of Wealth. At the time it didn't make any sense to me. Now 13 years later it makes complete sense. As I was being changed by God into a Custodian of Wealth I thought I was dying as God was willing in 1998 when I got a heart virus. No, that wasn't the case. He was just forcing me to start this website because I had been afraid to publish my writings before. And also, he forced me to retire so that I had literally, an "Infinite amount of time for the leisure to Practice". If you are a truly spiritual person "Leisure to Practice" is how God works through us humans to change the world. So if God gives you "Leisure to practice" please honor his wishes for you to meditate and pray and to help people in whatever ways your talents or capacities lie.

God has made me both a visionary and a technician. He has shown me that "One with God is a majority". God has also shown me that for people like you and I there is literally nothing in an emergency that God cannot do through us. This is Not just theoretical this is actual experience! Sometimes emergencies arise and God impresses me with how powerful He/She, the being is!

When I asked to be a custodian of wealth I imagined that I would be a caretaker of physical wealth for God. Though that is also true now it was naive of me looking back at how I thought what it all meant. To God the true basis of wealth is unimaginable compassion and wisdom dispensed for free to all life everywhere. Yes, money is a part of this but actually not the most important part. What it is to be a Custodian of Wealth for God really is to be a really big pipeline from God that automatically dispenses whatever beings need on time at the right time. When you or I receive this what makes God REALLY happy is when we show grattitude in a totally natural way. So in the innosence of grattitude is the motor of God's infinite grace.

My daughter asked me to write more on Gaia and Merlin

March 25th 2007

The first part was written in december 2006 and the next is today March 25 2007

Gaia and Merlin

originally published here December 2006

Merlin heard in the distance "Life is changing everything is wonderful, everything is wonderful". This melodious dreamlike song was repeated in lyrics with different beats and music over and over again. After what seemed like an interminable time he finally realized that he had heard this ever changing ever repeating song enough and decided to wake up enough to figure out at least who was singing.

As he awoke, he realized he had been asleep for a very long time. His fingernails were several feet long as well as his hair and beard. His robes were faded and basicly rotting off him. His cave smelled dank out of use but his underground stream still flowed through just as before. He looked over at his magic board and it said it was now December of 2006 which was quite a surprise because when he went to sleep it had been only 800 or 900 AD. He heard the music and singing coming from his ever filling pool of Gaia so he realized that Gaia (the sentient being Earth) was summoning him from his deep sleep.

As he got up he was coughing a little and clearing his throat for the always interesting conversation that he had ongoing with his good friend and compatriot, Gaia, otherwise known as Mother Earth or even Mother nature. By the time he reached the pool of Gaia, Gaia was sounding like thousands of angels, fairies and elves singing her song of "Life is changing everything is wonderful, everything is wonderful". As he walked up the song faded and over the now background music of angels, fairies, elves and gnomes Gaia began to speak. As always Merlin was very honored and well loved by Gaia.

Gaia said, "Merlin, my beloved friend, did you sleep well?" Merlin cleared his throat and said, "My Good Woman Gaia it appears I have slept well over 1000 years. Why is this?" "Gaia said, "You weren't needed until now, Merlin." Merlin felt a little miffed and said, "Why is that?" She said, "Well. Most of the old ways were slowly forgotten until now and now the world is beginning to end all the species one by one." Merlin said, "That is horrifying!" Gaia said, "Not to me, Merlin. I have seen many more species come and go than you have. Just because any species exists for a time does not mean it can exist forever." Merlin thought better about what he really might like to say and said instead, "How about humans like me?" Gaia hesitated a little like she had been stung and said, "They appear to be committing suicide as a race and taking all others with them." Merlin said, "Can't you save them?" Gaia said, "That's not my job, Merlin. However, it might be yours if you so choose." Merlin said, "If they don�t believe in the old ways then what do they believe in?" Gaia seemed sad," I think a realistic appraisal would be that most people on earth now worship money more than anything else." Merlin started turning red, "But money is the root of all evil!" Gaia said, "Well. I don't know about that but at present it definitely is the death of all the species of plants and animals one by one."

Merlin continued to get angry, "Why did you have to wake up an old man to this. I think you have purposely awakened me too late. Why would you do this?" Gaia smiled and said, "I want you to lead a few of them to survive everything that comes. Many believe in many religions that all humans go extinct soon so that might happen to them because they believe it. However, I want some humans to remain in my new and renewed garden of earth after most humans are gone." Merlin said, "So I'm not supposed to save everyone just a few that you will choose." Gaia said, "Exactly"

March 25th 2007

Merlin said, "Please Gaia. Give me a little time to wake up and go outside and see how the world has changed." Gaia said, "Come back and meet me in 3 days, Merlin." Merlin said sadly "Okay." Merlin felt so very out of place. He was psychic enough to know just by the feel in the outside air that he had met his match. Just one look at how many people now lived on his very large Island(somewhere in Great Britain) made him very sad. Even the air smelled funny. He looked up at the sky and saw funny clouds that had big birds that made them. He looked closer and saw they were not birds but something man made. It gave him chills. He noticed right away the earth did not feel as alive or as healthy as it did when he was last awake. He noticed the people seemed more frantic than he had ever seen people unless they were at war. The average person seemed more intelligent, less physicaly healthy, in some ways more mentally healthy and in some ways less mentally healthy. However, one thing was certain. For all intents and purposes these were not the humans he once knew. They were all complete aliens to him. This would make his new job much easier. He sighed. All the real humans he knew had been dead for 1000 years or more. He would be able to have the distance necessary to do as Gaia wished. He sighed again that some of the Great Grandchildren, so to speak of his era would live on.

Eventually he returned to Gaia in his Cave. He stood over the pool of Gaia and she came. "Merlin!" she said, "What do you think, now?" Merlin said, "I'm sad all the old kinds of humans are gone." Gaia said, "Me too, Merlin. But we all must deal with what is rather than what was." Merlin said, "Unfortunately, you are right." Gaia said, "Can you save some of them for me?" Merlin said, "Maybe." Gaia said, "Maybe, is all I need from you, Merlin. Because maybe for you, is always 'yes'". Merlin said, "In this case you are most probably right." At this he managed a little smile." He said, "I'm glad humans won't go extinct." This time his eyes glowed a little. His magic was returning. The love between Gaia and him was growing again. He said a little crypticly to Gaia, "So our love will again infuse the future?" Gaia said, "Yes, my love." Merlin felt life returning to his blood. He felt fire return to his veins and arteries. He felt strength flow into his mind and heart and body. He was renewed!

As he walked out of the cave he heard Gaia say, "Save them for me, Merlin!" He said powerfully,"I will my love, My Gaia!" They both smiled as both knew now he would succeed!

As Merlin walked down the first dirt road a young woman with some kind of pack on her back said "Hi" to him. Merlin said, "Can you help an old eccentric man?" The woman stepped back but said, "Why are you dressed like that?" Merlin ever the crafty man said, "I'm going to a costume party." The young woman relaxed a little and said at a good distance, "How can I help you?" Merlin said, "I'm lost. I tried to find the party on foot and realized I don't know where I am." The young woman looked suspicious and said,"If you walk down this road to the paved one you can take a bus to Glastonbury, you know where the Tull is that used to be called in legendary times the Isle of Avalon." Since this old man was obviously dressed in costume as Merlin she added all this.

The old man smiled knowing exactly where he was now. It had all changed so much now. All the old forests had long been chopped down for many many reasons. Merlin asked possibly expecting the answer, "Do you know who my costume is supposed to represent?" The young woman said, "Of course. You have to be Merlin, the magician. Also, where are you from old man, I can't quite place your accent because it is so ancient and archaic. If I didn't speak gaelic I wouldn't be able to even understand you at all." Merlin thought fast and said, "I'm a linguist." Then he turned away and telepathed with her and made her think he was talking in present day dialects. She said, "Oh. That explains a lot. You've definitely mastered what people believe Merlin actually spoke. I've studied that in college. Are you one of the linguistic researchers?" Merlin said that he was and the young woman was very impressed. She wanted his research name but Merlin befuddled her mind a little with fantasies so she wouldn't suspect too much and sent her on her way.

As the young woman directed he found the paved road. He saw someone next to a little hut of some kind and asked them if this was where the bus stopped. The old woman said, "I can't understand you very well. Can't you speak good english?" Merlin looked at her, thought about it and said, "I'm in costume for a costume party as Merlin so I'm trying to stay in charactor." The old woman said, "That is very well and good but if I can't understand you I can't help you." Merlin again turned away and telepathed with this old woman. However, she wasn't fooled like the young woman and then she said, "Merlin, I have waited my whole life to meet you." Merlin turned and smiled. He said, "I have been asleep in my cave. Are you one of the ones I'm supposed to save?" The old woman cried with relief and said, "I'm old and I won't be alive more than 20 years more at best but please come home with me and save my chidren. We live in Glastonbury. We have all been waiting for you for generations. You are finally here." Merlin said, "I'm just waking up these last few days.

March 26th 2007

"What is your name?" said Merlin. The old woman said, "My name is Clair." and smiled at Merlin. Merlin said, "That is a beautiful name." Clair said, "Thank you. HOwever, here is our bus to Glastonbury." Merlin handed Clair a silver coin. Clair said, "This is my treat." Merlin looked uncomfortable at this but accepted her help.

He was a little unnerved by the Bus and the people. The people seemed afraid of him like he was a beggar or something and pulled away. He smelled a little more pungent than present day people as well. That was one of the ways Clair realized he really was Merlin, because of the herbs he wore to cover his pungence since bathing wasn't as regular an occurance in his times.

As the bus drove into Glastonbury Merlin felt very sad. Though all the new scientific accomplishments were everywhere he noticed the people didn't look happy at all. In fact they looked very stressed an unhappy generally. When Clair asked him to get off at her stop it took him a moment to catch up to the speed of things in this new present day. He got up suddenly like Clair had and got off the bus. The moment he was free of the bus it took off and the wind blew his beard and his long white hair.

Calling All Navigators

March 25th 2007

Calling all visionaries! If you are reading this and can understand what I am saying then you are in a class of people that spans people like Einstein, Galileo, Leonardo Da Vinci, and Isaac Newton. In not only reading but also understanding what I am writing about you are moving in the same direction as people like Einstein when he converted his Astral projection of himself on a beam of light in space into mathematics and formula which resulted in E=MC squared.

If you can see clearly and have the visionary ability to conceptualize, to visualize the future of mankind, then you have the ability like myself, to help save mankind from themselves.

Several months ago I wrote an article on how I liken my abilities very much like a passenger in a car or bus that tells the driver,"Slow down. There's an accident ahead." If the driver listens to me the people in the bus or car will not crash into the accident but likely will survive. If, however, the driver in the car (the You times infinity) doesn't listen then the passengers in the bus (all life on earth does not survive).

Very possibly, you like me have the ability to see into the future in one or more ways. For example, what I am really doing in all my web pages is changing the future, for I know in my heart that the future and the past are NOT static but ever changing. By subtly changing the future to a better one your children and mine will have much better lives and a REAL chance to not only survive but to have meaningful lives. Meaningful lives like mine and yours ALWAYS make the future subtly better for all. If there are enough visionaries like you and I then we can together make the future BLATANTLY better for all.

A blatent change was made in the future in the new movie The Last Mimsy. These kinds of changes are possible. In fact I consider myself altered by my ancestors coming back through time and altaring my life so that I would change the future also. I am doing that right now through YOU. In just reading this you are changing the future to a better place through your thoughts and dreams, through what you write, through the music and lyrics you write, through your art etc. Remember, just by reading what I write you are subtly changing the future to a better one for everyone!

Nuclear Weapons

March 24th 2007

I was listening to an NPR report on the radio in my car. As I listened to the discussion on the nuclear changes in the world and of how people all over the world are changing in their thoughts about nuclear weapons worldwide I realized as a psychic that new nuclear missiles that are presently being built around the world now have two purposes. One is to explode on the ground and the second purpose is to explode in the air before an antimissile missile hits it in order to create a EMP (ElectroMagnetic Pulse). This second purpose is relatively new and based upon the possible likelyhood that the United States might shoot down a weapon.

Among my generation of Baby Boomers that grew up during the Cold War just after World War II it is common knowledge that a single 100 megaton nuclear weapon if exploded 100 miles over the center of the United States or Europe or middle east, or China or Russia or any other nation on earth would end all electrical devices except those specially designed for the military to avoid such problems. Not only that anyone who was within 7 to 11 feet of anything metal or electrical would likely die immediately. This is one of the reasons that the Soviet Union collapsed because the Soviet intelligentia understood this one fact. Because if this happened no car, no truck, no motorcycle, no ship, no airplane, no electric motor, no radio, no tv, no computer would ever work again. Not only that all magnetic computer stored information would be gone. Only CD's, DVD's and Blue Ray discs would still be okay because they are non magnetic. All VHS and all other tape would be gone, unreadible. This would all happen within 30 seconds.

And remember this would happen to an area of with a radius of about 2000 miles.(in other words this would create a 4000 mile wide circle. This is what the real deterent to nuclear weapons really is, the understanding of this one fact. Add to this the knowledge that 5 to 7 of these strategically placed would temporarily send the human race back to the stone age for 50 to 100 years or more. Because at that point there would be nothing left on earth that operated with electricity that was outside of specially designed technology for various armies of the world.The above knowledge, I believe is one of the real deterents to nuclear weapons.

And yet, because of the fears of Europe, The United States, the middle east etc. an emp device set off above Iran 100 miles up is probably the most likely scenario if Iran continues to build nuclear weapons with the present Iranian government in power. This is because countries like Russia and others are selling Iran very high tech weapons systems and missiles that might make it impossible without great cost to stop Iran from obtaining nuclear missiles. Therefore, since Israel and the United States are very unlikely to accept Iran ever gaining nuclear weapons the scenario of an EMP might be a logical answer for them. What I would expect is that it would be declared a meteorite that created the EMP which may or may not be accepted by the G8 nations. Any way you look at it Israel and the United States are presently facing a very serious conundrum.

Drawing a Line in the Sand

March 23rd 2007

Thus far and no further! I would like to say here as a precognitive psychic that sees not only the news cycle but also what is Really going on in the past, the present and the future that it was vitally important for the United States and the whole free world to not let 9-11 go unanswered. All who wish to do these kinds of terorist acts will understand what a price they will pay in the future if they wish to continure acts like 9-11 anywhere on earth.

Like many people I have been very distressed at the harm done to the bill of rights and to privacy not only in the United States of but also in England, Europe, China and throughout the world. 3rd world people in all areas have been harmed in unmentionable ways throughout the world in reaction to 9-11. However, here I must also say that the Western world would have quickly declined into a very weak system if it had not reacted forcefully to 9-11 and other terrorist acts. However, now that the wars are waning somewhat into something new and unexpected I think it is time for the whole world to take stock of what is really going on and to bring back human rights into the forefront of all human activity on the planet. Wars always dehumanize and kill and maim unexpected people in many many ways. However, now we must bring back human rights to as many people as possible on the planet which might actually be more possible right now at the end of the first phaze of the terrorist war against the western world or more specifically, the terrorist war against anyone muslim or otherwise that does not share the extreme terrorist beliefs of Osama Bin Laden and his followers and imitators.

Survival 101

March 22 2007

I realized that I needed to share the following: What makes a quality and long lasting life?

A healthy belief in God or nature.
A feeling of kindness and compassion towards other beings
Also, the capacity to mentally and if necessary physically protect oneself or others from harm
A positive view of both health and excercise
A knowledge that every food has a drug like effect on the body and mind
Therefore a necessity to learn what is healthy to eat to survive and what to not eat in order to live a long life both for oneself and others
The necessity of refraining from all medicines and drugs that are not an absolute necessity for physical survival
A capacity to refrain even from pain killers if possible in the pursuit of longevity. In other words unless the pain is completely dibilitating don't use pain killers.
Whenever possible one should commune with nature to remain true to ones inner primalness
The view that all civilization is a necessary evil that doesn't completely address what is is to be human. The view that anarchy won't work either.
The understanding that politeness is the glue of all civilizations
The idea that one with God is a majority or One with nature is a majority(same idea)
The understanding that family is the real building block of humaness. Most other forms are but temporary and fleeting even though they have real uses for group survival.
Understanding that there are senses beyond the five and that prayer in obtaining the positive use of these gifts is useful to all beings on earth.
In Obtaining such gifts one must realize that these gifts are to bless all life not just for ones personal selfish needs and wishes.

What I Learned Growing Up

March 19th 2007

What is normal for a child growing up? The best answer I can give is from the point of view of a 7 year old child. Normal, from the perspective of a 7 year old would be what that child is taught by those he or she trusts with his or her life.

Moving from this point of view I learned that the religion I was being raised in was not one most people were aware of. I learned to tell people when they asked me my religiong to say, "It is similar to Christian Science" and to leave it at that if I could. I learned to only tell what I was taught to believe in to friends who I trusted with my life and my secrets.

Growing up in the 1950's in Los Angeles County, California it was simply not a good idea to reveal too much about your politics or beliefs if they weren't generally understood and accepted by the general populace.

My Father, was a vegetarian from 1934 and I would say he was on the "genius" side. However, his family of 5 children, 3 boys and 2 girls was a very intelligent but very intense group of people. So, in his second marriage to my mother at age 30 (his first to a 17 year old lady when he was 21) he chose a very calm spiritual person very grounded in common sense. However, intellectually my mother was not a rocket scientist. But of all the people I have ever met in my life my mother was the most honest, and the most geniune and spiritual. No one even comes close to my mother that I have really got to know very much in geniune natural spirituality, compassion and caring for all life.

In this sense my mothers natural spirituality and amazing spiritual gifts including an operatic voice that literally spiritually blew people away in church for most of her life had a profound and lasting effect on me. Even now, as an 88 year old with senile dementia and not knowing who I am she puts the rest of the world to shame with his innate spirituality in action. I know she is slowly dying now with this illness but I am still amazed and impressed by her genuine spiritual love and kindness for everyone.

My father came to this religion through his first wife's parents. My mother came to this religion through her father who started out as a methodist minister.

My father read "Unveiled Mysteries" and "The Magic Presence" which are the first two books of the Saint Germain series in 1939 on a yacht he charted with his first wife and brother that took them to Tahiti and the Tuomoto archipeligo. I still have color movies that were taken in 16mm film and then converted into vhs tape in the 1980's and then converted by me to DVD of this trip. What is amazing is that the DVD is actually better in some ways than the original 16mm was.

My father married my mother in 1946 about 7 years later when he was thirty years old and she 26. They were together until he passed on in 1985 near Palm Springs, California. He was only 69 and I was only 37. There is never a good time at any age to lose a parent but since my father was always larger than life like a John Wayne it felt to my mother and I like we were on the Titanic and it was sinking. I did better than she did because I was married and raising three kids at the time. I did what I could but Mom was like a rudderless ship and moved back and forther between California, Oregon and Seattle and then back and forth between California and Seattle until 1992 when she moved near me in California. She always seemed to listen to my advice and then do the opposite. The only one she ever really listened to regarding decisions was Dad and he was gone.

Back to age 7. By that time I had learned to visualize. A whole lot of time was spent teaching me to do this. If I wanted something or a certain outcome I was taught to visualize the thing or the event coming to me in my life. I cannot stress how powerful this concept is, especially if used for good with a spiritual compassionate perspective. This one teaching has been amazingly powerful in my life.

Since I was taught to function as a Co-Creator with God it became automatic and only ebbed for a few years from ages 9 to 15 when I questioned God and religious beliefs of all people including myself. However, for me as most people, "There are no Atheists in foxholes." What this means to me is that when your life is in real danger we all call out for God's help whether we fully believe or not.

In order to survive I out of complete desperation to stay alive used fully the full power I had been taught in my parents religion and it saved my life!

However, even though I was convinced that God and religion worked I still was not fully convinced about the hypocricy I saw in all religions including my own. Because God had forced me to become spiritual and religious I was angry at the hypocrisy I saw all around. I thought to myself, "Why are all these people allowed to be so hypocritical? God doesn't allow me to be hypocritical?" This caused me a lot of anger at the time.

Now I don't worry about this because I have long since learned that, "For the very gifted God demands much more!" I have learned that if you are extremely gifted you aren't allowed to misuse those God given Gifts unless you are willing to immediately die as a consequence! However, when I was young I had to suffer a lot to learn all this because "To those God gives Powers complete obedience is demanded. The alternative is death!"

In my early 20's I began to identify with Moses for like Moses I had to leave my home religion and to almost die in the process in order to be initiated by God within an inch of my life! Coming out the other side of these initiations in my 30's was a very profound experience and still is!

I know I have been rambling along a bit but wouldn't you if you wanted to tell people that by 7 you were taught to invoke a force field shaped like a giant glass milk bottle to protect you from bad ghosts and stuff like that filled with what was called Violet sacred flame to burn away bad karma every night before you went to sleep. Wouldn't you be uncomfortable as a 7 year old telling people that you believed in Jesus but also believed that through reincarnation that it was your destiny to become like him? Wouldn't you be concerned in 1955 to tell people you didn't eat onions or garlic or meat because your religion told you not to. Wouldn't you feel strange to tell people that you never wore red or black because red was the color of hate and black the color of death? People in 1955 would think you very strange and possibly even dangerous. If it were 1970 in Los angeles it might be okay and people would just call you a hippy or something. But this wasn't true yet in 1955. In 1955 this was all just too wierd!

And then there is the angiogram in 1998 when the doctors told me I had the cleanest arteries of anyone they had ever seen and that they were jealous. I told them I had been a lacto ovo vegetarian until I was 32 in 1980 and that I was still about 95% vegetarian.

When I became initiated by Tibetan lamas some of them wished for me to eat meat at that time. I found myself more grounded and a little less spacy doing this. I also noticed I became more aggressive in business and life when I ate meat at all. I only agreed to eat any meat at all at the time because at that time I was a survivalist and believed the United States might collapse when the Savings and Loan Crisis happened from the Debts from Viet Nam. However, I didn't fully understand the Global economy and how it functioned at that time. Even in the early 1980's globalisation was beginning among Earth's nations.

I now only eat turkey, chicken and a little fish like shrimp and crab and stuff like that. However, I am still about 97% vegetarian. Over 50 it is very hard to remain healthy as a vegetarian. The people who do best with it over 50 have been vegetarians from babyhood as so have studied how to stay healthy and to create a healthy vegatarian diet.

Scientists seek odd solutions to Global Warming

March 19th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070319/ap_on_sc/climate_tech_risks;_ylt=AuBMbqg.AU.Flo6msctWlF0DW7oF

Please paste above article if interested

As I was reading the above yahoo news article I began to think about how one could slow down global warming and I hit upon the idea of mylar sheets slowly towed across the sky by satellites. These sheets could be launched into space aboard the space shuttle as giant roles the length of the cargo bay of the shuttle. They could then be unrolled and be miles long. In fact one side could be covered with solar cells for generation of power while at the same time blotting out the sun to create a certain amount of shade per roll back on earth. If you are having a hard time imagining this then imagine a roll of mylar that would fit into the shuttle cargo bay a lot like a giant roll of paper towels for example. then the roll could be slowly unrolled until it was miles long. As the unfurled mylar miles long circled the earth it would create large areas of shade greatly amplified because of its distance into space. Many of these rolls of mylar could be distributed into space encircling the planet at many lattitudes especially over arctic regions which are presently the hardest hit regions by global warming. The mylar would reflect the excess sunlight away from earth. When the global climate returned back to a more normal one the miles and miles of mylar could then either be rolled up or allowed to enter earths atmosphere to burn up during re-entry.

he Last Mimzy

March 19th 2007

My family and I went to a sneak preview of The Last Mimzy today. It reminded me some of being sort of like Little Buddha in that it is set in Seattle and that there are elements of Tibetan Buddhism and Tulkus involved. Other than that it was about technology sent from the future to prevent future contamination from being permanent and destroying mankind in the future.

Though I disagreed with some of the premises on a scientific basis I found some elements of the plot very believable in that I believe that future man has always tried to bring forward the elements of especially the 1500's in Europe and U.S. and Canada and places like Australia and the Brazilian rainforest and many other aspects of life taken for granted from the 1500's until now. The freedoms of thought and actions in colonial lives where exploration, freedom of thought and action, newly found undiscovered regions etc. are unimaginably rich in terms of many many things especially for those living in the technocultures of the future when there are no forests, no rainforests, no polar bears, no whales, no big fish in the oceans etc. left on earth. Earth will likely become at least for a time a place where no one really wants to live. It will become for a time where all those who live will sacrifice their lives for a better future based upon different ideas than we have presently seen in action. AFter all, we all know NECESSITY IS THE MOTHER OF INVENTION and only the STRONG SURVIVE. In the future this will become even more true than now.

Satisfaction in Life

March 16th 2007

When I look back at my life no career really brought me much satisfaction. What actually did make life satisfying was having and raising children and helping the people I met along the way in my life. That was what was really worthwhile.

The most satifying aspects of career I suppose was owning businesses and running them. The least satisfying parts of career were working for other people. The older I got the more unsatisfying I found it to work for others. This is because most of the people I worked for I didn't find to be more intelligent than myself so I tried to move back into my own business or most of the time after I was 30 I would simaltaneously own one business and only take temporary jobs during the slow parts of the year (usually less than one month). Also, since most businesses are feast or famine when one is making money in ones business one can usually make about 10 times what one can make working for other people. I have found there are few exceptions to this unless one is in a legal or medical profession.

If you have started or are thinking about starting a business it is important to size up your competition. Not doing this will end your business before you get started.

There is another low cost way to go in starting a business. First, keep your day job at least part time. Then try marketing different items and see what people want. The best way to make money and to increase your money is to give people exactly what they want when they want it. This is the surest way to get incredible repeat business because most businesses live or die by word of mouth of your customers. Next, tailor your business to the needs of you and your family. Unless you intend to hire 5 or 10 people or more you can completely tailor your business to your own needs and your customers needs. You can choose your hours. You can work 100 hours a week or 10 or 20 depending on your needs and the needs of your customers.

The next thing you need to know is that if you want to hire someone on the books for say 7 dollars an hour your real cost of hiring them could run you 12 to 15 dollars an hour because of accounting costs and health insurance etc. So one has to very seriously think about hiring anyone. If you are not sure whether you need someone full time then hire people on a temporary basis or through companies like Manpower or Kelly services. This in the long run will reduce your costs and you won't have to go bankrupt paying out for things like health insurance for your full time employees.

Not thinking like I illustrate in the above paragraphs will send most small businesses into bankruptcy very soon. So unless you are running your business as a tax writeoff like many wives do to help their husbands tax issues then you don't want to be doing this.

Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

March 16th 2007

When I was thinking about writing this I wanted to Honor President Bush in what he and his people set out to do. However, when I searched my soul for the correct title it had to be the above one.

I think it is important to see that those who were once called the neo cons(neo conservatives) were very idealistic. They had very good intentions. I once said that as a psychic I could see President Bush becoming in time very much like Truman became.It has come true in the now. In other words after Truman dropped the A-Bomb on Hiroshima and Nagasaki he became a persona no grata. He had done what he thought was necessary to save the United States and the world. However, the world was NOT grateful for nuclear weapons and their use.

Likewise, President Bush in attacking afghanistan and Iraq both saved and simlataneously lost the honor of the United States because of the basic lack of knowledge or planning of what our government was really getting into.

It is interesting to me how similar we are to Great Britain only maybe 50 to 70 years later. In the 19th Century Britain could do no wrong. They had India, Australia, Canada. But starting in World War I things started to go wrong until in world war II just surviving intact that war they were bankrupt and had to be economically bailed out by the United States.

However, if we, the United States, economically are wiped out by this war as Britain was during WWII who is going to bail us out?

Fundamentalism=hypocricy=a lack of integrity

March 16th 2007

Fundamentalism whether it is religious, atheistic, scientific or whatever is always by its very nature hypocritical. This happens because fundamentalism is always based upon such idealistic ideas and goals that it tends to create "The ends justify the means" which is where all tyrants and war lords always start.

Hand in hand with fundamentalism one ALWAYS will see mental torture of women and children, child abuse both physical and sexual etc. The reason for this is that people in fundamentalist movements tend to behave in somewhat irrational ways that mimick drug addicts. However, in the case of fundamentalism the drug is an idea or belief. There is a saying that goes something like, "Just because millions of people believe in something doesn't make it true." If you were ever raised in a fundamentalist environment as a child then you understand what it is to be brainwashed and conditioned to believe something. Sometimes, as adults we get angry and rebel and then we free ourselves. However, many raised in fundamentalist families die for their parents and relatives beliefs before they ever have an orginal thought themselves.

Because of religious fundamentalism being responsible for so much death and carnage today many young people are rejecting all religions as a natural reaction. They believe rightly or wrongly that religions are at the root of all wars. In understanding basic psychology this is a perfectly natural reaction.

However, even my somewhat atheistic father in law says, "There are no atheists in foxholes!" I totally agree with this too.

Who I'm Writing For

March 16th 2007

I write for people of this time. I write for people of other times past, present future. I write for beings some human some not of this galaxy and others who can benefit in some good way from these writings.

In the long course of my path to enlightenment both in this lifetime and others in the past, present and future I have discovered that I am Living Dharma. For those of you who don't understand that term I will say it this way. I have discovered over lifetimes for thousands and millions of years on this planet and thousands of others, in this galaxy and hundreds of others that I am a living emissary of the holy spirit both in reality and a recognized holy spirit emissary in thousands of religions in this galaxy and many others.

It is not really that important whether you believe any of this or not. The first part was just to reach those who have the senses developed to know of such things.

What is important is to realize that I will be 59 this year. I have found it very useful to respect people who have survived past 40. It is a miracle to survive past 25. It is amazing to survive past 40. It is unbelievable to survive past 50 and so on and so on. Most people who have survived past forty have had to learn many many things and to put them into practice to have survived that long. The way I have survived is by the grace of God. I have watched many many over the years die or lose it mentally or both. I would say the main reason I am still alive and relatively happy and healthy is that I have always put humans and all beings before money. In other words right mindful compassion towards all beings come first. Yes. I am a survivor but I am a compassionate survivor which means I do what I can at all times to help in a compassionate yet practical way all who I sense can benefit what I can do to help them by God's Grace!

How is Time and Space Travel Accomplished?

March 14th 2007

I asked if I could share this and got permission to share it in a philosohical way. However, since philosophy is the basis of all the sciences---
Space and Time are one thing. Since it would take an energy source like the sun to break time and space to change it one does it another way. First, the human mind can conceptualize visibly any place or time. Secondly, imagine time and space were a really giant mobius strip containing all visible galaxies. Imagine if a human being visualized a certain galaxy in a certain time. If that human understood the nature of the universe, he or she could go there in consciousness. Further, if that human was gifted in a certain way, he or she might go there even with their body as well as consciousness. Further, if that human was connected by certain technologies to his brain awareness he or she could take others with him to that time and space within this galaxy or any other instantly!

March 18th 2007

I believe that I always had the ability to project my consciousness into other times and places past, present and future. I'm writing this to show you that you too have latent abilities to do this as well.

First, I would like to ask you what memories and dreams are? They may be more real in a variety of ways than you might think. The ability to discern what is actual, what is metaphorical and what is processing and healing Is after all what allows some to become adults while some remain children at least in mind no matter what chronological age they may be. One of the first things to be faced as a person serious about consciousness projection and eventually (if one is gifted enough) to take their body to another place or time that is different than the one they presently live in is a thought that might be scary to some. TIME AND SPACE IS ONLY RELATIVELY REAL. Many cannot deal with this concept. In fact even I who know absolutely that time and space is only a relative truth play a game with myself which is that I pretend that time and space is real most of the time so I don't freak out with the insecurity of living with the truth. If I didn't do this then there would be no up no down and a feeling of constantly falling through space forever. Then when I need to travel time and or space to help or protect myself or others through my desires to help them I bend time and space to help and protect myself and others by God's Grace. In this way I act as God would have me since God has sanctioned me to be fully aware that time and space aren't obstacles to God manifesting instantly. Those who aren't mature enough to understand and live with this are helped and protected by those of us who have been empowered by God to be able to cope with the truth!

So what I'm saying is that just like driving a car and flying a plane or riding a motorcycle one must be very present and have an edge of fear concerning what they are doing in reality, one must also have this same seriousness if one is travelling time and space so one doesn't die. So only the serious minded should attempt such feats. All others won't survive or they will be scared silly and stop.

At a certain point of adeptship one will be initiated into an array of trillions of evolved being that spans thousands of Galaxies of like minded beings who like you and I are compassionate and helpful and for whom time and space is never a barrior. Once you are initiated into this compassionate array of trillions of Saints throughout thousands of Galaxies you will begin what I call Fearlessness. In other words there will be literally nothing ever to fear except fear itself ever again.

My path to this form of enlightenment came through Christian mysticism, SRF, Native American Shamanism and Tibetan Buddhism with many initiations with Tibetan Lamas in California, Oregon, and India and more contacts in Nepal and the Himalayas.

Your path could come in any of a myriad of ways completely different than my path. The one thing we all share is Right mindful Compassion towards all life in the Universe. We all share in the path of the ending of suffering and the bringing of Bliss to all the Trillions and Trillions of Beings throughout all universes.

March 15th 2007

Like Stephen Hawking I believe that mankind might not have much chance of surviving the next 10,000 years on earth the way things presently are. This is one reason why I philosophically gave the secret of time and space travel to you. This secret may allow enough of you to go to other worlds so the human race doesn't have to go extinct or spend the next 25,000 years as cave men and cave women just like we just did! Ice ages and extreme weather like the kind we are entering into kill civilizations and sometimes render species extinct. We could be one of these!

In some ways extreme weather changes could be speeding up. This actually is more of a good thing than a bad thing. If weather changes came more slowly it might end all technology and civilization because of the fact that there would be nothing big enough for all or most humans to rally around.

Here, I would like to say that as a psychic, if no changes further than we have presently made continue for 50 years, I would expect 5 to 10 hurricanes worldwide per year at 300 to 400 miles per hour. At least one of these would strike the U.S. between Texas and Washington D.C. What this would do is make living between Texas and Washington D.C. very difficult in the future. If one is within 20 miles of the Atlantic or Gulf of Mexico in any structure this could be very problematic unless one intends to evacuate one or more times a year regularly. Only structures reinforced with steel like concrete or mostly steel buildings could survive these kinds of forces. Riding out something like these one would want to be in a bathroom in a tub or other all metal lined rooms with no windows above 30 to 50 feet in altitude if one were within 20 miles of the Atlantic from Washington D.C. to Texas.

Fluorescent Lighting is unhealthy

March 14th 2007

I was listening to CNN today. The latest totally Crazy idea is to outlaw incandescent lights in the United States. There is one really big problem with that. Fluorescent lights don't give off a full spectrum of light, led lights are dangerous to look at for very long, and frankly Halogen lights hurt my eyes and everyone elses, especially when they are in oncoming headlights of a car or truck. Incandescent lights are usually a full spectrum light so one is looking at light that is a full spectrum somewhat the same as the sun. If you put a plant under no light but fluorescent in a room with no windows or access to the sunlight in any way it will usually get sick or die within 4 to 6 months. Though fluorescent might not kill humans it is likely that they will get sick more if they don't get any sunlight and only fluorescent light. Fluorescent light probably doesn't have vitamin D or anything else a human body needs to live. Don't outlaw incandescent lights unless you want to make people sick.

Also, many illnesses like epilepsy and others are made worse by fluorescent light. Fluorescent light and strobe lights can create seizures within seconds in some epileptics. Are you going to kill all these people or reduce their quality of life by making incandescent lights illegal. This whole thing is mostly a creation of people who want to sell more fluorescent lights and other people who haven't thought this whole thing through on humanitarian, medical and scientific ways. Let's save lives not reduce quality of life and accidentally kill people!

Why I Write

March 13th 2007

Mostly I write because I need to. I find like any real artist I'm compelled to do my art so I write. It seems writing is my therapy. Though my wife and I go to a grief therapist so we can continue our lives in a healthy way after losing so many of our loved ones to death, senile dementia alzheimers etc. I also write to know that I'm still alive and that I survived all the changes and traumas in my life. I have almost died on many occassions during my life so I write to tell myself I am still alive and kicking. My wife, family and friends are grateful for this. I am too, most days.

The Wounds

March 12th 2007

I'll be 59 in a few months
and I have many wounds
some healed some not

Physical pain
I sometimes can deny
My father taught me well
He said, "If you take enough pain killers
to end your pain
you'll be dead before your time

He was right
So I pretend physical pain is not there
unless it is life threatening
So I'm still alive and skiing
at 59

But my heart
That is a different story
by 21
I had enough heartache to die

so then I lived on to help others
I reduce their suffering with my love
I shower them with kindness
I live my wisdom and love

But some days my heartache
is too great for me to bear
If I'm wise I ask God
to take my heartache please
If I remember to keep doing this
I stay alive and help

If I forget
then I'll just be dust
like all the rest!

Figures Don't Lie but Liars always use figures!

March 12th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/20070309/sc_livescience/youcanttravelbackintimescientistssay;_ylt=Aj7p1hE_uyDFtpTxz4R9khwDW7oF

The premise being defended in the above article is you can't travel backward in time. Please paste using edit function if you wish. I suppose on one level it isn't a lie. In otherwords if you travel backward in time you create another timeline because of any changes you make there create a slightly different now. In this sense I agree with the premise but I disagree in every other way!

You Can't get there from here! Ha Ha. I have noticed in my life that people will always quote science to divert people from the truth. I'm even sure somewhere there is a scientist that can prove up is down and right is left. I suppose the gullible will always be distracted from the real truths of life. I guess that is just another part of natural selection!

Though I was horrified by what I heard I was listening to NPR on the radio this morning. Research had been done on soldiers in battle in Iraq with post traumatic stress disorder. Most of the time they are given prosac, zoloft, xanax and other psychotropic drugs in order to cope. However, non military medical personnel say this is a terrible idea. As you can guess the main result is a lot of people with battle fatigue after taking these prescriptions simply walk into a portable toilet and blow their brains out with a government issue pistol or rifle. They are reported simply as killed in action. Though many are horrified by this and many parents sue the military after finding out about this, the military is well insulated against such suits. Hopefully, this isn't happening to one of your relatives, friends or spouses!

Multiple tours of duty for those who already have post traumatic stress disorder is possibly a death sentence. I have met many men over the years from the Viet Nam war era with post traumatic stress disorder. Many of them are homeless still and walk the streets because they are just too scary for polite company. Though this is very sad I suppose one way to look at it is that rather than wind up on the streets at home the rest of your life maybe some men choose suicide knowing what the future will bring because they too have met these homeless Viet Nam Vets.

The Life You Save May Be Your Own

March 7th 2007

Finding a way forward
many times is a chore
Even if your mind is screaming
Even if you've been wronged
Stop your mind from Screaming
Try to find the calm

For if you take a life
You cannot take it back
You must find a way
Forward into life

Even if someone
Has destroyed your dreams
You can still move forward
You can find another dream

It isn't always easy
Sometimes you can't go on
But if you can get up
one more time than you fall down
Then you will succeed
Your life will be your own

The peace you seek
can be yours
Enlightenment too!
just Don't give up!
Be Free!

Solar Cells instead of paint on cars?

March 5th 2007

I was speaking with a young gentleman at my daughter's schools science fair. He had built a 3 wheeled solar powered car. I mentioned to him that I thought all cars should be covered with solar cells so that they could generate power all the time the sun was out to be stored in batteries. That way power could be sold into the grid from peoples cars generated from solar. In fact, if a car is parked in the sun at home it could be direct wired into the grid and sell power directly until power meters run backward directly from the cars solar cells.

Another idea I just had would be a fold up wind generator that could be folded up from the top, side or back of a car. So when the car was parked facing a strong wind it could be charging the battery while parked. It could simaltaneously be solar charging if there was both wind and sun available at the same time.

March 12th

I was talking with my cousin in Southern California while visiting there and he thought the fan should be in front of the car so it could be spinning all the time the car was moving to generate electricity. Since an electric motor is also an electric generator such fans could be spinning all the time a car is moving forward. It could also be spinning even if parked and facing into a light to strong wind. If it were constructed like home fans with protection from fingers being cut it could generate wind power or it could turn itself on to cool the engine, depending upon what was needed!

Death or Enlightenment?

March 5th 2007 5:17 Am pst

I woke up in the middle of the night when I couldn't go back to sleep I realized I had to get up and write this. I really didn't have a choice in this lifetime. From the beginning it seems it was enlightenment or death. Having almost died several times before I was 15 both from whooping cough and childhood epilepsy as well as near death from taking physical risks like jumping off two story roofs, climbing 200 foot trees, rock fights with boys a half a block away, people threatening me with knives(at my throat) etc. I really didn't have a choice in the end. There would be no (normal) whatever that is, life for me. I always knew somehow that it was death or enlightenment. To be as intellectually gifted as I have always been combined with supernatural giftedness I always somehow knew that God would expect an awful lot from me. That has always proved to be the case. Normal was never good enough for God in relation to me. Whether one calls it God or Life or The Universe or whatever one calls it a lot was always expected of me in very unusual (to me) ways. At age 10 I remember thinking that all religious people were crazy. It's not really that this thought has changed in me that much. However, the real difference now is that I fully understand this craziness.

What I understand now fully is that LIFE IS CRAZY and that being spiritual or religious is a fairly good way to survive life. In the end I chose being spiritual because being religious always seemed too much like lying to myself. Because at heart I am a kind and compassionate scientist, being religious unfortunately means believing in fairy tales and I was too scientific for that. I understand that many people need something other than alcohol or drugs and that for them religion of some sort fills that need. However, for me, being a spiritual compassionate shaman of the 10,000 year ago ancient kind, (the kind that were the forerunners of all scientists in the world) is more my style. My kind have always been the ones of the tribes that helped saved their tribes from extinction, plagues, craziness etc.

Since my tribe in this lifetime is the whole human race my responsibility (and Yours too) if you wish is to try to take responsibility and to try and save mankind from themselves. It is our responsibility to enlighten mankind enough to survive Global Warming, overpopulation, the extinction of frogs and likely bees.

By the way I was thinking that one cause of bee die offs might be from cell phone towers and cell phones. I was reading something somewhere about Atlantis and one of the things said,(remember this was written) a long time ago(one or more centuries) was that Atlanteans were driven crazy by electronic communication through the air(which is something that we are doing now.

I also learned recently that frogs are going extinct all over the world because the pollution is having an estrogen effect on them and they are all turning female. When the frog population of an area turns 100% female they all go extinct. That is what is really happening!

Anyway, what I really wanted to say here is that compassion coupled with wisdom and logic and rationality is the key to human survival. I think all of you who have lived to be 10 or 15 years old at least have noticed that when something serious happens like an injury to a friend or relative it isn't the one who faints or who freaks out that saves the day! It is the one who can force themselves to remain rational and calm and be logical and wise. Likewise, the key to enlightenment is to be able to be calm, logical and wise in the face of anything. Sure, there are times when one has to run to survive. But after running and surviving then there is the binding and healing of the wounds both external and internal and there are the everyday things that need to be done like food, shelter, clothing, comforting, surviving.

What I'm saying here is that even if you are in the middle of another Hurricane Katrina or bad tornado or any other problem that you and yours face. Do what you need to do. Try not to freak out! Try not to faint. Save the day. Take it one moment at a time. Keep it together!

Things on earth are going to get more and more exciting and unfortunately that is not necessarily a good thing. But what is important is that you and yours survive all the excitement. Get ready, get prepared then go watch a comedy. Laugh. Because in the end Laughter is the best medicine!

Global Warming as a Human rights Issue?

March 4th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070304/ts_nm/globalwarming_rights_dc;_ylt=AptxNMwuNj0Q7JkdFtqonPoDW7oF

It is interesting all the legal permutations in regard to global warming. Please paste the above article if interested.

The Horror of Senile Dementia

March 1st 2007

Note:My mother had her first syptoms of senile dementia in October 1999 in europe. I took her first to Clydebank and Ayr both near Glasgow, Scotland where her parents grew up her Mom in Clydebank and her Dad in Ayr. End note

By 2001 in April to October I said goodbye to my mother knowing she would never be my mother that raised me ever again. In December 2001 just after the horror of 9-11 we had another horror of institutionalizing my mother in a senile dementia and Alzheimer's facility, the best in our county.

Is this human container that was once my mother still my mother?
The answer is "NO"
Does this container deserve my compassion?
The answer is "Yes" but reservedly because I need my sanity to take care of my family
Have I learned a lot since 1999
Yes. I have learned things I never wanted to know.
I have learned that my mother became about 50 different people that I have never met before. I liked about 5 of these new people.
However, now it is hard because she is in a wheelchair and doesn't know who I am or who she is.
I have learned to protect my sanity around my mother
I watch many people who are crushed and who never recover by relatives that go through this watching their loved one become many strangers
This is a luxury that I cannot afford
Because I have a ten year old daughter, and a 17 year old and a 33 year old and two God daughters and a wife
I must live on and stay balanced for them
Regardless of what I feel
I must find ways to deal with the impossible
My mother is a ghost with my father in heaven
But her body is occupied by someone that remembers nothing
Someone who talks but remembers nothing
So I am no longer even a son
She does not exist. I don't exist. No one from then remembers me as a child
So those memories don't exist except in me now.
Being an only child with both father and mother gone now
In a certain kind of way the child I was is gone too
In another way I will live forever
Just like my mother and father
will live as long as anyone who knew them lives
or any stories or photos or memories of them remain alive
In anyone anywhere

Abductee?

March 1st 2007

I know this might sound pretty strange but again I feel a moral obligation unlike many people to speak the truth so the human race has a chance to survive all that is coming pretty fast now! First of all I don't classify myself as an abductee because my experience wasn't like I was an animal that aliens did research on with rectal probes. My experience was a lot different than that. I will give more than one explanation in the interest of both truth and science.

The most comfortable explanation for me and what I was told by the aliens(my descendants from the future) that visited me (consciously) starting in 1974. However, because I was dealing with time travelling (relatives?) it was understood uncomfortable at many points that they had even been there at my conception which made me feel pretty vulnerable and strange (at the time).

The next and seemingly logical explanation would be: Aliens (from our time at least and likely future humans) came to me and told me that they were relatives of mine and that one of the things they do in Time Wars is protect their ancestors from alteration of any kind.

It appears that in time wars an enemy has to only prevent a clan from surviving by eliminating the mating of a specific ancestor through time manipulation. The easiest form of time manipulation is to either kill or move through time to another time location both the father and the mother of a powerful clan of the future! This so radically changes the future that Time Wars are then fought with very serious consequences in our present and future!

The third explanation is the most cynical. People come from wherever and want to create a mark, so they tell this quaint past human that they are relatives from the future there to protect him or her. What is their real motivation? I suppose it is difficult for one to really know if not from that future time or place.

However, if one is as psychicly gifted as myself I usually know what beings intentions are whether they are human or humanoid. Humanoid would be a definition of what I would use for people not of this time we now live in.

So the question you might ask me is "Do I feel used?". I would say in answer to that question: "No. I feel protected. Whether they are family or not they protect me from harm. This is what I have noticed the most."

I don't live the exact life I might want to but who does? In my present life money is not the problem it once was up to 1995. Since 1995 I have been to Hawaii 3 times for extended visits, been 3 times to Canada for extended visits, been once 3 weeks in Europe including England, Scotland, Germany, Austria, Switzerland and northern Italy and travelled in my motor home as far as Wyoming where we had an incredible time in the Wilderness including times in the Tetons, Duboise, Yellowstone, Cody, Colorado Springs, Santa Fe, Las Vegas Etc. So life is pretty good! Outside of almost dying and being forced to retire in 1998 life is okay!

Surviving Global Warming Now!

February 1st 2007

As a psychic I feel again tonight the moral obligation to speak once again to those who can and will listen who want to survive and who want their children survive Global Warming RIGHT NOW!

This is not talking about the future this is talking right now. If you and your children are interested in long term planning for surviving right now as I have said before, the best place to be for the next 20 years is on the coast on the Pacific Ocean if you live in the United States somewhere between San Diego continuing on up to where permafrost begins in this general region. If you live on the coast be sure to live at least 50 feet in elevation and within 10 miles of the ocean. The reason for the 10 miles from the ocean is serious potential drought. If you are within 10 miles you can walk and boil ocean water if you have to to carry water back to your home even if their is no gasoline or diesel available for your car. You also want to own at least one bicycle. Just like in third world nations it is easy to build a plywood platform with an extra wheel to make like a sidecar for carrying either people or groceries or water. You may think this ridiculous now but I think you underestimate how bad global warming is going to get how fast. Another thing you might want to own even if you just store this stuff in your garage for now. Get a small windmill if there is regular wind for a wind generator and solar cells or solar powered lights you can stick outside during the sun and then bring them inside for emergency lighting between 6pm and 10pm to midnight. Right now these things are just for emergency but after seeing what happened with that tornado in Alabama in FEBRUARY today(seems like May or June Tornados hit?) one has to start preparing for almost anything east of the Rockies if one isn't in the mountains or foothills.

The other reason the Pacific Ocean is a good place to be is that in an emergency one could always fish to survive a famine or drought where there is no diesel or gasoline to deliver food.

As a psychic if I flash forward 50 years everything has changed. It is no longer safe not only the Pacific but on any ocean bordering the United States. By then your children will want to know how to recycle their water through wind or solar power. Both urine and grey water will have to be recycled like on the space station. Hopefully fuel cells will be cheap by then to trickle charge water filtration for drinking, washing dishes and bathing. Special soaps will have to be developed and used to allow the water to be drunk after filtering the water. Distillation of water for drinking may or may not be practical. The safest places to be will have at least cement basements underground because at least once a year under 3000 feet winds will hit about 100 miles an hour. 200 mile an hour winds will hit at least 20 times a year throughout the great plains wherever there are no hills or mountains. So if one wants to live there houses will of necessity be built mostly underground with any parts above ground having 3 to 4 feet of earth piled on top of them with plants and lawn. 1 inch think airtight metal shutters will be needed to protect windows from breaking from the force of 200 mile an hour winds on any flat lands east of the rockies.

50 years from now no one will live within 20 to 50 miles of the ocean because of seasonal storms that could inundate land with storm surges, hurricanes and winds up to 250 miles per hour off the oceans. Some people will live on the backside of coastal mountain ranges 1000 feet up and dug into the hills with most of these domiciles being underground.

Farmers who live underground will still farm by using new techniques of protecting crops from high winds. About every other crop they plant will be successful because of new and radical weather variables.

It is possible that within 50 years 25% of the present population numbers of earth will have vanished. They will mostly be the poor of every country who won't be able to recover from serious weather changes. Most people will not die of the storms but of shock from loss of loved ones and livelihoods and missing homes, boats, vehicles, communities.

Just like the last 50,000 years those who have the will to adapt can and do survive. Those who don't, don't survive!

New Alien Technology to fight Global Warming?

March 1st 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070228/od_afp/canadaenvironmentkyoto;_ylt=Ar7c1D262tu.Jh5Tl63bvb0DW7oF

Please paste above yahoo news article if interested. A member of the Canadian Government says we should use alien technology to fight global warming

However, though this is a valid and good idea let me tell you the real problem. You see, the U.S. and Russia and China and a few other nations do have access to thousands of alien inventions that have been perfected over the last 50 years or so. In fact this computer you are viewing this on is one of the alien spinoffs. However, in real practical terms neither the U.S. nor Russia nor China nor anyone else will save the earth from Global warming because they want to be able to use these weapons when war comes between the big nations. Because most people realize that it is not if but When? Will it be this decade or this century or the next. When will it come? So all the big powers will let the 3rd world and poor die rather than save us from global warming. This is the Realpolitik of now! And the biggest factor of all is in play. Overpopulation of earth!

To make this even more complicated the Galactic Government I believe as a psychic is interested in earth returning to a pristine state as it is a popular galactic park to visit like we visit Yellowstone or Yosemite. So from their point of view, we, the deer must become fewer for their park to return to its pristine state! You might think this information strange but as near as far as I can figure out from my life experience and psychic abilities this is the truth!

Also if you read my online book "Memories" with buttons on my index page you can read some of my past life experiences as Arcane and some of my present life experiences put into legendary format as Jonathan. It is not important whether you believe what I have written or not. What is important is that you find a way for you and your children and their children and their children to survive into the future with culture and technology intact. Even if you read what I'm writing as science fiction please save your children, your grandchildren, your great grandchildren from having to become stone age people again because of Global Warming!!!

More evidence of people's lifes changing because of Global Warming

February 28th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070301/ap_on_sc/canada_arctic_warming;_ylt=Ag4Iib_oD2rOGViTfNEDFh0DW7oF

An inuit gentleman who was hunting lost his feet because the ice normally thick enough this time of year gave way and he almost died, another victim of global warming. Please paste the above article if you are interested.

Genetic Memory?

February 27th 2007

In my early 20's I once had an experience of having the memory of a mouse being eaten by a saber toothed tiger. At the time I didn't know what to make of it other than when I was the mouse I had no concept of death only of sleep so as I died I thought I was going to sleep so I relaxed. Then I became the consciousness of the saber toothed tiger which lived on for some time and then died. Likewise, the saber toothed tiger had no concept of death and felt like it was going to sleep. Now I know that these somehow were genetic memories. Possibly an ancient ancient ancestor of mine killed the saber toothed tiger and ate it thus taking on the genetic memories of both the mouse and the tiger. Likely this happened thousands of years ago and lay latent until I for whatever reason accessed these memoris.

Likewise, I believe that after Arcane and His Oneness became the same person in the Time Pool over 40,000 years ago His Oneness' body remained and with his wife he then had more children. I believe I am descended from one of these children. And so I contain the genetic memories of both His Oneness and ARcane. I cannot prove scientifically and that probably is a good thing for me and my family as it is nice to be alive. As long as there is plausible deniability everything will be fine.

When I started studying with Native American Medicine men and Tibetan Lamas in the early 1980's I learned techniques through meditation to access genetic memories. However, if you are interested in doing this I suggest the following prayer.
"Dear God
Please only show me what is useful to me
in my present life
Please only show me things that I can stand
without going insane or losing consciousness
Please give me the sense to use these things
That you share with me to better not only myself
But also all mankind and all life in the universe
Amen

If you are going to do this please try this prayer even if you don't believe in God. I assure you your path will then be straight and true and sane and that you will help yourself and everyone else by doing this first.

Amnesiacs: For Good or Ill?

February 27th 2007

I have written before in my journal about the growing problem of amnesiacs. rohypnal or "roofies" is one type of amnesiac. Other types are used by the medical establishment to make patients forget particularly onerous medical procedures.

However, one can understand the negative influences of these prescription drugs loose on the populace. For example, I believe as an enlightened psychic that these drugs are regularly used on members of the military and clandestine branches of government like CIA,DIA,NSA etc. so their operatives can forget very sensitive operations. In fact I now sense that not only the operatives are made to forget but also in some rare cases everyone up the chain of command is made to forget. In this way even with a lie detector scan or even the new mri brain scans there would be no record or even need to lie. The operative or manager no longer even knows it happened.

So much for accountability. Now imagine a murderer. This murderer obtains first a one day dose of an amnesiac, then he commits a murder. After disposing of the body he takes the amnesiac. He may then know that person is dead from the news but he or she no longer knows he or she did it. Law enforcement is totally screwed in these kinds of cases that will start to come about first through hitmen or women retired from assasin squads of CIA,DIA,NSA etc as well as clandestine agencies throughout the world. No accountability. ZERO!

This from now on will be an ongoing problem on earth as long as amnesiacs exist.

How are amnesiacs dispensed to an operative? After an operation an associate takes the operative to a bar. Surreptitiously, the bartender slips an amnesiac mickey to the operative. He then knows nothing. Likely, neither does the associate except that he or she was directed to take the other operative to a specific bar. The bartender agent knows absolutely nothing other than who he is supposed to give the amnesiac mickey to. The bartender might not even know what he is giving to the operative.

Since I am a layman and not a doctor or a nurse I looked up the category of amnesiacs on the internet and wikipedia without success. However, I know they exist because of the street drug rohypnal "roofies" and the fact that a relative of mine was made to permanently forget 2 weeks that he spent in a staff pneumonia coma that was induced with drugs. As he was waking up after two weeks they gave him something to forget the previous 2 weeks so I know for a fact that such drugs exist. Then we were amazed that this relative recovered completely with no memories whatsever of those 2 weeks.

I believe that these drugs were first used of UFO abductees worldwide to get as much technical and cultural information on UFO aliens. In this way during the Cold War governments like the United STates and the old Soviet Union could somewhat control what information became public. This also allowed these governments to use alien technology against each other. The problem with all this is that even after the Soviet Union dissolved this information has still been kept secret from the public in all democracies that I know of. So even now who has access to all this knowledge? And how is it being used upon us all now?

The very Human problem of Sensationalism!

February 27th 2007

Sensationalism is rampant in all media. Sensationalism reminds me of someone who wants to have sex 24 hours a day. Like eating ice cream 24 hours a day it just isn't survivable. Along with sensationalism we find that this is a specific problem for all media whether it be newspapers, TV,Internet or Cell phone or magazine real or online. When one is addicted to sensationalism and most of us are in the western world except for those of us who have thrown away our tvs, cell phones, computers and moved to a monastery of silence or something like that, one is naturally distracted in an overwhelming kind of way.

Unfortunately, one does not usually become enlightened by being distracted 24 hours a day with sensationalism. Enlightenment usually comes from boredom, voidness, quietness. Enlightenment comes from being Empty. If one is fully distracted then it is likely that that one cannot become enlightened. However, I'm sure someone will espouse a way that they feel that one can become both distracted and enlightened simaltaneously.

However, I am of the old school of "carry water chop wood" form of enlightenment. This is the school of enlightenment before there was electricity and modern contrivances. In its simplest form it means to be quiet, take care of yourself and others and to be observant.

Sensationalism made me today to consider not writing at this website anymore. As an enlightened psychic I can see what people do with what I write. Though in the main it moves the human race toward ongoing survival for thousands of years and more, it also tends to cause its own form of sensationalism. When people trying to become enlightened approach any path to enlightenment in too sensationalist a way the path to enlightenment becomes more veiled and occluded. So the very intensity of sensationalism tends to confuse the person who is trying to become enlightened.

In my own path to enlightenment I have found that it comes slowly like a flower unfolding throughout ones life. Sometimes there are quick bursts of enlightenment but usually that is fleeting. In actuality enlightenment is much more wonderful and simaltaneously terrible than anything you can presently imagine. Because enlightenment in the end is the capacity to see EVERYTHING wonderful and everything terrible and not go insane from it. It is the capacity to keep your head cool and steady in the face of anything. THAT IS WHAT ENLIGHTENMENT REALLY IS! ENLIGHTENMENT IS SEEING ALL LIFE IN THE UNIVERSE AS YOUR CHILDREN AND HAVING THE REAL ENLIGHTENED CAPACITY TO TAKE CARE OF THEM IN A COMPASSIONATE WISE WAY WHILE THINKING OF THEIR REAL NEEDS FOR MILLIONS OF YEARS AT A TIME.

What is Real?

February 26th 2007

It is nice that I have been given a lifetime to among other things "Contemplate what is real". I'd like to share a little of what I've found. After I had almost died of both whooping cough at age 2 and then childhood epilepsy from ages 10 to 15, death was very real to me because I had almost died more than twice. It made me much more serious than most children as I grew up. I was watching 'Heroes' the NBC series on Monday nights. I like that this program depicts 'gifted' people as being all sorts of people. However, I would just like to say here that if most people were as messed up as a couple of them are on heroes they would not have likely survived to adulthood because of the laws of natural selection. If a gift or gifts isn't useful to ones survival in some way or ways people don't necessarily develope those gifts. When I come across a person like this for me it is like watching a person with both their arms handcuffed behind their back. I call someone like this a 'latent' but undeveloped individual.

I am always surprised because most people hide their gifts in order to survive in the western world, especially in a place like the United STates where people were often killed for being at all different in the eastern united states in the 1600's. So some of the fear of those days still exists somewhat in the united states. And of course this kind way of looking at things came over from Europe.

I find especially people with one or more advanced degrees tend to try to hide their gifts. You will find mind readers are often lawyers or politicians. You will find that those who can heal by laying on hands are often doctors and nurses. You will find that those who can heal at a distance like myself are often psychologists and therapists. Before my son was born in 1974 I was studying to become a psychologist. But after he was born I found I had to work to support my wife and son.

So 'what is real"? As near as I can figure out both time and space travel exists in the future and because of this it exists in both the present and the past as well. Those of us who are ancestors of those who live in the future are protected by those who live in the future of earth. It appears that there is more than one timeline for earth. Because of this if earth gets nuked or something else bad happens it is prevented retroactively through time travel. Though I can't prove any of this my experiences in life have taught me that what I am saying has a likelihood of 75% to 95% of being true. Since my existence as a human being on earth has only a likelihood of 95% or less being true then what I'm saying begins to come into focus maybe for you.

Everyone's life is based upon what they have been convinced is true by parents and teachers and friends and then what they have actually experienced themselves. All these factors lead me to believe what I'm saying here.

I'm not saying any of this to be liked or to be accepted by any of you. I'm saying this in the interests of the survival of the human race on earth long term.

One of the ways I supported myself when single and going to college 1971-73 was as a truck driver between San Diego and Los Angeles. I was able to return home by midnight when driving and in time to sleep so I could go to college the next day. As I drove to Los Angeles I often went into the minds of other people travelling in cars alongside me. Some people thought I was their own thoughts, some people realized I was there and were scared and told me to leave and I did. Others were like me and would have long telepathic conversations with me. If you are telepathic and find others who are developed you have a lot to telepath about if you can be friends. You compare notes so to speak. IN this way you grow in effectiveness and in power. It also increases your capacity to survive in many ways.

Ten years later I tried doing this again while on a freeway and was amazed how many more people now believed in esp and were using these abilities more.In other words the percentage of people who both believed in ESP and who used it was 2 or three times higher. The esp rise has been exponential since 1971 when I first started doing this regularly.

Starting at age 21 I wouldn't date any girl that I didn't have this magical esp component with. I think a lot of gifted people are like this. Gifted people tend to marry gifted people and then there are more gifted people. I believe this also is a survival trait in humans.

The kinds of gifts one sees in the United STates can be somewhat different than one might see in India for example. Though there are many common denominators religions and cultures change a lot who lives and dies in those cultures so the manifested gifts tend to be somewhat different along with the cultural attitudes applied to those gifts.

An Inconvenient Truth wins an Oscar for best Documentary

February 25th 2007 11:14 pm pst

I was watching when An Inconvenient truth won an oscar. Both before and since this incident today I was thinking what people worldwide could do that might make a big difference. If people are really serious about Global Warming if they were wealthy enough to own farmland (a minimum of 1 acre or more per person they wish to feed and access to water). Under these conditions it might be possible if the soil is fertile enough and the water clean enough to totally feed oneself and ones family. If on top of this one family made their own clothes as well as most other things they needed, generated through solar and wind their power, or river or ocean waves generating power and then recycled and filtered their water to use again and organically grew all their food and traveled as little as possible and became vegetarian if possible to prevent animal methane. In other words, "Live simply so that others may simply live!"

Each family taking responsibility in this way worldwide could Really make a difference.

However, what I'm most concerned about is people being forced by governments to do these things. People must do these things because they want to and not because any government is forcing them to. Otherwise rebels will be created and become anti-ecological terrorists. People must choose to save earth! Otherwise it just isn't going to happen. If it is forced the planet won't be Saved!!!

Iran Launches Missile into Space?

February 25th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/iranmilitaryspace;_ylt=AnMF2conpiXRZPlu.JcimoADW7oF

EMP? Why would Iran launch a missile into space unless they were testing to see if they could generate an EMP to knock out all electrical contrivances of an enemy by setting off a nuclear blast at the right distance in space. A likely target might be Baghdad or even more likely: Israel. Unfortunately, I think Israel sees also it is Iran or Israel. Only one will survive. My bet is on Israel looking at the last 50 years of world history.

Apocalyptic?

February 25th 2007

Caveat: I feel a moral obligation to write this as a responsible Citizen of Earth--- First, Amadinajad of Iran's Statement paraphrased as "Our nuclear program now has no brakes or reverse" is an apocalyptic statement on the world stage. If we are to believe him then I think we are going to see one or more countries attack Iran to destroy all nuclear facilities. Iranians need to be aware that if they let Amadinejad have his way hundreds of thousands of Iranians will needlessly die of fast or slow nuclear radiation from these inevitable attacks by other nations.

You might be surprised to learn that the least likely to directly attack Iran will be the United States. Presently, in order these are the nations to expect Iran to be attacked by with missiles: Israel(in order to survive as a nation), Egypt and Saudi Arabia because after all they are Sunni nations and the most vulnerable big nations in the Middle east to Iran followed by Syria, Jordan and all the rest of the Middle east Sunni nations. What we are witnessing is the beginning of a very long civil war between Sunni's who follow Osama and Sunnis who don't follow Osama against ALL Shias led by Iran. The way things presently stand it is a fight to the death for preeminence in the middle east. The winner of this fight (when it ends, whenever that will be) will then take on the rest of the world as the de facto warlord leader of Islam. Any way you look at this it is not a very pretty picture for anyone!

As a psychic that can see both intentions and likely outcomes on the world stage I am writing this so that cooler rational heads can prevail so that the slow deaths by radiation poisoning do not poison the hearts of people in the middle east to the point that vendettas continue for thousands of years.

Coastal British prepare for Global weather changes

February 24th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/threatened_coasts;_ylt=AqwwiKLAYu_DwqaBDj7gnZMDW7oF

I was very interested in reading the above article on people in Britain, Holland and Italy's Venice preparing each in their own ways for big weather changes. Please paste above address if you are interested.

Global Preparations for severe long term weather changes are beginning in Earnest

February 24th 2007

I am very happy that more and more people are choosing to prepare for serious weather changes. The above article shows how serious people are taking all this in many parts of Europe. Even in Mississippi I heard that insurance companies like State Farm will grant no more insurance policies for homes and private property close enough to the coast to be vulnerable to storm surge. Though this will bankrupt and break the hearts of many it will ultimately save many lives. Though some will move towards despair and even suicide more lives will be saved than will be lost by being practical and moving to safer areas to live given the problems with Hurricanes, Tornadoes, Floods, etc. Floods, drought, winds over 100 miles per hour will become more and more common in many places on earth.

For example, I was skiing at 8000 feet on the side of Mt. Shasta and my wife and I saw several mosquitos trying to bite us in February 2007? I asked people in town if they had ever seen mosquitos in February before at 8000 Feet in the snow. They just looked at me in disbelief. But both my wife and I saw them and were completely amazed by the experience. (Normally, mosquitos start coming out of little pools of melted snow in June. So this really is a big thing for the Cascade mountain range.)

The Celestine Prophesy

February 23rd 2007

If you have a netflix account you can rent the movie The Celestine Prophesy. Otherwise you might be able to buy it at Borders or Amazon.com online. I had read the book when it first came out years ago now. I found the movie actually better than the book because of all the visuals. I remember as a very young man choosing to move toward intuitive enlightenment at least by age 17. I decided it was much more important to life on earth that I do this than commmit to any one career. So this was my commitment to life. Syncronicity or being in the right place at the right time was the path I chose because I was gifted enough to pull that off. Saint Germain would say "One million right decisions will take you to enlightenment". Being able to communicate with plants and all life in the ways depicted in the movie was a part of my early training.

Even this web site is a way to be in the right place and the right time not only for myself but to help you align with being in the right place and the right time for you and all that surrounds you. Whether you are religious or not, people on this path are all spiritual by nature and in this sense it is scientific and has been as long as man has been on earth in any form. Understanding your place in the universe is to learn how to always be in the right place at the right time all the time.

Changes!

February 23rd 2007

As a psychic I feel I need to warn the world of coming changes. First, the United States, mostly because of extreme pressure from China and Russia, is unlikely to attack Iran by air to destroy all nuclear facilities there. Israel is also unlikely to attack Iran by air. If Israel attacks Iran it will use Nuclear weapons at present in a desperate means for Israel's long term survival. I think even China and Russia would understand this even if they were very unhappy about it.

However, this transitional time for the United States while the U.S. regroups and adapts to world changes and renews and reinvigorates its army and all military will make countries like Saudi Arabia, Syria and Jordan,Eygpt and other Sunni countries very insecure. Expect them, if there is a vaccuum to hire a mercenary army to go against Iran. So in the present, even Saudi Arabia would likely welcome an Israeli attack against Iran to neutralize its nuclear facilities. Saudi Arabia might even secretly finance an Israeli attack on Iran. We are in a transitional and very dangerous stage of world history. There is a lot of subterfuge and secrecy. It has not been this dangerous since the Cuban Missile Crisis. Almost anything is possible.

Fred's Sayings

transcribed here February 22nd 2007

Everyone must save themself in the end
In desperation everyone must reach out for help
until they find it

(whether this help is God or just being practical is up to the individual)

One must think ones own thoughts
to attain enlightenment

YOU are the instrument of the unification
of all beings

Imagination alone
makes me realize
What can BE!

On Parenthood

February 21st 2007

I�m trying to understand something so please bear with me. Growing up I always thought of myself as a future father. There was really no concept that interested me more than being a father with children. I wasn�t that interested in being married. I just liked the idea of somehow extending childhood into adulthood by raising my own children. So even now at 58 I still have a 10 year old daughter at home. So now I have been raising at least one child continuously since I was 26. Mine, stepkids, god children. There has at least been one child under 15 that I have been raising continuously since I was 26. Nothing has given me the satisfaction of being a parent in life. Nothing else compares to it. People talk about careers. For me, making money is about taking care of my kids and seeing to their futures.

However, tonight I was thinking down a different track. This track took me to a place I did not like to be in. I looked deeper and thought to myself. Everything is chemicals, hormones. We are programmed to reproduce by these instincts. We receive pleasure from the act of reproducing. We are programmed by life, genetics, you name it to choose a mate that can most easily bear children. I found I didn�t like looking at life in this way but found what I was culturally programmed to think growing up even more strange than to see life as chemicals, hormones, and instinct.

In the past I tended to prefer to look at life holistically. For example if we look at a rose we don�t pull al the petals off it and all the leaves off it and then examine each piece like a cut up cadaver. Instead, we smell the rose and look at it and experience it in totality without destroying its essence by breaking it into pieces. Once it is broken into pieces it is no longer a rose. Unless of course one makes rose petal pillow stuffing which can preserve the essence of the original roses in a mummified sort of way. So that would be a mummified group of roses essence. Still in a sense holistic, I guess.

People have always told me that I make a good father because I have always put my children first.

At 21 I was excommunicated from my church. Because of losing the ability to contact 98% of my friends worldwide associated with the church I was raised in I considered suicide for several years. My parents worried that I would not stay alive. So when I was interested in a girl they encouraged this knowing that if I was interested in any particular girl likely I would choose to live while involved with that particular girl. When my live in girlfriend got pregnant when I was 25 and she 21, we married before my son was born. Though that relationship only lasted about 4 years I finally had a good reason not to off myself, a son. When I became a single father at age 29 I still had a good reason to stay alive. When I remarried at 32 a lady with 2 kids we became husband and wife to 3 kids instead of 1. Then I had another daughter and we got divorced. Then I remarried and had another daughter who is now 10. I just went skiing with my older daughter who is now in college at age 17.

So what is a parent? Is it hormones and organic chemicals and instinct? Or is it something wonderful and noble and altruistic and amazingly human. I think it is all these things. Because without good parents our whole civilization suffers.

Terror-Free Oil?

February 15th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070215/ts_alt_afp/afplifestyleusmideast_070215191920

Please paste the above article if interested.

I think this is a useful movement to join. It turns out that Sinclair oil only buys oil from the U.S. and Canada. The end result of this movement might be to include solar, wind, ethanol etc into the mix and REALLY change things within a few years to keep weapons paid for by mideast oil out of the hands of terrorists.

more on the Protectors

February 15th 2007

note to reader:On my index page is a protectors button gui to click on to summon the Protectors page. If you read the first few pages describing the sentient female (by choice) robot Purple Delta 7 and Star Plasma Being Sargeant Mark III and human male living body that belonged to a human in galactic battle who was a battle companion in the Galactic Marines. So Sargeant Mark III has two forms he can occupy: first his plasma body that was born living in and on a Star like our sun or his reanimated human body donated by his friend who died in battle on far away worlds.

Purple Delta 7 is the most sophisticated diplomatic, medical triage and simaltaneously strategically fatal robot in the galaxy with enough firepower available in a few moments to take out the whole solar system if that was ever necessary. Such a weapon (Only) is used to protect Galactic Royalty from any harm from this galaxy or another and from any time. She is authorized to travel anywhere in this galaxy in any time past,present or future and to alter time to protect Galactic Royalty. end note.

Purple Delta 7 and Sargeant Mark III were summoned to His Oneness' chambers to actually get to know Jonathan better. Though they had protected him now since his conception by going back and forward in time,conscious physical contact between Jonathan, Purple Delta 7 and Sargeant Mark III was rare.

As they arrived His Oneness and Jonathan were sitting in a living room type of informal area. His Oneness and Jonathan rose out of respect for these two "lifetime bodyguards" or Protectors of Jonathan.

His Oneness said in Greeting, "Welcome Protectors!" At this all smiled and shook hands in Jonathan's eras greetings out of deference to him. His Oneness smiled and looked on proudly at these three as he had created their triune relationship as a benefit to not only him but to the entire galaxy both directly and indirectly. For Jonathan was a very useful tool to help maintain stability on earth by revealing information to stablize certain events that could potentially be life threatening to mankind. And to protect Jonathan the Protectors subtly altered time and space until those who might wish to harm the Galaxy's will gave up the idea on their own. If not, they just disapeared permanently from earth.

Such were and are the methods of the Galaxy. They are only different from the big nations of earth in the Galaxy's extreme subtlety, politeness and then only if absolutely necessary their firmness and finality.

Though Jonathan doesn't personally approve of many galactic methods he realizes it may be the ONLY way for humans on earth to survive long enough to colonize other worlds so the whole human race of earth doesn't go extinct. However, each being must decide for himself, herself or itself what decisions it must make concerning absolutely everything if that being wishes to be taken seriously by the galaxy.

His Onenes said, "I want to thank you two for the incredible patience and time that you have dedicated to Jonathan and his well being." Sargeant Mark III said, "We are honored at this assignment, Sir! Besides, for a Galactic Marine like myself or for an INfinite series sentient like Purple, I mean, Purple Delta 7 we have already outlived our battle life expectancies by 100's of years.

His Oneness smiled, "You both have a future way beyond your present awareness. I hope you know that." Purple Delta 7 and Sargeant Mark III both smiled as they had discussed their incredible luck at being both happy companions and being able to work together so closely and how their team would likely be used by other royalty and how both would receive the most amazing technical and other enhancements as they became available.

After the meeting Purple Delta 7, Sargeant Mark III and Jonathan confered together walking in the woods. Jonathan spoke first, "I'm not sure you know how very grateful I am for your help in keeping the human race alive by allowing me to share enough information to keep the human race alive until they can either stablize civilization on earth both culturally and technologically or formally terraform and colonize other worlds or both.

Purple Delta 7 who by now had mastered watching all television shows on earth and all websites simaltaneously 24 hours a day for several years now said, "I'm not sure of the consequences of the way you share information." Jonathan said, "I'm not as big a multitasker as you are so please feel free to share your insights with me." Purple Delta 7 said, "I'm not human even though I love humans so I'm not entirely sure my synthesized awareness would be useful in making decisions." Jonathan said, "Try me." Purple Delta 7 said, "Well. Sacrifices will always be made to keep the human race alive. Decisions have to be made that in the end cause many beautiful aspects of society to be run over much like beautiful children playing in the woods being run over by unexpected Semi Trucks down an invisible interstate." Jonathan nodded. "I feel bad about what it takes to survive too. As a child I didn't want to grow up and have to make awful decisions. I remember prefering suicide to making useful decisions. However, if those of us who have the intelligence and sense to make life on earth survive and better don't do something then we are not worthy of being humans and then the human race itself is not worthy of being alive anymore."

Purple Delta 7 had a look on her face that could only be horror. There was something awful she learned in that moment about raw survival that a likely immortal like herself might never have to face even in battle. Because even in battle she had her orders to follow and so the ultimate blame of anything she did could in her mind be passed up the line to someone else. However, here was someone who knew what he knew and accepted responsibility for it and was acting because if he didn't what was going to happen to his people in the long run? Who else had the kind of intuition and capabilities combined with the intelligence and free time to make a real difference? She knew in this moment he was right. She knew in this moment why His Oneness had chosen Jonathan. She knew in this moment why Jonathan like His Oneness WAS Galactic Royalty. None of this was by accident. She was both AWED and Horrified by this moment. It would take her some time to think about the ramifications of all this!

Saudi's are getting nuclear reactors from Russia

February 14th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/saudi_russia_nuclear_dc;_ylt=AqsHKMDgsal40Nb4LldO9MIDW7oF

To counter the Iranian Shia nuclear threat to the Sunnis, Saudi Arabia is making arrangements with Russia to get their own nuclear plants and possible nuclear weapons.

Green Businesses need more encouragement

February 14th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/feature_climate_dc;_ylt=AlqPyEXy30Y8_9dlCSR77msDW7oF

There are some companies in California like Google and some schools like Chartwell that have gone green and are trend setters for the whole country starting in California. However, Both businesses and schools need encouragement as reported in the above yahoo newsite above. Please paste above address to read if you wish.

It is Better to Live Alone With Good Ideas!

February 13th 2007

The full title should be:
It is much better to Live Alone Living Good Ideas
Than to join others with stupid ones.

I started watching a TV documentary special that was showing a real life church that practices polygamy in the western United States. Watching this reminded me of the lock step ideas of a church I grew up in (we did not practice polygamy ). However, some things were the same. What was the same was that I felt like I was listening to worker bees that all said and did the same things in lock step. There wasn't one original thought in the whole bunch

The only thing that sounded interesting was when the polygamist husband of two wives and 9 kids said, "Well. Look at the rest of the world. Look how well all that has worked out!"

It doesn't matter what religion or religions you are into. If you can't have an original thought or Better yet, "If your religion does not allow you to have an original thought" Then you better start thinking about what happens if you even accidentally break one or more rules. Your "Wonderful" religions may come down on you like a ton of bricks and drive you insane or kill you outright.

IN the end the only one you can really trust is God and you, Everyone else could potentially be a threat to your survival. If you can't think this way on any level then the likelyhood that you will have a long life is very small.

There is a rule that I have found almost always to be true: "If something seems to good to be true
IT USUALLY IS!

That's not to say I don't believe in being grateful for what God provides. On the contrary I believe that gratitude is the motor of Life.

However, be very careful to the mechanisms that control and rule your lives. Like I said before, if you want a long and happy life it just doesn't happen when all the strings of your life are being pulled by someone other than you!

Giving oneself over to God is one thing but I personally think it is beyond a fools errand to let anyone come between you and God, especially a church or religion.

Of Global Warmings and Ice Ages

February 11th 2007

For this to be useful it is important for you to know that I am a life long precognitive psychic. My abilities seem to work best when there is impending danger so that I can see it before it happens and find a way to change it if possible. However, there is a secondary quality to these abilities that allows me to see deep into the past both here on earth and other places throughout this galaxy and other galaxies if I wished that.

Given all this I believe that human and humanoid colonies have existed unbroken on earth for approximately 7 million years. Before this there were studies of earth by humanoid and other spacemen since earth formed into existence who have studied earth from other places both in this galaxy and others and other dimensions.

You may say to me that scientists only have evidence of humans on the planet for about 40,000 to 60,000 years. For example, how much evidence do we have of cultures even 40 years ago let alone 4000 years ago. When some people talk for example of th 1960's who didn't actually live then I have to laugh because what they say wasn't at all like it really was. If you look at any era through a microscope what you get is a characature, a joke, not a reality in any way. No historic facts I read or witness of even the 1980's or before really capture what it was like for me or anyone else for that matter who actually lived through those times.

As you go back further and further in time I would say past say 5000 years there is so little left that making almost any statements about any culture is pure conjecture. Past 10,000 years things start to become vague indeed.

So here I would like to share what I see as a precognitive psychic about the past of humans and humanoids on earth.

The galaxy has studied earth and decided long ago it could not become a permanent cultural place and made it like a wild animal park. It has been like this for hundreds of millions of years a place for Galactics and others to come and visit and to study all the wild things here and most especially humans and humanoids who are (crazy enough to live here). One fact that most humans presently on earth don't know is that the planets colonized in the solar system were Mars and the planet blown up in a thermonuclear war that we now call the asteroid belt. It was well known that no culture could exist more than 10,000 to 25,000 years on earth without succomming to either global warming or ice ages. This was a given for Galactic Scientists from all nations within the Galaxy.

It was only when the cultures of the planet that became the asteroid belt blew up and killed Mars by blowing off its atmosphere that earth started to look good to the survivors. Especially after several chunks of the Asteroid belt killed most large dinosaurs around 65 million years ago did earth begin to really look good to those without a planet to live on. Sure, it was like a desert island in the sense that it had ice ages and global warmings but there is a saying, "Any port in a storm". This was the survivor humanoids of the Solar Systems "Any port in a storm". This was their desert Island in the Pacific so to speak. They were the survivors of the solar system with no place to go. The galaxy wasn't going to give them another place to go, especially after they had destroyed one planet completely and destroyed all life on Mars by the blowing off of the atmosphere of Mars by the destruction of the first planet.

So the survivors moved to earth and at first killed the large reptiles and fish to eat. Later they began to farm and develope a civilization here on earth. In time all the descendants forgot about the 10,000 to 25,000 year cycles of ice ages and potential global warming.

You may ask how many times have humans been through what we are going through now? The true answer is reached by dividing 7 million years by approximately 25,000 years. Of course this is only an approximation. By using a calculator I came up with approximately 280 civilizations. Now many of these civilzations didn't get as far as this one. I would say that is true of most of them. However, this civilization for whatever reason has many people who can remember what happened like me. So there is a possibility that we may be able to maintain technology, writing and civilization through this global warming so as to lessen the suffering of future humans from spending much time as cave men and the like. How many of you want your great great grandkids to be cavemen and women? I didn't think you would want that. So my goal here is to try to prevent all our great grandkids to not have to go through being cave people with no metal, no electricity, no forced air heating, no good food, no protection from bears,mountain lions, killer whales, sharks, bad weather, no food etc.

One way to prevent the loss of all culture, technology and creature comforts for those who want them is to spread this knowledge among enough people to develope cultural technologies and points of view that would be necessary for humans to come through all this with cultures and technologies intact. One way to do this would be redundancy. By developing books that are based on pictograms and placing them in libraries in all cities worldwide there would be a movement started to make sure that the 100 million to 500 million who are left before the Global warming tipping point is reached where the seas become alive again and the forests start to grow again have some way to reteach themselves how to read, how to grow food, how to do enough scientific research to survive well and especially how to prevent another global warming (there is no way to stop ice ages) only extreme global warmings. Global warmings are prevented by keeping CO2 under control on earth.

If these kinds of knowledge can be maintained and increased then possibly we can have a civilization that lasts millions of years like on many other planets in this galaxy and others. One of the ways for this kind of knowledge to be maintained is for at least a few humans to live as long as possible to maintain the knowledge and wisdom in their brains. In the past before writing, verbal memorization of all important stories and wisdoms were maintained in this way for thousands of generations of humans. It might be important to begin doing this again in case electrical generation of large tracts of earth gets wiped out for months or years by great storms. Because this would wipe out electrical grids and the internet and most phones in those areas.

For this reason, solar powered satellites beaming internet signals will be more useful than phone lines, fiber optics, and copper lines in the future. It will be far better to have solar powered computers with cell phone like capacities that can be mobile in case of extreme weather. For example if a flood or drought or extreme winds above 100 miles an hour occurs one could then take their solar powered laptop computer to another area. If the outside of all laptops eventually were coated with solar cells and if people had portable dishes that could both send and receive information from satellites anywhere on earth, civilizations could continue as long as both the satellites and the solar powered computers were working and that there were people who knew how to read. It might also be important that pictograms be available through the internet for people that don't or can't read. They might not be able to type communications but if shown how to access and use the pictograms they would be able to educate themselves to some degree.

In summary, the memorization of wisdom stories and the capacity to access pictograms through solar powered satellite accessed laptop computers might be the foundation of keeping culture and technology alive for millions of years.

Adapt or Die!

February 10th 2007

It has come to my attention by studying world affairs both business and news that the United States is moving into a very economically dangerous situation. The first problem is that we are losing so many jobs to China and India that our economic infrastructure in the United States is beginning to look like Swiss cheese or better yet a home overrun with termites. From the outside the U.S. might look good but if you look closer at how in debt out nation now is to nations like China if anyone of them demanded payment on their debt the United States economy could completely collapse. During Viet Nam we borrowed but then we had an infrastructure to repay the debt but now the home is full of economic termites because so many auto and manufacturing jobs have been outsourced. The vital jobs of our middle class have been outsourced and we actually can no longer really make good on our debts. The good news is that without the U.S. the economies of China and India would be in trouble to so it isn't PRESENTLY in their interest to forclose on our loans so to speak but that could change.

For example, Saudi Arabian private investments are at least 7% of the entire United STates Stock market's value. If all private Saudi investors got angry with the U.S. and withdrew their money from the stock market it would send us into a 1930's great depression within 6 months. So everyone needs everyone else until they don't or they don't think so. So all this requires good will from everyone toward everyone to continue working.

So if any large nation like China for example attacked us they would first collapse our economy by calling in our debts. So the first phase of any war with a big nation would be economic unless it was going to be a 5 minute blitzkrieg of nuclear missiles in which case the United States would ultimately lose because for example, China would still have at least 300 million to 500 million Chinese citizens left after such a strike and the United States would only have less than 100 million left. Do the math!

So basically speaking, in ANY land war with China now the United STates would eventually lose because of the poplulation factor unless all life was dead in China.If all life was dead in China then likely there would be no life anywhere in Asia or Europe and parts of Africa. So as you can see for any of the big nations war to the death is unthinkable because now in addition to any war we also have global warming.

So unless all the war resources of the world are now withdrawn on war and spent instead on Global Warming it is unlikely that any humans will be alive on earth within 1500 to 3000 years. Most of the information I can verify as a precognitive psychic as being 70% to 90% accurate. So the problems I have spoken of are very serious.

The System is Broken or Broken by the System?

February 9th 2007

I learned a lot in the 90's about legally divorcing when both parties will never agree on an important issue. Money and things haven't really been my issue, my 5 year old daughter in 1994 was for me the issue. What I learned I could fill volumes with. But some things I learned I would like to share as I have had 13 years to calm down from the awful truth that family law doesn't work or really protect anyone. I can only speak for California where I divorced but the real problem is that divorce law is based upon ownership. In other words who owns the car, the business, the possessions, the house, the kids? This is just a really crazy way to look at a family.

What really happens in a divorce if anything is contested is that a good percentage of ones possessions one way or the other wind up in the pockets of the attorneys and the courts.The sanity of the husband, the wife and especially the children are not protected. The likely result of this sequence events is suicide of one or more of the participants(husband, wife, kids)sooner or later or much later. Since justice is only theoretical and never actual the probability is that no one will be happy with the end result of the divorce,not the kids, not either of the parents, not the grandparents, not any relatives, not any friends, not the public. Oh, people may pretend everything is wonderful desperately trying to prevent the husband, the wife and the kids to stay alive but really that is actually all bullshit and everyone knows it. People just say a lot of really stupid things that don't really mean anything.

So after thinking about all this for 13 years now what have I learned: IF YOU GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS DON'T GET DIVORCED
BUT IF YOU DO PREPARE TO DIE AT LEAST PSYCHOLOGICALLY
BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY GETS OUT OF A DIVORCE ALIVE PSYCHOLOGICALLY!

That is what I have learned about divorce. Don't go through a contested divorce unless you want to see everyone in your family humiliated to the point of suicide.

In my case everyone stayed alive and is physically okay. Is everyone scarred for life in their hearts? Definitely. Is everyone a survivor? Definitely. We're okay. We survived.

What happened to me when I couldn't get full custody of my daughter to protect her (I eventually got joint legal custody) of a daughter that lived 7 hours away by car (9 hours now). This basically meant that I got to see my daughter from ages 7 to 13 9 to 10 weeks a years and talk to her once a week on the phone. I was lucky. It was expensive, both to get joint legal custody and to drive to see her. I was lucky. I could afford to drive that far once every month or two or so. When I couldn't get full custody I got angrier and angrier until I got a heart virus and came very close to dying. Then I had to retire to stay alive. The good news is that my present wife and I could afford for me to retire. The good new is that I have plenty of free time now but that's also the bad news. The good news is that God has rewarded me for fighting the good fight and sacrificing my life in the process. Glad to do it. My children are everything to me. My life( at least to me) is unimportant. However, many people tell me I am very important to them so I stay alive out of kindness to them. This is my life. Is yours that different?

25 Million Dollars!

February 9th 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070209/ts_nm/climate_prize_dc

Sir Richard Branson has offered $25,000,000 as a prize for anyone who can invent a way to take the CO2( Carbon dioxide) out of the air. For me, the logic would be elimentarily simple. First, CO2 is similar to H2O (water) in that they both have oxygen on board. So the logical answer could come from separating the O2(oxygen travels as O2 in its stable state) as peroxide O1 isn't stable unless stuck in water in the form you can buy it at a Long's Drug story and the like.

So logically, if one approaches the problem in this way one possibility would be a solar cell like device that instead of turning photons(Sunlight) into electricity would instead separate the carbon from the O2. For example, a passive device would be more desireable that an active device because an active device would require electricity to run and the generation of this electricity if not generated by solar or wind would create more CO2 than could be broken down into Carbon and oxygen. So how the carbon and oxygen are separated is just as important as doing it. Also, what will be done with the carbon once it is separated from the Oxygen? The oxygen could either be captured and sold compressed into tanks or released into the air for us to breathe.

Another hint about all this: What we are looking for is what all plants do naturally 24 hours a day. They turn Carbon dioxide into oxygen and give it back to us and keep the carbon in their plant bodies as I understand it.

More thoughts on Coverting CO2 to Oxygen and Carbon

February 9th 2007

I envision a device like two radio towers with wires and wind generating spinning devices places in a canyon where the wind always blows. So the very wind one wants to convert the carbon dioxide out of helps convert the energy to actually do it by generating electrical power from the wind while at the same time scrubbing the carbon out of the air electrically.

Carbon Scrubbers

February 10th 2007

I am a precognitive psychic. I remember being in real-time the charactor, Arcane in my online book Memories, 1,000,000 years into our future earth before this lifetime. I'm sorry I'm not the best writer but there it is. As Arcane I was shown this past of Earth we now live in on all timelines. When I think of the carbon scrubbers, the memory is of something constructed like two radio towers used for Radio stations all over america in the past. Two radio towers 300 to 500 feet high with many lines in between them. The two towers are at least 1 block apart. Spinning on the wires between the two towers are many mini wind turbines. Next to these wind generators are the carbon scrubbers which liberate the carbon from the oxygen which is allowed to flow free. These wind array powered carbon scrubbers are placed where the wind almost always blows in places like along Interstate 10 where it passes Palm Springs in California. The carbon falls from the scrubbers as microparticles of carbon that are so small that they sometimes carry on in the high winds for some time before they touch the ground. The Carbon scrubbers liberate electrically the carbon from the O2(oxygen). In the future people's favorite places to live on earth is downwind from a carbon scrubber after most plant life dies on earth and all the seas are dead. This is because natural sources of Oxygen are mostly gone then. Then oxygen no longer comes from the then dead oceans and the nonexistent forests.

Yes. Life does eventually come back to the oceans and the forests do eventually renew. But that only happens after 95% of the present level of population that is presently on earth has passed on from starvation and thirst because of the death of the oceans and most plant life on land and droughts. Only 100 million to 500 million people will be alive on earth when Global warming reverses and the oceans and the trees and farms slowly come back.

From Ask.com (a possible solution)

February 9th 2007

http://microgravity.grc.nasa.gov/fcarchive/fluids/papers/LeVan/Separation_of_Carbon.htm

Solid oxide electrolyzers, such as electrolysis cells utilizing yttria-stabilized zirconia, can produce oxygen from Mars atmospheric carbon dioxide and reject carbon monoxide and unreacted carbon dioxide in a separate stream. The oxygen-production process has been shown to be far more efficient if the high-pressure, unreacted carbon dioxide can be separated and recycled back into the feed stream. Additionally, the mass of the adsorption compressor can be reduced. Also, the carbon monoxide by-product is a valuable fuel for space exploration and habitation, with applications from fuel cells to production of hydrocarbons and plastics. In our research, we will design, construct, and test an innovative, robust, low mass, low power separation device that can recover carbon dioxide and carbon monoxide for Mars ISRU. Such fundamental process technology, involving gas-solid phase separation in a reduced gravitational environment, will help to enable Human Exploration and Development of Space. The separation device will be scaled to operate with a CO2 sorption compressor and a zirconia electrolysis device built at the NASA Ames Research Center and the University of Arizona, respectively. Figure 1 is a diagram of the overall system, incorporating the three critical elements of compression, electrolysis, and separation. For the CO/CO2 separator, we envision a thermally-driven adsorption-based separation system that combines elements of TSA, PSA, and adsorption compression. One such possible system is shown in Figure 2. Figure 2. Four-step adsorption cycle for separation of CO and CO2. CO is produced at the feed pressure (e.g., 1 bar); CO2 product is expanded to a pressure determined by the requirements of the zirconia cell. Two beds are needed. The steps are as follows: (1) Feed step: the bed is fed with the CO/CO2 mixture. The bed contains a CO2 selective adsorbent, and CO is produced as product. Little CO is adsorbed. (2) Heating step: as the bed is heated, the pressure increases.(3) Blowdown step: CO2 at high pressure is allowed to pass into a storage tank at a pressure sufficient to feed the zirconia cell. (4) Cooling step: the bed is cooled prior to returning it to the feed step. Research needs for the design shown in Figure 2 are as follows: � The best adsorbent for the process must be determined. � Adsorption isotherms must be measured, both for pure components and mixtures. � Mathematical modeling must be performed to provide a solid framework for design. � The separation system must be constructed and tested. � System integration must be studied.

Hope Springs Eternal

1:10 am pst February 9th 2007

The human race is not going to end. It will find a way to go on. You and I may live on to see thousands of years of changes. But most will not choose to do that even if given the choice. I was experiencing moral support from angel friends this evening. I have been struggling with my mother slowly passing away from Senile dementia. She doesn't know my son and I anymore. The angels were sharing that my world isn't ending. It is just changing. And that not only is my glass not half empty but that it will be refilled with something amazing and new. I have been experiencing a feeling of falling through space and waiting to hit the ground for about a year now with 1 friend and 2 relatives having passed on and another friend with premature Alheimers etc. etc. But the other side of it is that I also realize that I'm not dying. One of my friends still has good enough health to ski with me. My 17 year old daughter is back in my life and snowboards with my when I ski. My 10 year old daughter thinks I'm a great guy. My wife just had a colonoscopy and she came through with flying colors even though she was pretty scared beforehand. But most of all I'm ALIVE and THE WORLD IS NOT GOING TO END, IT"S JUST CHANGING REALLY FAST!

Of Visions Quests and Dragons

February 7th 2007

In 1983 I did a vision quest of no water and no food for 4 days on the south fork of the Trinity River in Northern California 5 miles from the nearest dirt road in a bear wallow right next to the Trinity River. At the time I just wanted to know what direction my spiritual path should take. After 2 days of waiting the incredibly vivid visions began. I had been praying and meditating for two days interperced with naps with fasting without either food or water.

In one vision I became a very powerful Merlin like figure which I now associate with both Merlin who we all know well from King Arthur's legend.I also now associate this vision with Padmasambhava who was a very evolved Mahasiddha from Afghanistan who came up from India where he was practicing and melded Buddhism with the local Bonpo religions to create the modern Tibetan Buddhism and its 4 schools of Gelukpa, Sakya, Kargyu and Nyingpa (going from most recent schools to oldest schools). Gelukpa is the School of the modern Dalai Lama and he is considered the leader of all Schools by Tibetan Buddhists all over earth.

In the process of my vision quest in 1983 in addition to experiencing the somewhat awesome and terrifying vision of becoming a powerful Merlin like figure.

My vision quest was overseen by a medicine man I was studying with then. After 4 rounds in the sweat lodge I walked upstream to the bear wallow and spent the next four days and nights there. After the vision quest I walked (stumbled) the four miles back to the sweat lodge for another 4 rounds in the sweat lodge with them medicine man. So I was following an unbroken tradition that has existed for at least 15,000 years to 20,000 years of not eating or drinking while praying for visions to show one what to do next. Especially, when one tribe was starving or in drought or ill or needed help this was done by one or more members of the tribe. Then when the vision questor returned he or she shared the visions he or she was allowed to with the whole tribe to empower them all and make them stronger mentally and physically and spiritually. Many times the anwers needed to help the tribe survive came in this exact way. Vision quests are then about individual and family and tribal survival spiritually and physically.

Souls all around the universe far beyond our galaxy all need a quality planet to evolve on and unless this platform of soul evolution is protected it will be lost to all beings. It is important that as many of us souls as possible step up to the plate now to keep the human race alive on earth as we move out to colonize other planets and places and dimensions in this galaxy as well as others.

the second vision that I had was that I became a great Golden Dragon at least 50 feet high while sitting and maybe 100 feet long. As this great Golden Dragon I breathed out Fire on thousands of people but they didn't die or get injured. Instead they began to smile as they became enlightened by the Dragonfire. This was a very rewarding vision that for me has become real through my writing and also by my helping various people in my life survive various calamities both short term and long term.

I remember multiple lifetimes in Tibet, China, Japan and various other locations around the world. My last lifetime before this was to die as a 12 year old at Nagasaki in a nuclear blast. You might think this unfortunate. On the contrary this karma caused me to be born in Seattle, Washington since the karma of being killed by a foreign power in a battle is to be born and raised by that foreign nation. So I was blessed with this lifetime in the United States. Though this nation is much more materialistic in some ways than what I was used to in other ways it has allowed me the time and freedom to study and grow in amazing ways that I was not allowed in other lifetimes.

Of Dragon Kings and "Descendents of the Dragon"

February 7th 2007

http://www.crystalinks.com/chinadragons.html

I found the following information at the above site. Please paste if interested.

I was reading something online and it spoke of Dragon Kings as a part of the ancient religious traditions of China. In the process of researching more about this I found the following from the above site:

The Celestial Chinese Dragon is comparable as the symbol of the Chinese race itself. Chinese around the world, proudly proclaim themselves "Lung Tik Chuan Ren" (Descendents of the Dragon). Dragons are referred to as the divine mythical creature that brings with it ultimate abundance, prosperity and good fortune.

As the emblem of the Emperor and the Imperial command, the legend of the Chinese Dragon permeates the ancient Chinese civilization and shaped their culture until today. Its benevolence signifies greatness, goodness and blessings.

The Chinese Dragon, or Lung , symbolizes power and excellence, valiancy and boldness, heroism and perseverance, nobility and divinity. A dragon overcomes obstacles until success is his. He is energetic, decisive, optimistic, intelligent and ambitious.

Unlike the negative energies associated with Western Dragons, most Eastern Dragons are beautiful, friendly, and wise. They are the angels of the Orient. Instead of being hated, they are loved and worshipped. Temples and shrines have been built to honor them, for they control the rain, rivers, lakes, and seas. Many Chinese cities have pagodas where people used to burn incense and pray to dragons.

The Black Dragon Pool Chapel, near Peking, was reserved for the Empress and her court.

Special worship services took place there on the first and fifteenth of every month. Dragon shrines and altars can still be seen in many parts of the Far East. They are usually along seashores and riverbanks, because most Eastern Dragons live in water.

The Isle of the Temple, in Japan's Inland Sea, has become a famous stopover for pilgrims who meditate and pray to dragons. Both male and female dragons have mated with humans.

Their descendants became great rulers. The Japanese Emperor Hirohito traced his ancestry back 125 generations to Princess Fruitful Jewel, daughter of a Dragon King of the Sea. Emperors in many Asian countries claimed to have dragon ancestors. This made them so proud, that everything they used was decorated with dragons and described in terms of the dragon: dragon-throne, dragon-robe, dragon-bed, dragon-boat. Calling an emperor "dragon-face" was a supreme compliment. People believed that rulers could change themselves into dragons. For hundreds of years, Japanese emperors sat concealed behind bamboo curtains whenever visitors came. Anyone who dared to peek was condemned to death.

Everything connected with Eastern Dragons is blessed.

The Year of the Dragon, which takes place ever twelve years, is lucky. Present-day Oriental astrologers claim that children born during Dragon Years enjoy health, wealth, and long life.

Dragons are so wise that they have been royal advisors. A thirteenth-century Cambodian king spent his nights in a golden tower, where he consulted with the real ruler of the land a nine-headed dragon.

Eastern Dragons are vain, even though they are wise. They are insulted when a ruler doesn't follow their advice, or when people do not honor their importance. Then, by thrashing about, dragons either stop making rain and cause water shortages, or they breathe black clouds that bring storms and floods. Small dragons do minor mischief, such as making roofs leak, or causing rice to be sticky. People set off firecrackers and carry immense paper dragons in special parades. They also race dragon-shaped boats in water all to please and appease their dragons.

The Dragon brings upon the essence of life, in the form of its celestial breath, known to many as sheng chi. He yields life and bestows its power in the form of the seasons, bringing water from rain, warmth from the sunshine, wind from the seas and soil from the Earth.

The Dragon is the ultimate representation of the forces of Mother Nature, the greatest divine force on Earth.

The Chinese Dragon is often seen as the symbol of divine protection and vigilance. It is regarded as the Supreme Being amongst all creatures. It has the ability to live in the seas, fly up the heavens and coiled up in the land in the form of mountains. Being the divine mythical animal, the Dragon can ward off wandering evil spirits, protect the innocent and bestow safety to all that hold his emblem. The Chinese Dragon is looked upon as the ultimate symbol of Good Fortune.

Dreaming of College

February 7th 2007

I was dreaming last night of going to college last night. Since I have had total about 8 years of college that is not surprising. However, as I was waking I saw it would be a good thing for me to write about as it would be helpful both to me and possibly to you as well.

While I was last in college at one of the Universities of California-UC I noticed several things happening simaltaneously. The first was that it was a lot of fun learning from other students who were mostly 18-30 years old because I was at the time about 40. The second thing I noticed was that I was now competing with mostly kids who were straight A students from High school who tended to be people like High School Class Presidents, Valedictorians of their senior class or who at least held student offices and or were presidents of class clubs, members of sports teams etc. I found this very stimulating while at the same time running a business and raising teenagers and a new baby. My wife at the time was also attending the same UC. We found ways of doing it all because at that age one tends to be highly efficient because of the life experience garnered from raising a family and running one or more businesses.

But also while there I noticed something else. For me, at least, all the formal structural thinking tended to interfere with my processes that I valued most. In other words I found that thinking that was that structured interfered with my most intuitive thoughts and with being in the right place at the right time. University critical thinking started making me feel like I was an ant or honeybee rather that a free thinking Socrates or Plato or Lao Tzu or even a Buddha. I was disturbed by this because I had been convinced long before that the survival of society comes directly from meditative philosophical thought and that people who become to intellectual tend to separate themselves too much from intuitive more meditative thought and thereby interfere in that way with their survival as well as group survival. What do you think about this?

It IS possible that this is just me. It is possible that other types of people have no trouble in doing both. However, I believe that there is something to what I am saying here. In other words there is something seriously wrong with how colleges train minds.

I think the problem lies in training people to work in large corporations. This type of pyramid structure creates people who must fit in just like soldiers. It kills creative thought and tends to prevent really creative entrepreuneurs like Bill Gates and Steven Jobs. Free thinkers are the ones in the end who will solve problems like Global Warming. People who drop out of Harvard on a whim to start Microsoft are the ones who will change the world. People who create their own businesses will be the ones who survive Global warming. All the rest might follow. But remember, right now we need people like Bill Gates and Steven Jobs who are young to save us from Global Warming. We need people who find a way of getting rich by saving us all!!

Why Do I Write?

February 6th 2007

I write because I can. I write because I am moved to. I write because I believe that it can be helpful to others. I write because I have become a very wise person. I have found that almost anyone who lives beyond 50 years of age (I am almost 59) tends to be wise just to have survived that long. So I feel I have a lot of knowledge and wisdom to share if anyone is interested. I write because it is therapeudic and tends to heal me when I am able to get my true feelings out and about. I have watched so many people hold all their true feelings in because the felt they had to and then watched them slowly die of cancer or some other awful disease. Being fearless enough to write what I really think I will live longer than most people on earth. I already have.

Truisms

February 6th 2007

If someone is trying to kill you
finding a way to survive is the only important truth

If life brings you quietude
use that time to contemplate truth
Then when life is difficult
you're newfound truths
and memories of quietude
will comfort you
and see you through
to a brighter day

When quietude comes again
give gratitude
for gratitude is the motor of life
when one is grateful and appreciates life
truly the heavens open up for that person

then take time to further contemplate truth
for then you may be clear enough to begin to become
a teacher of men, of women, of children
In this way the human race
hears new messages of truth
and of how to live
through anything

Psychic from Conception

February 5th 2007

I was watching the end of the TV show Heroes and was inspired to write this. I find this show in many ways demonstrates what many of us who are gifted experience (even though it is pretty hollywooded up). My experience was both very different and yet in some ways very similar to what happens to many of the gifted people in Heroes. I found no way to survive powerful gifts other than to find a spiritual path so that I could protect both myself and all other beings.

My first experience that in my memory at least that began all this was when I was between 1 1/2 to 2 years old in Seattle likely 1950. My Scottish Grandmother was singing to me in her scottish brogue "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" while I lay in her lap in a stuffed rocking chair so I guess it likely was around Christmas 1949 or 1950. While she was singing, Arcangel Michael and his Arcangel Band of Angels. (5 to 7 in all) appeared life size in the room with us. I don't know if Nana(Grandma) saw them or not. But I did. They all had shoulder length hair with nordic complections. The hair was different on each, Blonde on one light brown on another, dark brown on the next and Black on the next. There was no facial hair on any of them. As Nana sang they all smiled at me like I was one of them, like they would always be there for me all my life. I have experienced this ever since. This is why I'm still alive after all these years. IN this way my life has always been amazing.

I remember as I was learning to walk all the adults were very large to me. I remember hearing the thoughts of all adults and feeling frightened by most adult thoughts and feelings. I began wondering why adults never said what they really thought or felt. It took me until I was 15 to fully get that civilization was based on politeness and that if everyone said exactly what they thought and felt that everyone might kill each other and all civilization might cease to exist.

As I grew up I found that I generally was more sensitive and refined in many ways that most boys I knew. I would tend to fight less than most boys and generally was more of a gentleman and less crazy than most boys. I tried very hard not to harm anyone physically. I made more of an effort at this than most boys. Also, I was always very big and strong for my age and didn't want to injure anyone because of my strength and stature so I tended to be more cautious because of this. Almost no one physically picked on me because of my size unless they were much older and bigger than I.

When I was 10 I had a paper route and one Sunday Morning I delivered my papers on bicycle between 4 am and 6 am like all other sundays. However, on the way home I stopped and watched to dogs copulate. I had never seen this before. A very big dog was copulating with a very little dog and the little dog didn't like it. It was a very strange experience for me as I had never seen anything like this before. I went home and went back to sleep not thinking about all this. However, that morning while sleeping a black hand came to me in my dreams and strangled me. I woke up on the floor with my head in my mother's arms. She looked scared. She said I had a bad dream but didn't tell me I had had a seizure. I don't think she told Dad either because she was scared.

I had a seizure once about every 6 months at night during a bad dream until I turned 15. At 14 I realized I wasn't going to survive many more of these so I got religion and went to church 3 to 4 times a week trying to survive childhood epilepsy. At age 15 I used my religious training in invoke God into my body to protect me from harm. However, what really happened is that God after coming into my body brought with him very powerful supernatural powers that have stayed ever since and grown and grown and grown.

The first miracle was that I completely changed in appearance soon after this event and girls started falling in love with me. The second miracle was that my seizures stopped ever since. Forever or 44 years now since 1963. The third set of miracles was that I found that I had many different yet interelated psychic gifts. I was frightened by these gifts even as I was grateful for them as they kept me and friends and family alive on many occasions.

One of the many problems with all this was that I had a hard time protecting people from my protectors. It was as if I was a God Being that was protected by God and that average nasty people had better watch out because if they offended God bad things happened to them. As I began to realize this was happening I became frightened about this and tried to protect ignorant nasty people from being harmed by my protectors. Some times I quite college classes to protect people and if I couldn't protect some people sometimes I quit jobs so people wouldn't be injured by my protectors.

It wasn't until I was 32 or 33 years old and had met my first Tibetan Lama that I began to figure out better how to protect people from my protectors. By 33 I realized I was probably a Tibetan Tulku, a bodhisattva that consciously reincarnates to help end the suffering of all souls and to help bring all to enlightenment. But I suffered a lot before I came to this realization.However, when I began to be initiated by Lamas and to understand these kinds of things at this point I had no trouble invoking pure angelic beings to assist me protecting all beings from my protectors. However, I also knew by then that my protectors had had to protect me all those years growing up so that I could fully realize this completed "bodhisatva" state again.

It wasn't that I never did anything wrong in life growing up. It was just that I had a very different skill set than the average person because my my recent past lives since 1100 AD. For example, in this life I have watched many geniuses and validictorians kill themselves with alcohol, drugs, women etc over the years. I have realized in this life again that the most important skill any of us has is common sense and right mindful compassion towards ourselves and all beings in the universe. If one can be in tune with the universe to be in the right place at the right time intuitively while maintaining compassion toward themselves and all beings in the universe then THAT TRULY IS SOMETHING WORTH WRITING HOME ABOUT! That is what Jesus and Buddha and many amazing beings have done for thousands and thousands of years. However, reaching realizations is only the first step in putting into practice your realizations. I have heard many spiritual teachers talk about how within one spiritual message of a teacher there can be 50 different levels of comprehension.

A good illustration would be when you take your child to see a movie cartoon at a local theatre one notices that there are at least 2 or more levels that these cartoon movies are directed at. One level of jokes are directed at 3 to 8 year olds then there are slightly more sophisticated jokes for the 8 to 15 year old crowd and then there are the jokes aimed directly at the 15 to 100 year old crowd that make the adults howl with laughter. Spiritual teachings can be like this too depending on ones depth of comprehension of a given subject. Blessings to All.

Definition of soliloquy

February 5th 2007

definition: The act of speaking to oneself. Also:A dramatic or literary discourse in which a charactor talks to himself or herself or reveals his or her thoughts with out addressing a listener.

Example of soliloquy Shakespeare's Hamlet's soliloquy begins with "to Be or not to Be---" I was researching on ask.com for my daughter's homework when I found the above gem.

What is Reality?

February 5th 2007

You may think this is an odd question. But Reality I would have to define in relation to at least human beings as being "What each human being experiences from conception forward combined with how each human is conditioned by both their ongoing experiences and how they are terrified into believing different things by adults along the way." Now you may say, "Why did you choose the words 'terrified into believing by adults along the way'? I believe that reality 'especially' now more than ever must be defined in this way because of how fundamentalist parents whether they be religious or secular terrify their children into following their lead and in some cases if they don't follow their parents lead the children or young adults are either marginalized, verbally or physically tortured or just killed in cultures around the world.

In some ways I wish reality could be defined as what human beings experience without being terrified into believing but then that would negate all cultures.

Next I would like to say that every culture tends to be somewhat ethnocentric. Ethnocentric simply means that the members of that culture tend to think that all other cultures are inferior to that culture. Good examples of this are Russia, China, The United States, England and Japan. Though there are many such cultures, these cultures that I have mentioned tend to be the MOST ethnocentric on the world stage.

Therefore these cultures are also on a cultural level the least suited for Globalisation if that is ones goal. On a business level though this is an entirely different story. I'm just speaking culturally. Just look at the ethnocentric nature of American media. These days if something really bad happens on the world stage don't expect it to show up on American news.

For example right now 340,000 people are homeless from the floods in the capital of Indonesia and I have barely even heard anything about it on American television new. It is almost like it didn't even happen.

So Back to reality. When I write I try to negate most of how I have been terrified into believing things by any adults. I try to write of experiences that I have experienced in my exploration of Reality as a teenager and young adult on into middle age. My father taught me to be a 'free thinker' and a 'critical thinker' by the time I was 9 years old by debating with me many subjects. He sought to draw out my opinion whether he agreed with me or not. Yes. There were many walls we hit like when he told me I couldn't listen to rock n' roll because it was evil and ridiculous stuff like that. All that did was make me think my Dad was Passe' and old school and that he was just (out of date) and to be ignored on this level. But in the main he encouraged me to think for myself, to make my own decisions and to be a real 'free thinker' on any subject I chose. For this, I will always love and cherish my father. For this I believe is the single most valuable quality that he EVER instilled in me. For the capacity to be an innovative "free Thinker" has been the single most important quality that has saved my life and sanity and the life and sanity of many friends and relations throughout my life. The capacity to be innovative and to think in new ways and try new things has been the single most important thing that I share with my children as well! To always "Question Authority" is also one of the most important qualities as well. Because as we all know "Absolute power corrupts absolutely". The most wonderful people can all be corrupted by too much power. This is a really unfortunate truth! So learning to define reality yourself is the single most important factor in youre long term survival as a human being!

12 versions of the Truth

February 4th 2007

It is way to simplistic to say that there is only one version of the truth. Only a child in consciousness and a 3 or 4 year old at that can actually think that way and succeed in any way. For me to say that there are 12 versions of truth is also completely arbitrary. One could actually choose any number and possibly be right depending on the person. We are influenced in choosing our truths beyond the basic 3 or 4 year old truths by family, culture, religion and everything and everyone else we are exposed to growing up. There are basic secret truths, semi secret truths and public truths and none of them may do full justice to who we are or what life is at core. For those of us who survive past 30 the most basic truth of all is=Truth is survival, in other words if you don't do what causes you to survive then you don't. But ultimately, that is only one of many many other truths competing for our attention. For although (to survive past 30) truth IS survival it is also many other things if one wants to remain sane and integrated as a person

For example (Lose your dreams and you will lose your mind) is a very very basic truth. This leads all grown ups over 25 to realize: (If I don't change my dreams I will not survive because my dreams are or were too specific to actually have a practical chance of happenning in reality). So we learn the art of compromise in order to survive. Is compromise a lie or is it truth? Here we find ourselves back at truth is survival. So then we see that without some compromise we don't physically or mentally survive but if we compromise too much then we lose both our dreams and our minds.

Here we must (if we wish to physically and mentaly survive) constantly strive for two things (compassion and balance). Without compassion towards ourselves we become so hard that no one wants to be around us and the same is true about compassion towards others. People don't want to be around us if we aren't compassionate towards others as well. People in general tend to have difficulty being either compassionate towards themselves or others. The extreme version of not being compassionate towards oneself or others would be a suicide bomber that kills not only him or herself but hundreds of others. Each time we witness through the news this action we witness the death of civilization in microcosm. Witnessing the death of civilization in microcosm over and over one can only see that if this goes on long enough civilization itself will suicide. Logically and emperically this is an inevitable result.So in extreme form a suicide bomber is symbolic of the ultimate death of truth. Since beings cannot survive without enough truth it is like watching us all die for no reason.

In other articles I have written about how suicide bombing is not limited to Osama's followers. If all this goes on long enough we shall see Shia suicide bombers, Christian suicide bombers and even secular suicide bombers. Even though this may not start for 50 to 100 years I think this result might be inevitable if some other factor doesn't come into play that we all haven't considered yet.

Back to truth. Truth when we are young is simple: we have our own little child basic truths and then we have the scary truths of adults that are rammed into us by them scaring us by one means or another and demanding we buy into their truths. Are the truths adults give us superior? Not Necessarily. Adults tend to do what is expedient. In other words they do what is best for them. They might altruistically want to do something better for their children, but in the end they have to do what is expedient in order to just barely survive and to keep their kids alive one more day. So what is the truth in all this? Truth is Survival is what is taught which is important. But like I said before truth is survival doesn't lead to sanity it only leads to physical survival. Hopefully, as we mature we are all given enough time and good enough teachers to contemplate the deeper meanings of truth so that we can create better lives for ourselves and our children and our friends and relatives. If enough of us can grow in this way real truth can spread around the world and throughout the universe. This would be something REALLY wonderful and useful for all mankind (both those alive and those who have gone and suffered before).

Don't trust anyone over 30?

12:42 am pst February 4th 2007

I remember thinking like this. The logic was flawless for a generation like ours looking inward for answers. However, to survive beyond 30 one had to add an ingredient mostly lacking in the under 30's of my time. Sacrifice! Sacrifice for family, for friends, for country, for humans etc. etc. etc. Of course people over thirty back in the 1970's over 30 lied much more than people do now(atleast in the US) without even giving it another thought. It was just what people had to do to survive the Great Depression and World War II. Those who hadn't bent the truth were all dead. Only the resourceful had survived. Even the survivors were wounded.

But to my generation who lived in the truly golden age of the 60's and 70's life was a pretty amazing experience for those of us who survived it with both body and mind intact. Our generation was rich enough to be idealistic. Smart and numerous enought so people had to give us at least a second chance, a second thought. Some people loved us. Some people hated us and some people just killed us whenever they could.

To live past thirty one HAS to be crazy! The logic of that is inescapable. You can be idealistic and not trust anyone over 30 if you are under 30 but if you want to live to an old age you better get a little crazy because people over 30 just don't tend to survive without being a little crazy and sacrificing a lot for family, friends, money, fame etc. Have your ideals. Have your dreams. But most of all just remember for most of us the world doesn't suddenly end at 30, we just have to learn to cope and cope and cope some more and then we are 60, 70, and 80 years olds wondering whatever happened to the fun kids we used to be.

The Lobsters in the Pot

February 3rd 2007

The Lobsters=humans and creaturs of earth--- and the pot=earth and its atmosphere are in for it according the the United Nations IPCC report being released on Global Warming. However, what is important is not the report itself but what humans do about it. I have long considered humans like the lobster in the pot story. For those who don't know it a lobster if thrown into boiling water will jump out. But if that same lobster is thrown into a pot of cold water and then the water is slowly heated that same lobster will not know when to jump out and will be cooked. Which lobster are we? That is the real question. Humans together could fix this problem if they could join together like they did in World War II to face common enemies. However, if we all stay disorganized we and all our civilizations and all our technology and cultures will die. Which lobster are we???

Supercells and Florida and other Flat tropical areas

February 3rd 2007

I was looking at a picture of one of the areas in Florida devastated by the latest Weather supercell to hit there. It seems only logical to me if I lived in that area in either a mobile home or anywhere in Florida to install either a cement or fiberglass unused septic tank to use exclusively as a weather shelter. If one had a good weather alarm system installed one could then shepard the family or friends or just oneself into the the completely buried structure that could probably survive up to a 200 mile an hour plus burst of wind unlike any other wood and/or aluminum structure on the surface. It might be important to have a door that can seal out water under most conditions as well since one would be underground and need to also protect from storm water surges. So being aware of the elevation of the land and distance from the ocean or rivers or levees or lakes might also be an important consideration.

Another idea would be if you owned a sailboat or powerboat. I noticed that some of the people that survived the best during Hurricane Katrina were people on tied down fishing boats on the coast. Even when the 30 foot surge of ocean came in they tended to be among those on the coast who survived such things. So if one was worried about both very high winds and storm surges one might be able to ride it out in a boat with an enclosed cabin on board. If there was high wind it might be possible to dig a deep trench in which the top of the cabin was at or below the surface of the earth. Then if wind came it would tend to stay above the boat and not competely destroy it. And if water came the boat would float to the surface, hopefully with family and friends on board. Obviously, everyone has different resources but these are some of my survival ideas for those with specific resources.

Global Warnings

February 2nd 2007

http://www.forbes.com/forbeslife/health/feeds/hscout/2007/02/02/hscout601612.html

If you paste the above article it talks about the health threats that are coming through global warming. It also says what I also have seen for some time as a precognitive psychic. It is very unlikely that humans will be able to stop or slow down the cumulative effects of global warming for at least several hundred years. Though as a psychic I do believe it is possible to eventually begin to reverse the effects of global warming now in progress it will likely be somewhat inevitable for those who survive ongoing to watch millions and then billions be extinguished over the next few hundred years directly from winds, Drought, snow and extreme hurricanes and extreme dust storms and extreme changes in temerature etc. However, it is my belief that eventually humanity will find some way to bring us back from the brink of extinction whether by colonizing another world and eventually recolonizing earth or by re-terraforming earth's climate to be like it once was in the 1700's or 1800's AD or some combination like that. So althought in the short run it might be difficult it is my belief that like other challanges of the past humans will find a way forward for at least some humans to survive on this planet or others.

Water?

February 2nd 2007

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070202/sc_nm/globalwarming_water_dc

Since I have been a precognitive psychic for all my 58 years. The following is just my trying to be helpful.Water will be more and more a very scarce and precious commodity on earth at least the non saline (unsalted) kind. Because of this migrating to an area that is on the ocean with a river nearby above 100 feet in altitude (to prevent ocean surges, tsunamis, hurricane water surges etc.) is one way to assure plentiful water. Then even during extreme droughts one has a way to collect water from ocean or river in emergencies that can be then boiled or distilled as necessary. Because without water people tend to die depending on temperature between 2 weeks to one day(one day being temperatures above 120 degrees farenheit). So what I'm talking about here is how to survive the next 25 to 50 years before winds start to increase and the coasts start to become uninhabitable over the next few hundred years for anyone living above ground level.

Jesus Loves Osama?

February 1st 2007 1:48 pm pst

What? This title is showing up on Australian Billboards in Australia and put there by a Christian Church. It is my theory that the minister behind this has studied Zen Buddhism as well as Christianity. Because "Jesus Loves Osama" is a perfectly designed Zen Koan. What? You might say. Well. The purpose of a Zen Koan is to break temporarily your mind in order to move it to enlightenment. In this case enlightenment is a larger world view of reality. Does Jesus love Osama's soul? Quite likely. Does he love what Osama has done as a genocider? No!!! However, simply put the purpose of Jesus Loves Osama is to blow your mind and to break it temporarily to be able to access another world view. Because to admit that Jesus loves Osama is to also say that "Jesus Loves Hitler". Jesus loves Pol Pot. Jesus loves Idi Amin. Jesus loves Stalin. Jesus love Mao Tse Tung. Etc. Etc. Etc.

The good that will come from this is all the minds that will be blown in confronting truths and reality. However, I don't think most of the world is ready for Zen enlightenment.

Another thing that I'm not sure the Western world is ready for. The primary purpose at this time of Osama Bin Laden is to genocide all Shia and all Muslims that do not share his extreme view. In understanding this and knowing that Osama wants the whole middle east to become a single extreme islamic Caliphate under suriya law (Koranic priestly law) with all Shias and Hezbollah and Iranians genocided then one can finally comprehend the full horror for all Islamics at this time. Most of the western world is still too uneducated to understand this fully. Most don't understand that Osama has used the US to begin his plan of Middle eastern domination under his extreme views. The western world has en masse been too ignorant of his long term plans to get any of this. This is because the western world doesn't think like Islamics have thought for 1500 years. It is a complete cultural discontinuity!!!

May the Force Be With you

2:00 Am pst February 1st 2007

I was trying to sleep and realized I had to write this down. I remember when I was in my late teens or twenties. About 90% of me believed that there was a God or higher power and about 10% of me didn't. I pictured what it would be like if here was no God or higher power and decided that without God I would prefer to be dead. So right then I decided that I would negate the 10% doubt by just understanding that if there was no God that I would then logically choose to die.

Flash forward 40 years to now. I was going to sleep and going over those thoughts and realized deeply that I still agreed with these premises. I further realized that I consider people who don't believe in God or a higher power Inhuman. Oh, I'm very open minded and am kind to all people in person unless they want to harm or kill me. Even then I won't harm them unless I had absolutely no other choice and was backed into a corner so to speak in self defense. And even then I would defend myself supernaturally as that is always my first choice. Physical violence I find, at least for someone as gifted as I is usally never necessary because I can see what is coming way before it might happen and alter time and space in order to survive and to help others to survive.

However, all these thoughts bring another kind of dilemma, one of a kind of bigotry. In other words: "If I don't consider humans who don't believe or don't care if God exists as human then how can I have fond feelings toward animals who may not understand the concept of God or a higher power?" Yes. This is a conundrum. One one level I think, "Humans who don't believe in God should just commit suicide like I would have if I didn't believe in God." But then I think, "Well. Maybe they have found another way to cope with all the insanities of life. Maybe by deifying themselves they have solved the problem of not believing in God by believing that They are the God in their lives." And then I'm left with, "How is that really any different than my solution which was to realize subconsciously that I AM a God. Maybe not The God but at the very least a perfect microcosm of the infinite God made in His or Her or It's image. Yes. This is a conundrum. And "No" I don't have and answer for this question. However, it is funny just thinking this way gives me great peace in knowing there are others who realize themselves to be the God of their own worlds too, even though I also recognize I am only a microcosmic God of my own world and that there is simaltaneously and infinite God that resonates perfectly with me. Somehow this conversation and dialogue brings me peace and makes me feel less alone and part of a group of the enlightened trillions in the infinite universe.

Global Warnings

January 30th 2007

http://www.abcnews.go.com/GMA/GlobalWarming/story?id=2834152&page=1

The above story that you can paste if you want to read it basically says that serious Global warming effects will arrive within 10 years. As a precognitive psychic they agree with my experiences. Everything is changing much much faster than I inticipated too.

I was watching a Nova program on PBS last night on tv. They were talking about 5 different major die outs of life last night and were postulating that at least some of the die outs came from suddne increases in carbon dioxide on earth. One of these, 250 million years ago was caused by many active volcanoes spewing out carbon dioxide into the air in Siberia. This caused a sudden shift in greenhouse gases. And this caused temperatures to swiftly rise in the Oceans. It turns out that oxygen only stays fixed in water at colder temperatures. When the water in the oceans got warm enough it all released into the air killing most life in the waters. With Oxygen gone Hydrgen sulfide bacteria in the oceans could then live in much greater abundance. They created hydrogen sulfide gas which killed all oxygen based life in the oceans and then released into the atmosphere by bubbling up out of the oceans which killed most land based life.

If this scenario is true then the only way to stop a long term scenario from eventually killing most or all life on earth would be some kind of national or international efforts to stabilize climates. It would work in some ways like humans have used fire departments world wide to control unwanted fire from destroying cities and homes. Creating an international effective system to protect the climate may be one of the few long term hopes of the human races long term survival.

My Path

January 29th 2007

I was watching CNN. A commentator was speaking about how YOUTUBE was going to start paying people for contributing videos. It got me thinking about my path somehow. If you want to know the most important things I've learned read "For the Gifted Ones 1-20-07" further down the journal page.

Here I'm going to speak more about what my path has been like for me. I guess my experience looking back on the last 58 almost 59 years soon in April it has been "The Long and Winding Road". If you read the Beatles lyric while crying then you get my life and how I remember it. Very Bittersweet. Was it all worthwhile. I guess it is a matter of opinion. I'm not sure mine counts at this point. Because long ago I wanted to do away with myself at 21 and personally haven't changed that opinion since. I have lived on to honor God and all beings with my kindness and compassion. I decided firmly and haven't changed my opinion that this world just wasn't worth staying alive in as an adult. I guess if you were a kid that had a decent life like I did it was okay but as an adult? Forget it. No matter what you have the suffering if you are a kind intelligent person is just too great to survive and feel good about it.

I guess if you hated everyone and really were sick about being a total bastard to everyone then you might like being alive and torturing everyone. However, as a kind and caring person I saw no way forward for me to feel good about my life so I chose to end it.

In the beginning of my life into adulthood I was a dualist. In otherwords I believed in good and bad even though I never believed in Hell as being anything else but what some people experience while on earth. For me, my personal hell ended when a friend of mine who is very gifted like me showed me how to live in a heaven realm right here on earth by having angels around me most of the time as protectors and friends and benefactors. I found since I could replicate heaven right here on earth that I did not have to commit suicide. My "Angels" have been with me and growing in number ever since. Many of my new "angels" are friends and relatives who have passed away and who continue to help those on earth from the other side.

In my early thirties I was introduced to Tibetan Lamas and native American Medicine Men. Through both of these experiences I became a non-dualist, and found it to be much more adult like and came to see being a dualist as childish and unevolved. I came to see things not so much as good and bad but like the weather. Is snow good or bad? Is rain good or bad? Is wind good or bad? In all of these situations one must ask for whom or what group? Otherwise saying good or bad comes up being ridiculous.

Instead I came up with another tried and true formula. All beings want to be treated with kindness and compassion. In addition to this all beings suffer with many of the same problems. It does not matter if these beings are human or animal or creature or alien from another world. All beings intrinsically need to be treated with kindness and compassion. Then I learned about the suicidal aspects of idiot compassion. Idiot compassion is compassion practiced without wisdom. Then I learned about Right mindful compassion that seeks the wisest way to help all beings. Then I learned about Tibetan Buddhism and of Becoming like an enlightened King so one could then benefit all beings in the Universe. Then I learned that to the truly compassionate and enlightened, time and space is no barrier at all to compassionate spontaneous accomplishment anwhere and anywhen in the universe. At this point most of the fear in my life dropped away and I became aligned with the infinite compasionate array of wise and kind and compassionate beings which spans all universes and all times and spaces. This was a major breakthrough for me and a blessing both to myself and all life in the universe. Though this manifested in a secret way. I am publicly speaking of this today to bless all life everywhere.

Though all the above is true it does not mean that I still don't have to deal with the problems of living in a human body on earth and trying to stay alive and balanced. It just means that I live in a state of Grace in many ways in which I have the Leisure to do spiritual practice to benefit all beings in an unlimited way. I worked my whole life to be able to do this. I was speaking to a friend recently and we were speaking about what we had tried to do in this lifetime. He is a famous musician and so he talked about how he wanted to make people feel more centered and at peace through his music. I spoke of how I wanted to Be at peace and have the time to generate inner peace through the leisure to practice. In this sense both of us had succeeded in our goals that we set as young men in our teens and early twenties.

I Live in the Future

January 28th 2007

I was a boy growing up in the 1950's and in 1961 I was 13. In 1969 I was 21. So for me, at least, anything after about 1975 IS the future and in a way inconceivable for the child in me. Sure, I am an adult and am theoretically at least capable of coping with anything. Sort of. Yes. I have the battle spirit to go on no matter what just like I was taught. To keep right on going like soldiers did in old revolutionary war movies with pieces of them blown off. To keep right on going until so many pieces are blown off until you at last, hit the ground. Those pieces, it turns out for me at least, are my friends and relatives dying around me. Each time one dies, a piece of me dies too. Most are irreplaceable and so it is much like pieces of my life and me falling away. Will I keep right on going? Of Course. That is what I was taught: to keep right on going like a good warrior until I hit the ground. I Live in the Future. Where do you live?

Global Warnings

January 26th 2007

Climate change wil bring about (at least in California) an extreme rise in the price of produce because of the loss of 80% of the citrus crop and a loss fo between 25% to 50% of all produce grown here because of the ongoing freezing temperatures late at night into the early mornings. This worldwide could cause extreme increases in the cost of food and increasing starvation as the direct result.

Where is the Germain War?

January 26th 2007

The Iraq War is likely the most mismanaged War in the History of the United States. It is as if it was being fought to benefit companies like Halliburton and to further the long term goals of Osama Bin Laden and the short term goals of Iran. Why is this? I believe behind this war is only money. If you follow the money you will see who benefits from this war and I am sure it has nothing to do with the average person in the United States. It is as if all the Daddy Warbucks corporations in the United States and world planned a war that would last several hundred years. My question is this: Are the Neo Conservatives really just the pawns of the Daddy Warbucks corporations of the world? Because that is what it looks like right now.

Aircraft Carriers

January 25th 2007

There are presently 2 Aircraft Carrier Battle Groups near Iran. The United STates needs 4 to attack Iran. If 4 battle groups are in the area one would know that Israel and Possibly the United States are so disgusted with Iran that they feel they have no choice but to attack by Air with Cruise missiles and planes nuclear installations. People who want to live should leave nuclear areas just in case as hundreds of square miles around each nuclear installation in Iran will become uninhabitable for hundreds to thousands of years if attacked by air in this way.

Power and Freedom

January 25th 2007

I had two very amazing experiences in the last month. In the first I saw Letters from Iwo Jima and I was very amazed. But along with this I saw a documentary about the Chinese people in present day China.

I would like to share the experiences I had. What I realized was that in both the movie Japanese soldiers and the documentary on present day China there was one thing that people had in common. No one from common man to leader or general was "free" in the sense that we take it for granted in the United States. Many had the ability to speak out their displeasures but none had a way of really changing anything unless they could get hundeds to thousands of people to join them in a fight to the death which they would tend not to do because of different cultural priorities than we have here in the United States.

The poorest person in the United STates with no job and no possessions still has something that many on earth will never have, "The freedom to do with his or her life exactly what he or she wishes. The opportunity to try anything legal in the United STates which is a LOT!

My whole concept of both what it was to be a Japanese soldier in World War II and what it is right today to be a Chinese citizen in China was completely changed by this movie and this documentary. Iam completely amazed that both things are completely different than I ever would have imagined! I have so much more to learn on this subject and didn't realize how ignorant I still am even though I have travelled to India and Nepal and Japan and Europe. I still have so much to learn even at 58 years of age!

The Growing Shia vs. Sunni War

January 25th 2007

The revolution that appears to be starting in Lebanon is not between Christians and Moslems but between the Sunni and Christian backed US supported government in Lebanon and the Hezbollah(Shia) Muslims.

When Osama Bin Laden's people blew up the most sacred mosque in all Shiadom they started (consciously) an all out war between Sunnis and Shias. The reverberations of that mosque being blown up will be felt for many hundreds of years if not thousands. When the Sunnis blew up that mosque they started a holy war between Sunnis and Shias. This will go on for a long long time. The only comparison I can think of would be if a protestant faction of Christianity blew up the Vatican. This would be a similar type of problem that Christians might recognize. However, because of the present more secular nature of the western world even that would not be comparable to the rage and anger of all Shias.

The blowing up of this mosque was only the first action of Osama Bin Laden of the genocide of all Shias. And because of American and European ignorance in a sense we ran interference in ignorance of this long term (hundreds of years) radical Sunni plan.

The psychology of the Iranian Shias is much more militaristic than most Sunnis. Most Sunnis by nature are more into being businessmen than being warlike. This is partly because of religious philosophy but also because of their history of the last 1500 years. Because the Shias have felt put down and tortured by the Sunnis rightly or wrongly they tend to have a tendency towards preparing for violence. Also, Saddams Sunni attack upon Shia Iran caused Iran to become more militaristic out of necessity. Over 250,000 Shia died in that almost ten year war.

Whether the US stays in Iraq or not one should expect Iran to try to end Israel and then it would try to take first Iraq, Syria, Saudi Arabia and finally Israel. Iran through Hezbollah is presently trying to take Lebanon. Syria, Saudi Arabia, Israel, and Egypt are very very upset.

The United States and Europe tend to be so involved in their own problems and guilt issues about the whole Iraq thing that they are not looking at all this suffiently. However, the United States must take care of its own debt and financial state or it will go bankrupt. In other words we cannot afford to do what we are doing and stay solvent. So the single most important thing that the United States is to pull back and retrench, to lick our wounds and to rebuild and to balance our finances. At the same time we need to rebuild our military resources because what is coming in the middle east is literally going to be a completely engulfing mideast war. Whether it will in the short run be headed off with cruise missiles or nuclear weapons or not it must be recognized that it will not end until all shias are gone or all Sunnis are gone. Since the middle east is 90% Sunni the Shias will be genocided unless they use nukes and missiles on the Sunni. This is the only way that the Shia will become preeminent.

But for now unless the United STates wants to become completely insolvent we must pull back and regroup.

Letters From Iwo Jima

January 23rd 2007

I went to see Clint Eastwood's award winning movie today. It was very moving. I'm not sure anyone either Japanese or American or even European or other have ever done such an amazing movie. Compared to this movie Flags of our Father's was totally formula out of the 50's with a great director. However, Letters from Iwo Jima brought me to peace. You see, I remember dying as a child by the nuking at Nagasaki and being very confused and frightened about the whole thing. Then I was reborn in Seattle, Washington to white parents who though they didn't fight in world war II.(My Dad was in the Marines from 1934-37 as biplane gunner and then built Libertey Ships in Seattle during World War II being a trained journeyman electrician). My parents married in 1946 after the war and I was born in 1948. However, all this lifetime I have dealt with a whole lot of rage and anger regarding unjust order in any society. In watching this movie my soul finally came to peace in understanding more what life was really like for Japanese soldiers during Iwo Jima and world war II. Free will didn't really exist for them in their culture and this comes out strongly in this movie. Survival was 100 times harder for each japanese soldier because it was literally victory or suicide. For the Japanese soldiers, surrender was never an option even though some found ways of surrendering. My compassion for the Japanese soldiers grew immensely from this film. In this present time of fundamentalist terrorists that we now live in this film is even more important. Because then like now it is a clash of cultures so deep that mass death could only be the end result.

Why Do Good?

January 22nd 2007

http://www.forbes.com/forbeslife/health/feeds/hscout/2007/01/22/hscout601147.html

I found the above article and found it highly interesting.Here is a quote from the above internet forbes article:
"People may not perform selfless acts just for an emotional reward, a new brain study suggests. Instead, they may do good because they're acutely tuned into the needs and actions of others. Scientists say a piece of the brain linked to perceiving others' intentions shows more activity in unselfish vs. selfish types. "Perhaps altruism did not grow out of a warm-glow feeling of doing good for others, but out of the simple recognition that that thing over there is a person that has intentions and goals. And therefore, I might want to treat them like I might want them to treat myself," explained study author Scott Huettel, an associate professor of psychology at Duke University Medical Center, in Durham, N.C."

Spanking?

Monday January 22nd 2007

Two of my biggest pet peeves in life are people who want to end the spanking of children and people who want to force everyone to wear seat belts

I can see why some people who have behavioral problems should be prevented from abusing their kids through corporal punishment. However, the story I would like to tell is what do you do if your kid say from walking age on likes to wander into the street in front of cars and trucks? Talking to them about them about not dying doesn't always work. There are many situations where not spanking a child will result in their maiming or death.

So what I'm saying is that in theory not spanking a child sounds good. However, most parents at some point will encounter situations where not spanking a child will cost the child their lives or hands or feet or other body parts or the death of a younger child. By the way I have been raising at least one child under age 15 since 1974. This means that I have had 33 years continuous experience with these kinds of problems. This is real time experience not fake theoretical ideas of childless college professors.

The seat belt situation is that since I'm a precognitive psychic I don't have accidents because I see them before they happen and prevent them. If I wear a seat belt it increases my risk of accident because it causes me to create an accident subconsciously. I think this is true of many drivers. Also, to force a little child into a car seat or seat belt when all they want to do is to move around causes all kinds of permanent neuroses that cause harm throughout the child's life, all for the 1 in 10,000 or better moment when the seat belt or car seat will actually be needed. So we imprison our children in these car seats and victimize them whenever they ride in a vehicle and make them nuts so the one time in 20 years that they might actually need a seat belt takes affect. It would be like deciding that because one might fall down the front steps one day that you would never go out your front door and stay in your house forever. That is how stupid the logic is to me. It is definitely another female type of thinking that is convuluted and stupid in practice.

At the same time I believe that women are much better communicators than men and that with more women leaders world wide we would have many less wars and nuclear confrontations.

I'm really amazed that people have bought into seat belts and now not spanking as both things are not practical in their negative affects in real life situations. In other words the medicine in both situations causes more harm than the disease if looked at in a truly practical long term way.

I can remember being 6 years old in 1954. My mother was learning to drive and so would do things like run over mailboxes. One time I was thrown into the front window and chipped a tooth but it was a baby tooth. Starting in 1950 from the time I could stand up I stood up on the back seat and held my father's drivers seat so I could pretend to be the driver. Some times he would go around a corner too fast and I would be thrown against a window but mostly this just increased the strength of my legs and my balance and increased my desire to become a car or truck driver one day. I think many so called advances are really regressions and are creating a race of silly people who cannot cope with death or anything. Death is real and we are all going to die. Not accepting this just causes people to be crazy and unrealistic and stupid. Life IS scary. To try to hide this fact just makes people ridiculous.

For the Gifted Ones

entered 7:34 pm PST January 20th 2007

Written while crying while watching The Legend of Weeping Camel

My heart breaks from what I have learned in these lifetimes
What have I learned?
In the end only kindness and compassion are valuable
All else is at best a waste of time
Is living worthwhile?
For me, living is only worthwhile as a kindness to others
For me, myself, I would prefer not to live and to suffer in human form
So I live as an act of compassion that their suffering might be less

I live so the platform of human evolution on earth might continue
and not go extinct
I equally live so that all the various lifeforms of earth continue
and not go extinct

The Heartbreak

It is a heartbreak to live in such a land of plenty
with so few who understand fully
the necessity of kindness and compassion

Without kindness and compassion
toward oneself and all beings
Life is only suicide, nothing else

Saturday January 20th 7:29 pm PST

Note: I was watching The Legend of Weeping Camel and found myself crying because of my mother's situation and my feeling helpless because I now completely see civilization's effect on ageing and dementia as evil. Civilization is an evil, however, it is a necessary evil that prevents complete chaos and death of the masses while causing unspeakable chaos and suffering to the few. Civization has nothing at all to do with justice. It only preserves most while causing unspeakable harm and suffering to the few. This is the reality of ALL civilizations. However, some civilizations do better than others at different specific things.

Saw Mom Today

January 22nd 2007

I finally talked to my son today about Mom's acting out and putting another patient in the hospital. My wife and I had been distraught a couple of days in grief over the insane incident. In talking to my son who had lived with Mom until she was 83 and took care of her I finally found the courage to go visit my Mom. The patients were in wheelchairs and someone was leading them in singing. I walked in and wheeled my mother into the foyer and sang happy birthday to her. She melted like a little bird and rested her head on my arm and said, "That's what I needed."

It is so very hard to go through this kind of thing and to watch your parent slowly fade out now since 1999 and in a facility since 2001 just after 9-11. Though it must be much worse for Mom in not knowing stuff. However, in another way it is unlikely she even remembers harming another patient because so many parts of her memory don't work anymore. I have to go on for my wife and children. They still need me. Though she didn't know who I was she knew she neeed to be sung 'happy birthday' to.

The Horror of Senile Dementia

January 2007

Last night I was notified by a nurse at my mother's facility that she had put someone in the hospital. They had failed to give her enough atavan and because she no longer knows who she is, who I am, who my son is (her grandson that lived with her until she entered this facility), and so she thinks she is 3 or 4 years old and living in Seattle where she was raised and hates boys and men because she is afraid of them just like really little girls tend to be. (At least before the 1950's. She was born in 1919. I notified the hospice since she is now close to the end (likely within 6 months) that she now needs an interdisciplinary approach to protect both her physical well being and others. I was able to share with the nurse and hospice people that it had been my mothers 88th birthday 2 days ago and on some level she knew it. My psychic friend Bobby Jean now in her late 70's or 80's as well reminded me that her mother and my mother's birthday were the same so we sang happy birthday to our two mothers(hers on the other side and mine mentally and spiritually on the other side). I had devised a plan to go sing happy birthday to my mother with out calling her Mom. I had tried to do that on her birthday and then the day after. I was not successful in this.However, on the day after her birthday she had put another patient in the hospital suddenly. I didn't feel guilty in any way, I just realized this was just one more real life horror movie to survive.

Dealing with real and very crazy issues like this there are No satisfying answers. Civilization itself becomes the instrinsic problem. In other times my mother would not likely be alive. In that sense it was a kinder gentler world where people as gone as my Mom simply did not survive. This would have been de facto much more kind to both my mother and her family that remain in horror of these ongoing events of the last 5 years. I can only imagine how much worse this kind of treatment will get over the next 100 years. I can only see how much more inhumane things are getting each day by trying to preserve life when it should not be preserved. It literally is becoming a world of Frankenstein's to the horror of us all.

My father made me promise before he died to never let Mom go into an Old Age Home. I promised. However, when the time actually came I realized that the only way I could prevent it would be to euthanize my mother. Since I am married with a family this was not an option. So as a consequence I must live with the consequences of not being in a position to carry out my father's last wishes.

My son cared for his grandmother the last 5 years she was functional to live in a home. However, when she left a plastic bowl on the electric stove and then turned it on and then prayed for 24 hours sitting next to it that the fire not spread to other areas we realized that she had almost killed herself and everyone else in her building. So at that point we had no choice but to put her in a senile dementia and alzheimer's facility. There is only one good thing that I can see about these kinds of facilities, they tend to create a wall between the relatives and the patients. This allows the relatives to have less chance of going either insane trying to take care of these relatives or going bankrupt trying to take care of these relatives. This is the ONLY good thing about the way things are presently done that makes any sense to me at all.

Elohar's life Begins

January 20th 2007

note: I'm writing this as a way to cope with the above issues I just dealt with in the above article. Though the following is likely all true, still one must realize there are many versions of reality. For example, if you were in a court room and there were 12 witnesses to a crime, you likely would get 12 different versions of the truth as long as those 12 witnesses had not spoken to each other and decided upon one version. So in this way the following is one version of the truth witnessed by me.

Beginning of Elohar's story

I, Jonathan Flow, do testify that the following is true according to my personal experiences.

My son, Star and his friend, Matt had been travelling in Europe with Eurail passes for a couple of months already. I planned to take Mom and my older daughter Aurora to Scotland, England, Germany and possibly Austria and Switzerland and maybe France with a motorhome rented in Munich, Germany. The time was October 1999.

Mom, Aurora and I had flown the direct polar route direct from San Francisco to London Heathrow Airport. Since my main goal was to show my mother and daughter where Mom's parents had grown up we transferred quickly to another plane bound for Edingburgh, Scotland. By the time we landed in Scotland we had been flying for about 16 hours (11 hours direct to London then a few hours laid over in London and then flying direct to Edinburgh). We all had serious jet lag and so rented a car and a room and tried to sleep a little. Nothing felt the same as the United States and so we all had difficulty sleeping. So after about 5 or 7 hours of not sleeping we got in our rental car and tried to explore the area. Which was somewhat of a mistake. Imagine yourself not sleeping one night and then getting up after not sleeping a night and then the next day trying to drive on the wrong side of the road and navigating roundabouts without killing yourself or other people. After two days of this insanity I decided to travel north away from the cities and populated areas to the Cairngorm mountains where the Scottish ski lifts are. After 5 days exploring Aviemore and riding ski lifts and exploring Loch Ness and Findhorn by Car we returned to Edinburgh and visited the fantastic Edinburgh Castle and explored Glascow and then Clydebank and Ayr where my grandmother and grandfather grew up respectively.We also visited Loch Loman. Remember'On the bonnie bonnie banks of Loch Loman'. Loch means lake

As long as we were in England and Scotland everything was okay. But when we flew to Germany and landed in Munich my mother began to become beligerant. I think she still harbored anger toward Germany since many of her friends died at the hands of German soldiers during World War II. Also, the German flight attendants and Munich Airport greeter seemed to be angry with us for having a Swiss German surname but not able to speak German. So we encountered many such problems at the airport after landing. But once we got into a cab after meeting my son and his friend there we had a nice talk with our turkish cab driver who took us to rent our 6 passenger motor home. Though it was not as big as I had expected I was very happy at the diesel 5 speed manual transmission as I knew this would be great on the mountain roads of Switzerland and Western Germany and Austria so I would be able to downshift and not have us die of brake failure on those steep unforgiving roads.

After playing on tramways and watching paragliders jump from the top trams stops we played our way through Austria and Switzerland. Mom became more sullen and wouldn't leave the motor home for any reason. At the time I didn't realize that she was in the beginning stages of senile dementia. All I knew was that she was making the trip sort of difficult for the rest of us. After 5 days of this my son and his friend had had enough so they jumped ship in northern Italy. I spend the next two days driving us back to Munich to get the motor home back in time. The second night I spend high in the Alps in winds to high for us to drive and not be blown over. So I pulled to the side of the road and we slept the night there.

I had a dream that night of sharp featured elves and gnomes of the Alps. The King and queen saw my mother, daughter and I. I noticed how much my daughter looked like the elven queen. They seemed to take my mother into their confidence and she smiled. After that dream it was like my mother was a stranger after the next morning. It was like my mother left that night and never returned.

It is my belief that this is the beginning of Elohar even though Elohar has told me other stories that could be equally true. According to one of Elohar's stories My mother was a previous incarnation of her. If this is true then knowing Elohar and Ragna as I do it is likely they took my mother's body and replaced it with a genetic duplicate. This is standard procedure for much of the work they do. They do this with their own bodies as well so they don't have to grow up and all. They just step in for the really cool historic stuff to change and to refine time lines. So I can imagine that Elohar would want to compare notes with Mom by regenerating her body to a youth of 25 so they could teach each other stuff.

Jonathan noticed the Awesome 5 landing in the California Coastal forest. He sort of laughed to himself of the cloaking devices used by future humans. Present day humans thought they were so advanced but by the year 7000 AD the advancements were literally "out of this world". Sometimes Jonathan felt uneasy like a "babe in the woods". All he really had was the feeling like he was a pet like a loyal dog sometimes in this context. He couldn't be entirely sure of the full motivations of Elohar and Ragna because of the completely different cultural context that they lived in. However, he was sure of one thing,'They saw him as family and greatly enjoyed his presence, ideas and thoughts.' It was as if their own culture brought them so much pain and discomfort that seeing Jonathan kept them sane. Jonathan thought that it had to do with the problems created by living with just "too much technology". Maybe it was like when Jonathan had seen a buck at a distance at sunset on a remote mountain road. Since Jonathan was downwind of the buck the buck had no idea of his presence. Because of this it was like Jonathan was in the presence of God, or at least a completely natural being as it walked over nonchalantly to a pond for a drink. Jonathan had never experienced anything in life as beautiful on a primal level as that one moment. "Maybe," Jonathan thought, "that is what they like about me. I'm a natural spiritual being. I can live in states of spontaneous accomplishment for periods of time just like other masters of the past. Maybe they feel the peace I'm able to generate naturally when I'm not interfered with in any way?"

That was about as far as Jonathan could think when the sperical blast of compressed air caused by the landing of Awesome 5 hit him in the face and he had to turn away quickly to avoid getting particles of dust in his nose and eyes.

As first Ragna and then Elohar disembarked he noticed they seemed a little different in their demeanor. Soon he saw why. Behind them coming out was his mother as she looked in about 1956. At first, Jonathan was amazed but then he fainted because what he thought was his mother was 88 years old and had senile dementia and was institutionalized so she wouldn't harm herself or anyone else.

As Jonathan came back to consciousness Elohar said, "Jonathan, I'm sorry we surprised you in this way but we thought it would cheer you up." Jonathan said, "It will just take some getting used to. Then this is my real mother?" Elohar said, "Yes." Jonathan said, "Then who is in the rest home?" Elohar said, "That is a clone put in by us in Switzerland in October 1999. Remember your dream of Swiss Elves?" Jonathan thought back and said, "Yes. It was like Mom left after that dream. She wasn't at all the same person after that." Elohar said, "That's because she really WASN'T the same person!" Jonathan woke up

Global Warnings

January 19th 2007

I may do many under this title with different dates. In watching the unusual ice storms hitting from Texas up to Main with 50 dead so far and the 125 mph winds hitting Europe overturning trains and destroying buildings I decided I needed to begin to write something called Global Warnings

I would like to preface by saying first off I am a precognitive psychic. I had an experience where I knew one month ahead of time when the 1989 Loma Prieta quake in California would hit. So I took my family to Maui and watched people die in that one live on CNN. The problem with being a precognitive psychic is that people won't usually listen to you anyway. And even if they do and their house is torn in half by that quake they won't talk to you again.

So what I'm trying to share here is that even though you may know what is coming most people won't listen to you anyway and even if they do they might blame you for what is coming even though all you are doing is listening really good to all the signals life is giving which most folks fail to do.

So knowing all that there are many factors in choosing to get out of harms way during Global warming. First, for the very rich when you see or sense danger in any way you can just hop a plane or train or car or truck and get out of the way of it. For those less rich and you see a trend in the long time weather that will end your livelihood or your lives somewhere then you should pick a new place to live and work where your livelihood is more guaranteed and your children and family will be relatively safe from harm.

During the next 50 years safety will be found near oceans above 100 feet in elevation(to avoid tsunamis) and if possible where rivers meet oceans. After 100 years have passed or more then it will be time to dig into the ground on property you or friends own at 5000 feet in altitude. The reason for this is that no one will be able to stand up during a lot of the year outside below 5000 feet. Winds of over 100 to 200 miles per hour will be normal except in mountain ranges. Even if one digs into the side of mountains one has to be careful of floods down the valleys. So one should only dig in several hundred feet up the side of a mountain and not deep in a valley.

All ocean going cargo transport will have to be done by submarine vessels as 100 foot swells and 100 mile winds will be pretty normal ocean weather. So submarines will be used to transport large items between continents.

A few years ago I though everything would change slower than it is already. I'm beginning to worry more that all humans might be wiped out by weather changes within 3000 to 5000 years or at the very least all technology wiped out by the deaths of to many technically educated people so technology and reading can't be passed on by enough people. Things are changing much faster than I ever thought they would.

Unfortunately, it is quite likely though not inevitable that half of earth's population will be gone in 50 years because of a middle eastern war and general war havoc and global warming all at once. Once again I will say that earth does not at present have the developed technology or the group will YET to slow down or to stop Global warming at present. However, if things get bad enough fast enough this could change fairly quickly when sufficient awareness and despair is harnessed into constructive action!

All home power generated by Solar in New Jersey home

January 19th 2007

The following article:http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070118/lf_nm/solar_home_dc_5
mentions how solar generates all the home needs during the year by splitting water into hydrogen and oxygen and using the stored hydrogen to power fuel cells during the winter. It supplies enough power and heat for a 3000 square foot home completely.

I mentioned in an earlier article that I was fascinated by the idea of using DC current to split water into hydrogen and oxygen and did so unsuccessfully to increase mileage on my truck in the 1980's. Though I was able to feed both hydrogen and oxygen made on the spot by my 12 volt alternator and battery into my truck's carburetor,I was unable to detect any increase in mileage and finally gave up the idea. I think if this were done on a vehicle and then stored in safe separate storage tanks, one of oxygen and one for hydrogen that a duel fuel vehicle could be powered some of the time by hydrogen being mixed through fuel injection. The power to split the water down could come partly from solar panels built into the hood, trunk, roof and even sides of a car. In this way even when your vehicle was parked in the sun it would be splitting water into hydrogen and oxygen for storage and later burning by your duel or multifuel vehicle. The only byproduct of burning hydrogen and oxygen is water vapor.

The Second Cold War

January 18th 2007

It is hard to say exactly when the second Cold War started. Probably the easiest date to give would be 9-11-01. Though Russia, and China and the United States are all against Islamic terorists the United States responses to 9-11 has obviously on many levels upset the balance of power on earth and we are now in a second Cold War. I agree that the twin devils of the World Terrorist War coupled with the beginning of the Second Cold War pitting China, Russia and the United States loosely against each other is seriously upsetting the balance of power on earth and will create many unexpected results. It some ways it reminds me of the chaos of World War I more than the more organized World War II. The one word that epitomizes this new craziness would be Chaos! The destablizing factor is that terrorists are not accountable and don't have fixed states for the major powers to retaliate against. I would expect Russia, China as well as the United States to mutually agree to exterminate terrorists on a scale well beyond the present in order to return some kind of balance to the world. Otherwise these non aligned terrorists might spark through chaos World Nuclear Annihilation. China, Russia and the United States would all observe the obvious and realize that no one Large nation could or would benefit from this level of Chaos! Therefore I would expect to see many heads to roll because of interference with the large superpowers stability.

Here comes China!

January 18th 2007

http://www.comcast.net/news/international/index.jsp?cat=INTERNATIONAL&fn=/2007/01/18/565623.html&cvqh=itn_china I guess China realizes that the US is considering taking on Iran in an air war. Recently they shot down one of their own weather satelites with a ballistic missile. Obviously, the Bush Administration is sending a formal complaint about this because the next step would be shooting down US Spy Satellites. It looks like we are either in World War III or IV depending upon whether you consider the Cold War World War III or not!

Here Comes Russia!

January 16th 2007

To make things even more interesting regarding Iran, Russia just sold Iran 700 million dollars of defensive missiles. This may prevent the U.S., Saudi Arabia and the coalition and Israel being able to stop Iran from building nuclear weapons! This conflict is showing surprising twists and turns. It looks like Russia is still continuing the Old Cold War in some ways against the western world. I just hope it doesn't all turn out like the premier episode of 24 with a nuke only not just in L.A. but in many big cities in Europe, the U.S., Canada, Australia, Japan etc. This whole thing just seems to get more nuts by the day!

Here is the article I just found. http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/russiairandefence

Truth is Infinite!

January 15th 2007

I was thinking today how important to everyone's survival on earth this way of thinking is. Once any person realizes fully that truth actually has no beginning or end one can basically have at least two reactions. The first healthy reaction is wonder and feeling something like, "Wow! I could spend my whole life discovering truth and barely even scratch the surface. How wonderful! I will never be bored again!"

The second reaction would be absolute terror! This second person hasn't been able to trust anyone in his or her life and so cannot trust the universe to be friendly. This is the kind of person that either chooses to become fundamentalist in his or her thinking or forces his children and relatives to become terrified of the universe as well. For this terrified person the idea that truth is infinite would be the worst hell imaginable for him or her to live in. This person's reaction tends to be close minded and close ended. This person would tend to not trust anyone who didn't share his or her close minded views of reality.

The second person deserves all our compassion because whether or not he or she is religious their primary experience of life has been abuse and confusion and terrifying. That is what they mostly experienced growing up. However, this person tends to be the most dangerous to the survival of all life on earth.

So all of us in the first category must try to help the terrified to understand that the universe is infinite and so is truth and knowledge. This terrified person needs to be helped into a wider view of reality.While it's true that there is terror and scary things there is much more to life than that if one has education and hope and a decent job and life.

I can remember myself at age 18. I went to college and at that time was a creationist pretty much. I took a social science class among others at my college. When I realized that the average student accepted darwin's theory as fact I was so distraught that I dropped out of college in confusion. It took me about 2 years to integrate darwin's theory with creationism and then I was able to get to the point where I could become a cultural relativist. A cultural relativist is a person who realizes that no culture is inherently superior to any other. Instead each culture is just a different way to solve problems with a different emphasis. So when I returned to college I began to study various ideas like cultural anthropology, comparitive religions and realized that all humans and their religions basically do the same things. I have my cultural preferences in that I prefer Jesus and Saint Germain and finally Buddha because I also met a lot of Tibetan Lamas in my 30's. But what I learned the most in both college and life is that mostly all people are generally the same at core all over the world. It is only when anyone or any group become so fundamentalist that they feel they have to kill anyone or any group that thinks differently that all this becomes a problem for anyone. This is exactly where the world is today. The terrified people will kill the rest of us unless we find a way to teach them another way. However, defining the problem is always easier than creating a solution.

More Rumblings of war with Iran?

1-14-07

President Bush's national Security Advisor refused Sunday to exclude the possibility of troops going into Iran. This is just one more piece of evidence that we are in for a Pearl Harbor like event that will draw us into a land war with Iran. Though the United States can eliminate all power, all water and all military installations from the air in Iran it will be inevitable that oil will be disrupted possibly for years from Iran, Iraq and possibly Saudi Arabia if this happens. Unfortunately, this could throw the whole world into economic recession or worse if this happens. Unlike Iraq, Iran still has a large army and good weapons and won't be an easy win for the Coalition. Also, there could be very big problems from countries such as China, Russia and other countries whose total economy depends on the price of oil like Japan.

Middle Eastern Countries consider developing Nuclear Weapons to counter Iran!

January 13th 2007

It came to my attention today that several middle eastern countries are feeling that their security demands that they develope nuclear weapons to protect themselves from Iran. These countries are mainly Sunni and are lead by Saudi Arabia and Egypt. Syria is another of these countries. Others are interested as well. In a way President Bush may feel blackmailed in a way into taking out Iran as a way to stop this desperate middle eastern nuclear proliferation now under way.

Tsunami Warning?

January 13th 2007

Last night I was watching the weather channel and a red and white scrawl came on the bottom of the sreen. It said something like tsunami warning cancelled. I just thought someone had made a mistake somewhere and watched the very low for california temperatures be listed.

However, just now I read about the 8.2 earthquake that hit north of Japan. As I looked at the map (since I am a psychic) something didn't feel right about it. It came to me that possibly this was not an earthquake but an underwater and under the ocean bottom nuclear test by Japan.

This actually would make total sense as Japan has been realizing that American soldiers are being spread far to thin over the earth to be really effective in any one place. Japan, rightly so, realizes that she must protect herself. Logically, therefore it follows that secret Japanese nuclear testing (Likely with the knowledge of the United States) secretly has taken place.

The only reason I am revealing this is that there are factions within Japan that if they got ahold of nuclear weapons could be a threat to the United States and other countries.

War with Iran?

Saturday January 13th 2007

In a previous journal entry I said that as a precognitive psychic there was a 70% chance that Israel will bomb Iran's nuclear facilities. It is now worse than that. As a psychic I have an obligation to warn all who will listen of what I now see. President Bush and the Pentagon have decided to confront Iran within Iraq and the region without entering into Iran. This will inevitably lead to a formal or increasing informal fighting between Iran and the US soldiers and upon Israel by Iran. There will inevitably come a Pearl Harbor event like the bombing of a US Aircraft Carrier or the Green zone in Baghdad by Iran or Iran supplied fighters. This will cause the US and some of its allies to declare war upon Iran. It is anybodys guess what will happen after that.

I'm writing this because detente like we had with the old Soviet Union with Iran would be more desireable and survivable in the long run than what is happening now. We as planetary citizens cannot stop global warming or even slow it down as long as these types of wars are being fought. Mark my words if a Pearl Harbor event happens and we are tricked into a full scale war with Iran it will then be inevitable that up to 50% of the present population of earth will be dead from a combination of war havoc and related causes combined with horrific effects of ongoing global warming within 20 years. It reminds me of the old Nordic beliefs in wanting to die while fighting! In other words some would rather die by the sword rather than from global warming. What about the rest of us?

Fiction? A Bible for Time Travellers?

January 12th 2007

I was going to sleep last night and it was very cold for coastal California. Temperatures just a little inland were down to 20 degrees farenheit. I realized that my website is like a Bible for Time Travellers and potential Time Travellers. Whether they are located in the past, present or future, on or off this planet, if they are interested in refining the timeline of earth and making it a better place hints are given in code throughout this site.

For example, in this my journal page, the problems that I encountered as a precognitive psychic that I felt personally moved to write about are still the main issues, I feel at those points in the timeline. It is up to time refiners to decide what issues are the most important to refine and to make better for the children and creatures of earth. So for example, I believe this journal page goes back to about April 2001. It went back even further to 1999 but I believe a mainframe glitch at geocities or a hacker damaged or deleted the previous parts of the journal page. I still have hardcopies somewhere of those hacked or deleted pages but haven't felt it necessary to reenter them as it is now 2007 and the human race is now dealing with slightly different problems now.

Global Warming? It's happening!

January 10th 2007

I'm writing this as a precognitive psychic. First, I'd like to say that there is presently nothing the world can do with it's present level of technological advancement to stop what is coming! Yes. We can slow it down but at this point it is like trying to slow down an avalanche in progress. In the end the best way to survive what is coming is to prepare for it! The best way to prepare for it is to position oneself economically, emotionally and intellectually to deal with the inevitable.

For example, if one saw an avalanche bearing down upon one, one could first, get out of the way by moving to another locality. Second, if one found a good place to "dig in" then do that. Third, one could financially position oneself to take advantage of the changes. Of course it is important to realize that the avalanche is in slow motion over the next hundreds and possibly thousands of years. These are some of my ideas since I can see some of what is coming.

A Writer Writes

January 10th 2007

I write because I feel it in my soul. Most of my life I have written in journal form. Not a diary but simply writing about things that were important to me. I can remember some of the most important writing I did to stay alive at age 21. I had hundreds of pages written then. I eventually moved away and my mother threw away my writings because they scared her. I was so mad because those writings were one of the touchstones that allowed me not to commit suicide. Though they scared her they kept me alive.

I find the best time to write is after slowly waking up without an alarm clock. That way ones deep communications with God the last few hours during sleep can be written down if useful to you. Later I find that what I have written is often for me listening to God again by reading what God has written through me. It's like I didn't write it, it is like God wrote it. As one writes over the years the quality of ones writing tends to increase along with ones connection to the infinite. I believe in this way one becomes more useful not only to oneself but also to others. Becoming a potential or real conduit to mankind from God is one of the most amazing things that a human can ever do. So if you feel this calling pray for it and go with it. Blessings!

Jonathan Flow on Earth

January 8th 2007

I was thinking today about balance. This idea reminds me of the balance of nature on earth. Since the balance of earth's weather has now been offset by the large number of humans and domesticated animals on earth the result will likely be humans and animals being thinned out by nature. After humans go below about 500 million or so I believe the weather will resettle itself within 1000 years or so. So what I am saying is that I don't believe humans will go extinct. I just think the weather will thin them out. As time progresses people will get used to this. It won't be a happy thing. However, before the 20th century it was common if a family had 5 children that 2 to 3 would die before 20 years of age from various causes. This was an unhappy truth but people lived with this reality for thousands of years before modern medicine. I think it will be the same with the weather. Since weather is an act of God there is really no one groups of individuals to blame. If anything is to blame for the increasing deaths caused by weather it could only be civilization itself

Iran?

January 6th 2007

As a psychic I feel I must warn Americans and the world that the likelyhood of an Israeli strike on Iran within the next year is about 70% to destroy Iran's nuclear facilities. This would create the slow deaths of many in Iran from nuclear poisoning as I don't think Iran's government would allow nuclear cleanup specialists from the US, Russia, Germany, France, England etc. into Iran to fix the problem. Another problem would be that the anger from this would spill over into Iraq, Lebanon and Israel. I think this would create a fight to the death if this happened, especially in Israel and that at the very least Tehran would disapear into a nuclear cloud. I am writing this to try to create a better outcome for all if it can be created.

If formal nuclear weapons are used by any side it could easily create a long term chain reaction which could end life on earth within 50 years. Please listen to my concerns as it affects all of us now alive on earth!

I am a Guardian

January 6th 2007

I was watching Lady in the Water on DVD. My family had seen it while I was out skiing in Mt. Shasta for several days. I found it to be one of the most amazing movies I had seen in about 5 years. Though the author had written this story for his children it had every base covered and touched deeply the soul and how things really work in all of us.

As I watched this movie I realized that I am a guardian of the future of humans who were born on earth and those who colonize other worlds from earth now and in the future. You notice I am calling myself a guardian rather than THE guardian. I believe that all of us who work in myriad ways to allow humans of earth and beyond to prosper and survive are all Guardians of the Future of Earth.

It is an honor to be a guardian of the future of humankind instead of living ones life in ignorance and apathy. I believe all of us should aspire to be guardians of the future by doing all we can NOW so humans can actually have a future of any kind.

Dzogchen and Mahamudra

January 65th 2007

The "Amazing But True" story that follows this one happened after I pulled a book on Dzogchen and a book with the Dalai Lama on the cover on Mahamudra out of my friends library and set them on an altar next to my bed in the guest room. I read some of both and experienced the feeling of amazingness of both books and what they represented.

Amazing But True

January 6th 2007

My 17 year old daughter who lives in Oregon told me on my birthday (April 2006) she didn�t want to talk to me anymore. So I suffered with this along with the death of one of my best friends in June and the death of my aunt and the death of my cousin and myriad other things.

This week my friend invited me to go skiing in Mt. Shasta. I told him I would likely travel up to ski. However, inside I was struggling about going because the weather would be bad and it just didn�t seem logical to go. However, then I looked in a mirror and saw that my spirit really needed this adventure. So 7 hours of driving and I was there. It was very cold and was supposed to start snowing and blizzarding that night. The next morning I spent time doing electrical work on a new building on my friend�s land.

At the right moment I headed up the mountain to Bunny Flat. Since I have an SUV with 4 wheel drive I was fine driving up during a blizzard to 7000 feet or so where Bunny Flat is. As I backed into a parking place so I could get out easily as the snow built up on the road to several inches or more I saw a girl running toward my car. It was my daughter who hadn�t spoken to me in 8 months now. She gave me a hug. I was in shock! However, I knew I had been magically guided to meet her there. We had time to visit and ski the next day. (She snowboards now) even though she is an expert skier as well.

Though I was grateful to meet my daughter I said, �Next time you decide not to speak to me tell me it�s only temporary as I have new gray hairs from this last time away from you.� She said, �I�ll tell you.� One one level I knew that after sleeping in her car the night at 7000 feet in a blizzard she would be happy to spend the night somewhere warm as I could let her stay with my friend and I or rent her a room and food and maybe rent her a snowboard and a lift ticket. However, still it was great to see my daughter even though she had decided to grow up without me as she is now ready to start her second semester at college.